nothing else

Sure enough, in the early morning of the next day, Aunt Zhang came over with a plastic bag containing the bear, which was still a little wet, probably because she had washed it early in the morning.

"Fortunately, there is no trash can thrown outside, and we can still find it." Aunt Zhang said with an uneasy smile.I took the bear, held it tightly in my arms, and kept saying, "It's okay, it's okay." I don't know who I was talking to.

Maybe Aunt Zhang will be surprised that a 14-year-old boy is still so naive, but I don't care what people think, I just know that no one can take away everything I cherish.If it can be easily taken away, it is not what I really love.

Cui Ancheng sent me to school for a week in a row. Although I didn't think it was appropriate, I didn't stop him.

I got out of the car, waved to Cui Ancheng, turned around, and saw a man waving to me in the distance, I ran to him, and shouted: "Wei Bao!"

Wei Xin pouted and ignored me.Because Wei Xin’s surname is Wei, he is very popular with the girls in the class. I call him Wei Xiaobao because he is a living treasure. For the sake of easy identification and cuteness, I call him Wei Bao. Just accepted the nickname.

We are probably like the boys and girls at the same table when we were young. I give you nicknames, you hide my pen from time to time, I ask you to teach me questions, and you often make fun of me.Sometimes the relationship is so harmonious that it exceeds that of friends, but most of the time neither of them will admit to each other.

I put my arms around his shoulders, and the two walked away with a smile.

Because of my body like a rag doll, I don't have physical education classes.Sometimes I will accompany Wei Xin, reluctantly go downstairs, take a book, sit by the flower bed and read a book, and then look for Wei Xin's active figure on the playground. I can't get along well with anyone who strikes up a conversation with me. Except Weissing, who always makes me laugh out loud.

At that time, I never thought that if one day Wei Xin no longer accompanied me and he went to work on his life, would I be alone.

After the physical education get out of class, I handed the book in my hand to Wei Xin and asked him to take it to the classroom and go to the toilet by myself.

I stood in front of an astonishingly large mirror inside the toilet door. Next to the mirror was a row of sinks. I turned on the faucet and splashed water on my face. Immediately, the whole world became refreshed, and my body trembled slightly. , Somehow, the picture flashed in my mind.

That was the scene from last night, Cui Ancheng squinted his eyes quietly, my hand was stroking his waist...

I suddenly felt extremely ashamed.This belated shyness made me stunned for a long time.The cold water dripped down from the forehead, and the eyes were also blurred by the water droplets.

My body was hit by someone.

"Hey~ Song Yizhou." There was an extra boy with a cut hair beside him, he looked at me with his head tilted while washing his hands.

"Huh...? You are?" I asked.

"I'm from high school, you senior, you don't know who it is." The boy smiled with his mouth crooked.

I lowered my head and wiped my face with my hands.

The inch-cut man stretched out his hand, squeezed my chin, and left.

I was like a big girl with yellow flowers being molested, standing there furious, I just pursed my mouth and couldn't hold back any words.Neither can stop him from punching him, nor can he swear like a spoiled child.

Rubbish.

Fortunately, the senior with the inch head never came to see me again.

I don't remember when it was, but it must have been a long time. In short, the relationship between Wei Xin and I was the most harmonious at that time. Before school that day, I helped Wei Xin pack his schoolbag as usual, and he asked me to wait for him.I hugged his schoolbag, and the classmates left one by one, and I was worried that the driver who picked me up or Cui Ancheng was in a hurry, and waited for Wei Xin with a muffled frown.

When Wei Xin appeared, it was almost dark, and he said to me with a smile, "Yi Zhou! Just wait."

I smiled and shook my head.

He picked up his bag and pulled me out of the classroom. In the corridor, he stopped and said to me: "Yizhou, I just remembered that I didn't take my school uniform jacket. Wait for me for another minute. Oh no! Half a minute, I'll be back soon."

Before I could speak, Wei Xin ran to the classroom.

I dropped my hands and leaned my back against the cold tiled wall.I count silently in my heart:

"30, 29, 28, 27, 26, 25, 24, 23, 22..."

"13, 12, 11, 10, uh..."

I was suddenly covered by someone and I couldn't make a sound. The arm of the person behind me was tightly around my neck and dragged me away. My feet rubbed against the tiles and made a harsh sound, just like my failure There was a scream.

The man abruptly dragged me into the toilet, and the lights on the ceiling flickered yellow and flickered, making a "sizzling" sound of dying.

The man turned my head around, I opened my eyes, and saw the cut-cut senior, and then he leaned over and stuck his tongue into my mouth.

I shook my head vigorously as a protest, his hands couldn't wait to tear my clothes off, and then his hands wandered across my chest, back and back.His tongue became less aggressive and I gasped for air.

The inch-cut man laughed jokingly and said, "I know that your small body can't bear it, so don't worry, I will be gentle."

He grabbed my wrist tightly, I raised my head and stared at him, cursing: "Disgusting!! You better not touch me!"

The other party laughed, very frivolously.

He pushed me to the ground with his knees on my stomach, and it hurt.

"Disgusting? Then I will show you what disgusting is today!" He rushed towards me like a tiger.

"Brother! Brother! Help...help me..." I thrashed my limbs wildly, but I couldn't stop the danger from coming.

I bit my lip and didn't call out until a stupid thing entered under me roughly.

The person on the body actually reached out to wipe away my tears, and I raised my head and bit his finger. I felt like I was in the abyss and grasped the life-saving vine, and it was like an old enemy falling into my palm. I bit the finger with all my strength. .

The man freed his other hand and slapped me across the face.I let go instantly, and the bloody smell in my mouth spread instantly.

Desperate?I guess so.But in those unbearable times, I was obsessed with killing people!

The inch-cut man finished his job, put on his clothes, and said with a smile, "Is it still disgusting? I'm holding back the nausea too, hahahahahahahahahaha..."

I clenched my fists, my nails pierced into the flesh, but I didn't make a sound.

My chest was rising and falling, and I was wheezing and coughing from time to time. My lower body felt like tearing pain, and my body was naked. It was really dirty.

I'm so sick.

I'm wondering if I'm just going to lie like this lewdly until I die.

I was picked up by someone, and I heard a slight murmur: "Song Yizhou...I'm sorry...Yes...I'm sorry..."

Wei Xin put his school uniform coat on me, cleaned up the ground briefly, stuffed the torn clothes into his schoolbag, and walked out with me in his arms.

I don't know how much effort it took Wei Xin to take me out with the two schoolbags. I only heard Wei Xin crying all the way.

At the school gate, I saw Cui Ancheng lying on the window of the guard room and patting the window excitedly. He was yelling loudly at someone.

I squinted and smiled.

Seeing me laughing, Wei Xin hurriedly said, "Yi Zhou...you, don't scare me..."

"Brother..." I shouted, the voice should be very loud, because I fell unconscious after shouting.

After the horrifying and brief nightmare, it was Cui Ancheng's smile, it was Cui Ancheng's eyes, and it was Cui Ancheng's slightly raised mouth.

I woke up and found myself lying in the hospital.The hospital is a relatively familiar place for me, so when I lived in this tomb-like ward again, I felt calm.

In front of my eyes was my mother's haggard face. Seeing that I woke up, my gentle and kind mother sobbed and couldn't control her tears.

I thought of something and hid my head in the quilt.

My mother stroked my head through the quilt and comforted me: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid..."

I'm not afraid, I'm just ashamed.

The only thing I fear from the bottom of my heart is seeing Cui Ancheng again. For some reason, I feel that I am not worthy to face Cui Ancheng again.

At the age of 15, it is like the goose that insists not to fly south. What awaits it is death, rot, and bones.

Cui Dinglin quickly went through the withdrawal procedures for me, and when I got home, the atmosphere was inexplicably cold.

As the head of the family, Cui Dinglin spoke first, and said, "Xiao Yi, don't think too much, just take a good rest for two days."

"My...my brother?" I asked.

"Don't ask, go and rest." Cui Dinglin waved to me helplessly.

I nodded.

The moment I closed the door, I heard the soft conversation between my mother and Cui Dinglin. I stopped, left the door open, and listened carefully:

"Just in case, I'll tell you again and again that no one in this house should bother him, let alone ask nonsense about anything."

"Well, I think we should find a psychiatrist for Xiaoyi?"

"Hey, you can deal with this matter...Xiao Yi came to our family and suffered such a big grievance, and I am the stepfather who is sorry for him..."

Mother covered her face and wept again.

"Don't cry, don't cry, haven't the two people who hurt Xiaoyi been sent to the police station?"

I couldn't bear to listen any longer, and closed the door gently and slowly.

Two people... two?

Once you think about it clearly, you are like a wild beast that has lost its heart and screamed in the darkness of nothingness.

How many people in this world are sincere to me?If I had said no earlier, I would not have had extravagant hopes.It's my fault, how important I am to myself, but my life is as insignificant as dust.