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Cui Ancheng made his first girlfriend when he was 19 years old. Our father, Cui Dinglin, didn't know anything about it.

That night, taking advantage of a moment of peace, I practiced the soft pen. The ink was splashed on the yellowish paper like silver moonlight. The voice was rustling, but later, Cui Ancheng lost control and his voice became louder. I heard clearly that he was on the phone with someone, as if he was arguing about something.

After Cui Ancheng made the phone call, he was silent for a while, and finally opened the door and entered my room. He sat on the edge of my bed, bowed his head and did not speak.

I put down the brush, and showed Cui Ancheng my semi-finished product with wet ink.

"Brother, how is it?"

He didn't look up, as if he didn't hear.

"Did you quarrel with someone?" I put away my words and sat on the edge of the bed with him, asking him.

"Kids, don't ask." His voice was cold, but he wasn't harsh on me.

"If you don't let me ask, I don't know? Brother, you have a girlfriend, don't you?" I took his hand and said.

Cui Ancheng turned to look at me with a surprised expression.

"I also know that you don't want Dad to know about this." I continued.

Cui Ancheng couldn't calm down anymore, narrowed his phoenix eyes, and asked: "How do you know?!"

I tilted my head and said, "Well...it's just a half-guess." Hehehe, it's actually silent observation + logical judgment.

"Ghost spirit." Cui Ancheng gently pinched my face with his fingers.

"Don't tell me." Cui Ancheng picked me up, lifted me up, made his eyes meet, and then warned me with serious eyes.

I nodded.

But my father found out by accident. That day, he grabbed his brother by the collar and dragged him home angrily. The elder brother grabbed the collar with one hand and blushed and yelled at his father. His mother hurried up to persuade him, but Dad was really anxious, he pushed his elder brother to sit on the sofa, crossed his hips and scolded angrily: "Tell me about you, what's so good about that girl?"

"Jin Jin is fine anywhere!" The elder brother hammered the sofa, not giving in at all. He promised Jin Jin that his father would accept her.

"A child from a poor family, if you marry her in the future, it will only be a burden!" Cui Dinglin took a cup of tea from his mother and suppressed his anger.

"I, Cui Ancheng, will not marry Jin Jin."

Hearing these words, Cui Dinglin slammed the teacup on the table, and everyone present stopped talking.Cui Dinglin walked up to Cui Ancheng and slapped Cui Ancheng.

The elder brother just stood there, looking at his father in disbelief.Then he sneered, glared at me standing in the corner, and slammed the door out.

I twisted my fingers together in a panic, and tears seemed to come out of my eyes.How should I explain it to my brother?I have no idea.

My brother has always had a strong personality, with a clear distinction between love and hate. When I first came to the Cui family, he was able to accept me calmly. Now that I think about it, it is not easy. What's more, he treats me like a younger brother. .

How can I convince him that I didn't say this?I pulled my hair and tried to find a way all day and all night, but Cui Ancheng didn't go home until a week later, and I still chose the time when Cui Dinglin went to work.

"You...why are you here? Didn't you go to school?" Cui Ancheng was a little surprised to see me.

"Brother, today is Saturday." I replied carefully.

"Oh." He packed a bag of clothes and left without even looking at me.

I ran up to him barefoot and stopped him, looking up at him. "Don't go, okay?"

A 19-year-old boy just stubbornly wants to leave, what more does he know than a nine-year-old kid?

"Brother, Dad knows that this matter really has nothing to do with me." I couldn't control my emotions again, I wrapped my arms around Cui Ancheng's waist and frantically refused to let him leave.There are not many people who are sincere to me in this world, and it is a sin not to catch them.

Cui Ancheng didn't listen to my explanation, and yelled at me: "Don't bother me!"

I was stunned, and when I realized it, I had been pushed away by him, and I fell to the ground.

"Brother!" I called out to him, wanting to keep his back, and kept calling out.

I don't know where I got my strength at that time, until my voice became hoarse, and my whole body was trembling due to the exhaustion of strength.

The continuous piercing and shrill shouts made my breathing quicken. I gasped for breath and watched Cui Ancheng drive away. I covered my chest, grabbed my clothes, coughed heart-rendingly, and couldn't stop breathing.

"Mother."

No one heard.I could only hold on to the table and chair alone, and staggered to find my medicine from the cabinet in the room. I unscrewed the bottle cap, and the pills scattered all over the floor.

I didn't care about anything, I grabbed a few pills from the ground and stuffed them into my mouth to swallow dryly.

I finally calmed down, holding the empty medicine bottle with one hand, and rubbing the bruise I accidentally bumped on my leg with the other hand.

This is the first time Cui Ancheng has turned against me.

Cui Ancheng had been sulking at Cui Dinglin for a long time, so that when Cui Ancheng finished the college entrance examination, he resolutely chose a university far away from home.

From the conversation between Cui Dinglin and his mother, it is known that Cui Ancheng left with Jin Jin.

They must have had a great time in college.

Cui Ancheng's four years in college are blank in my memory. In those four years, he was absent in my life. He spent four years with another woman.

As if I fell into silence again, with a muffled voice, I finished everything that Cui Dinglin had arranged for me.

Cui Dinglin is also getting old. On the first New Year's Eve after Cui Ancheng left, I saw Cui Dinglin sitting in the room alone, holding his mobile phone and bowing his head.

The phone number was never dialed.Both father and son are extremely powerful people.

But this farce, as long as any party bows its head, it will have a happy ending.

I always think that Cui Ancheng is really too cruel. He is so vicious that his relatives do not recognize him. For him, the family affection of 19 years is not as good as his love of 19 years.

During the past four years, only my mother occasionally called Cui Ancheng to ask about his health.

Cui Ancheng finally called him when I was so confused.

He said that he wants to start a business outside and will not come back this year, but he wants to borrow money from Cui Dinglin.

Cui Dinglin listened to Cui Ancheng's voice, his nose turned red, and finally he waved his hands with a smile and said, "That's all, I, Cui Dinglin, have never treated you badly in terms of money."

The money was borrowed, but the person still hasn't returned.

A year later, Cui Ancheng came back, and I hugged the plush bear that I hugged when I slept on his bed six years ago, and stood by the dining table blankly, looking at that familiar yet unfamiliar man.

Once you are a boy, you are no longer a boy.

He caught a glimpse of me and called softly: "Xiao Yi?"

I smiled at him.At that moment, all misunderstandings are no longer so important.

Cui Ancheng, I miss you so much.