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"Song Yizhou, Song Yizhou, who is the handsome guy who sent you to school just now? He's so handsome!" Asked all the young girls surrounded by me.

"My brother." The girls in the class exploded. From then on, whenever Cui Ancheng sent me to school, there would always be a few hungry wolf-like eyes staring at me from behind.

what?I'm not ugly either!

That evening, Cui Ancheng promised to pick me up, but a woman came. The woman had curly hair, but she tied her curly hair into a ponytail and was wearing a cotton skirt. At first glance, she was really a sister next door. There is always a charm in her eyes when looking at people.

She said: "Xiao Yi? I'm Jin Jin, you can call me Monica, Cui Ancheng asked me to pick you up."

I don't like this English name, so I always call her "Jin Jin Jin Jin, but because of Cui Ancheng's affection, I always add sister after Jin Jin."

"Sister Jin Jin, I want a drink of water."

"Sister Jin Jin, your hair is so beautiful."

"There's water on the seat behind the car. Does my hair look good? I got it done at xx barber shop. It's quite expensive." Every time she answered my questions, she looked serious like she had filmed on the side of the road.

"How are you and your brother doing outside?" I asked Jin Jin.

Jin Jin supported the steering wheel with both hands, and answered me: "Okay, okay."

I could hear a hint of irony in Jin Jin's tone, I thought I wasn't the kid back then who said whatever was in my stomach, maybe after Cui Ancheng left, I was used to stuffing everything into my stomach.

Therefore I was silent.

At the door of the house, she stopped the car and said, "It's just parked here, it's not convenient for me to go in." After speaking, she lit a cigarette.

"You smoke too?" I asked, maybe because my mother didn't smoke or drink, I was still very curious about women smoking.

"Well, who made him like to smoke too." Naturally, I knew who "he" Jin Jin was referring to. During the five years outside, Cui Ancheng must have smoked a lot.I can't help raising my eyebrows thinking of this.

"Xiao Yi, it's time for dinner." I stopped the pen in my hand and turned off the desk lamp.

I saw Cui Ancheng helping to carry the dishes, Cui Dinglin was setting chopsticks aside, Aunt Zhang and mother were busy in the kitchen, as long as the Cui family's father and son didn't mention Jin Jin, they got along very happily.

"Brother, don't pick me up from school." I raised my head and whispered to Cui Ancheng who was eating hard.

"Why?" Cui Ancheng stopped his hands and asked.

I shrugged, "Because you are so attractive."

"What?" Cui Ancheng was taken aback by what I said. "You won't let me pick it up, but I still do it."

I raised my forehead... I almost forgot that my spicy chicken brother is not a good talker...

Before going to bed that night, I was looking for the plush bear as usual, but I couldn’t find it. I pushed open the door of Cui Ancheng’s room, and Cui Ancheng was reading a magazine, and I probably would turn off the lights and go to sleep later. up.

"Brother, did you see that stuffed bear?" I stood at the door, holding the handle with one hand, thinking that if I disturbed his rest, I would close the door immediately.

Cui Ancheng put down the magazine and said, "What bear??"

"The one you gave me when I was little," I replied, before adding, "I slept with you that night."

"Why are you looking for that bear?" Cui Ancheng asked calmly.

I was a little embarrassed, and said softly: "I...I have been hugging that bear to sleep...otherwise I wouldn't be able to sleep.."

Cui Ancheng froze for a moment, randomly picked up the mobile phone on the bedside table, and called Aunt Zhang, I heard Cui Ancheng's tone was a bit bad.

"Who said you can throw it away?"

"There's no need to apologize to me."

"Anyway, find it and send it over tomorrow morning."

......

Cui Ancheng hung up the phone, turned to me and said: "Aunt Zhang accidentally threw the bear away, I just ask her to find it."

"Okay...don't yell at Aunt Zhang, I understand." I kept holding the doorknob with my hand, just now when I saw Cui Ancheng and Aunt Zhang get angry, a layer of cold sweat broke out unconsciously on my palm.

Aunt Zhang has been a mother in the Cui family for 20 years, and she has been doing her best. Cui Ancheng actually spoke so disrespectfully to Aunt Zhang because of me. This is the first time Cui Ancheng blamed Aunt Zhang.

I gasped, and Cui Ancheng said, "What are you doing there in a daze? Come and sleep with me tonight."

I nodded, turned around and closed the door, and climbed onto Cui Ancheng's bed. Cui Ancheng turned off the light, faced me face to face, and hugged me lingeringly.

He murmured: "Song Yizhou, you are 14 years old."

I answered.

"Then why sleep with a bear in your arms?"

My face was blushing sullenly, but fortunately the room was dark, so I couldn't see the other person's face.I thought for a while and said, "Because you gave the bear to me, holding it is like being by your side."

Cui Ancheng hugged me tightly, but didn't speak.

After a long time, I thought of something: "Do you still remember when I was very young and asked you why you were nice to me?"

Cui Ancheng hadn't fallen asleep yet, but his thoughts became hazy, and he just responded softly.

"Remember how you answered?"

Cui Ancheng made his panting voice: "I like you."

I heard a smile on my lips.

Ren Guangyin passed away without stopping, and I have always been the answer: "I like you too."

The only difference is that the liking a few years ago was so pure, just because you were kind to me, out of the instinct of human beings and children, I like you.But now, you know, I'm 14 years old.

When this love becomes deformed, you can trample on me.

I don't dare to think too much, and I don't want to think too much.Hearing Cui Ancheng's heavy breathing, I let go of my courage and put my hands on his waist. Seeing that he didn't respond, I suppressed the excitement in my heart, pushed forward and slightly opened the corner of his pajamas, and moved my fingers intentionally or unintentionally. Put it on his warm skin and stroke it gently.

Such a small gesture is what I have been longing for.I don't know why I am so eager to touch the man opposite, I only know that when he comes back after five years away, I am more dependent on him, and there is no lack of physical dependence.

I am like a person who has been hungry for a long time, no, more like a savage, facing a table full of Chinese and Chinese, swallowing food frantically and cautiously, at this moment, I am taking advantage of Cui Ancheng with the same mood.

After an unknown amount of time, Cui Ancheng suddenly locked my hand, preventing me from moving. He said, "Don't make trouble."

I felt that I was in a cramped space, and I couldn't breathe smoothly. I continued to wait for Cui Ancheng's reaction, and I was so embarrassed that I didn't know how to explain it to him.

Cui Ancheng's hand was still firmly locked, but he didn't pursue it, and fell asleep again.This time I didn't dare to touch him anymore, so I could only force myself to sleep too, without thinking about anything.