yellow spring blossoms

Gu Youning went into the operating room twice again, big and small, and she fell asleep when she went in. Every time I saw her being pushed away, I felt inexplicably about to cry.The sour fear in my heart is hard to let go.If Ziqing hadn't been by my side, I wouldn't have known how I would have survived the hours when the operating lights were on.

Today is Gu Youning's last operation, I waited straight outside the door as usual, only feeling that all the strength in my body has been exhausted.Eyes closed unconsciously, and then fell into a deep sleep.In a coma, I felt that Ziqing picked me up and helped me to the bed all the way.

"Ziyan, I'm here, and I'll guard her." Ziqing's voice was close to her ears, warm and soft. "Don't worry, just sleep well."

I opened my eyes dimly, looked at Ziqing's pupil under the moon, and nodded.She leaned over and pressed a kiss on my forehead: "Good night, Ziyan."

Fang Ziqing sat outside the operating room and waited until Gu Youning came out before entering the ward.She carefully memorized the doctor's instructions, wiped Gu Youning's body neatly, then sat quietly by the bed and waited for her to wake up.Until the darkest time before dawn, Gu Youning finally opened his eyes, and the person he saw was Fang Ziqing.

"Sister Qing, thank you for your hard work." Gu Youning smiled, and the corners of her pale lips curled into an arc.

"Nothing." Fang Ziqing replied. "For Ziyan."

"What a good sister..." Gu Youning sighed.

"Don't call me sister Qing." Fang Ziqing said bluntly. "You can call me Fang Ziqing directly."

"Why didn't you refute me the first time I called you?" Gu Youning asked.

"Don't worry about it."

"Okay, I don't care." Gu Youning cast his eyes on Fang Ziqing's face and called her, "Ziqing."

Fang Ziqing seemed dissatisfied with her calling him that, but he didn't continue to be serious. He asked, "How are you feeling now? Is there anything uncomfortable?"

Gu Youning was happy to hear her say that.She pointed to her leg and said, "It's numb, please pinch it."

Fang Ziqing sat still and said to her, "If you can't die, don't order me."

"You still say that you can't do this for the sake of Ziyan?" Gu Youning squinted at Fang Ziqing: "Then why do you ask me if I feel uncomfortable? Anyway, you won't help me resolve it, so just let me feel uncomfortable .”

"I just want to ask you a question. If you feel uncomfortable, I can ask you tomorrow."

"What's the problem?" Gu Youning used a lot of strength to tease Fang Ziqing just now, but now he feels that his physical strength can't keep up, and his forehead is covered with sweat.Fang Ziqing saw it, got up and took a towel to wipe it off for her.

"What happened to Ziyan before the accident." Fang Ziqing asked while wiping Gu Youning's sweat.

"Want to know?" Gu Youning looked at Fang Ziqing and asked, Fang Ziqing didn't answer, but just stared at her with a pair of eyes.Gu Youning generously let her see, and said: "If you want to know, please, I can't tell you."

"If you don't tell me, I'll unplug the oxygen tank." Fang Ziqing said calmly. "I don't think I can't create the illusion that the oxygen cylinder is broken and there is no oxygen supply."

"..." Gu Youning looked back at Fang Ziqing with a slight change in his gaze.She thought, maybe the Fang Ziqing she saw now was fundamentally different from the Fang Ziqing who had always been beside Fang Ziyan.

The one in front of him is the real Fang Ziqing.

And that gentle Ziqing only exists beside Fang Ziyan.

"That morning, Ziyan seemed to be fine. Then Xia An came over, and we were going to send her back to the train station. She went to the bathroom first, but we waited for a long time and didn't see her come out." Gu Youning suppressed her laughing face, Start thinking about what happened that day. "Later she passed out in the toilet and had a bruise on her forehead, which was covered in blood."

Fang Ziqing listened, thinking that Fang Ziyan's forehead injury was caused by himself at home, and had nothing to do with the car accident.

"I asked her to rest for a day before leaving. She said that you were waiting for her. She didn't want you to wait any longer, so she insisted on leaving." As Gu Youning said, Fang Ziqing frowned, with a worried look in his eyes. Emotions: "She seemed to be absent-minded along the way. She couldn't hear what I said to her, and she didn't answer me. But other than that, there was nothing abnormal. I thought she was knocking her head and didn't want to talk. So I didn't ask any more. But when she was crossing the road, she was standing upright, but suddenly ran into the middle of the road. It was like... being pushed out by someone... But there was no one around us."

After Fang Ziqing heard this, he didn't speak for a long time.

Just when Gu Youning thought she wouldn't be talking, she heard her muttering and asking, "If you weren't here, would Ziyan die."

Gu Youning closed her eyes and replied lightly: "Yes."

Then, the night thickened, and no one spoke anymore.

I slept so deeply that I didn't wake up until the light of the next day.Turning his head to see Gu Youning lying on the hospital bed next to him, he was in a good mood, and quickly got up to see her.At this time, the little nurse who made the rounds came, and I asked about Gu Youning's situation. The little nurse said that Gu Youning was recovering well, which made me feel at ease.But I soon discovered that Ziqing was gone.I was afraid that she would sleep in the corridor again like last time, so I ran out to find her, but ran into her arms.

Ziqing carried the meat bun, hugged me in his arms, and said with a smile, "Ziyan, where are you going?"

"I'm going to find you..." Seeing Ziqing laughing at me, my face turned red.

"I'm going to buy food." Ziqing replied. "I bought buns for you. For Gu Youning, you can't eat for the time being, just rely on infusions to maintain it."

"Hmm." I took out the meat bun and took a bite, then asked Ziqing, "Why don't you eat it?"

"I've eaten." Ziqing replied, "I'll take the train in a while, and you stay and take care of her. The hospital can't be empty."

When I heard that Ziqing was going home, I suddenly realized that she hadn't gone back to class for a long time.This winter vacation is coming to an end, not to mention the third year of high school, even the first year of high school is about to start.

"It's okay. I'll see you off. Xia An will be here in a while. We'll leave when she comes."

"Stupid, the train doesn't wait for anyone." Ziqing rubbed my head and said, "When I'm not around, follow Gu Youning closely."

"Hmm." I nodded. "I'll take care of her."

After hearing what I said, Ziqing showed a wry smile. She poked my forehead and said, "Who asked you to take care of her?"

"Then why do you let me follow her closely?" I asked.

"She is the president, follow her closely." Ziqing smiled.

"Haha, okay, then I'll follow her closely, and drink hot and spicy food." I returned Ziqing with a smile.

At that moment, I felt that Ziqing's eyes were familiar and strange.

Strange implied desire.

"I'm leaving Ziyan." Ziqing turned around and refused to let me continue to look at her. "I'll call you when I get home tonight."

"Yeah." I agreed. "be careful on the road."

"You too." Ziqing replied, and then left without looking back.

Gu Youning's body recovered faster than expected, but he was still hospitalized several times back and forth.Because he has been going back and forth between the hospital and the rented house, and has no time to go to school, Xia An is responsible for all the things in the student union.At most, Gu Youning would answer the phone and make calls, telling Xia An what to do and how to do it.

As soon as Xia An arrived at the hospital, she complained all kinds of things. Gu Youning lay on the hospital bed and raised her eyebrows: "You don't want to do it anymore?"

"Just do it, how can I not do it." Xia An quickly replied: "It's not hard work, so why don't you talk about it here."

"Thank you." Gu Youning looked at Xia An with a serious expression.

"You still say such polite words to me." Xia An's eyes drifted away, as if he couldn't stand Gu Youning's greeting: "If you think I'm working hard, get well soon. Everyone is waiting for you to go back."

Two months passed in the blink of an eye, and Gu Youning could let me walk with my support.I often help her to walk back and forth in the corridors of the hospital, and everyone in the ward is familiar with her, teasing me for being virtuous.I was embarrassed by the praise, and my cheeks were hot.

"I'm going to the toilet, take me there." Gu Youning said coquettishly.

"Yes, yes, Miss, I will take you there right away." I replied with dignity, and helped her back to the bathroom in the ward.

As soon as I entered the bathroom, Gu Youning locked the door and didn't let me go out.I looked at her and said inexplicably: "Why don't you let me go out, maybe you want me to watch you go to the toilet..."

Just as I was saying this, Gu Youning's soft kiss came up.I was startled and tried to push her away.

"Hiss...it hurts..." I just put my hand on Gu Youning's chest, when she frowned and cried out for pain, I suddenly thought that it was the place where she had the most surgeries, so I didn't dare to move it immediately.Seeing that I stopped struggling, Gu Youning kissed me again.

"You... just bully me." I blushed, bearing Gu Youning's kiss.She felt that there was her pleasant smell between her lips and teeth, and her whole body was so comfortable after being kissed by her.

"Why do you feel that you enjoy it more than me?" Gu Youning smiled, and kissed the lips that had deviated, and came to my ear.

"I... I don't enjoy it." I felt as if I had been electrocuted in my heart, and there was a slight strange feeling, which made my whole body soften but felt extremely comfortable.Her body was hot, as if she was expecting more caresses from Gu Youning.

"You still don't admit it, why don't you enjoy your trembling? Huh?" Gu Youning smiled, put his arms around my waist, and rubbed it lightly.

"No... don't worry about it!"

"I don't care who cares about you?" Gu Youning leaned into my ear and asked me, "Where is my answer? Can you tell me now?"

I felt my heart pounding, and finally buried my head in Gu Youning's neck, and replied in a low voice: "Yes. I promise to be with you."