yellow spring blossoms

After agreeing to be with Gu Youning, I have been in a state of excitement and unfamiliarity, I am lost in everything, as if the world has become a brand new one.When I was free, I sat in a chair in the ward in a daze, and then thought of Ziqing.I remembered what she said to me the night of my birthday.

she told me...

[If one day, you really like Gu Youning and are with her, tell me. 】

Feeling stagnant, I picked up my phone and called up Ziqing's phone number.But it was still difficult to press the dial button.

"Ziyan, what are you doing with such a serious expression?" Gu Youning woke up and saw my dignified appearance.

"I was wondering how to tell Ziqing." I replied.

"Don't talk about it yet." Gu Youning thought for a while, and then told me.

"why?"

"It's only two months before Ion Qing's college entrance examination, and what you say now will affect her exam." Gu Youning told me.

I thought about it and thought it made sense, so I quit Ziqing's communication page.

At night, Gu Youning made room for me to lie on the hospital bed with her.I lay straight beside her, not daring to move, for fear of touching her wound.The moonlight outside the window illuminated the entire ward brightly, Gu Youning asked me: "Ziyan, have you had less nightmares recently?"

I was already very busy taking care of Gu Youning, but when she asked me this, I suddenly noticed this.

Ever since what happened to Gu Youning, I have never seen that girl again, nor have I ever had a nightmare.

"Yes... I didn't have a dream anymore." I replied, then turned to look at Gu Youning with a smile: "Did you really entangle that little ghost so that she couldn't come to me."

"Maybe it is." Gu Youning smiled.

"You said... what is Ziqing doing now?" I looked at the cold moonlight and asked.

"Just give her a call and ask if she's okay."

"She won't answer." I said a little discouraged. "Ziqing hasn't answered my phone calls or text messages for a long time, but only occasionally calls me, saying that he is busy with studies recently and asked me to take care of myself."

"Then you take good care of yourself." Gu Youning replied: "When I recover from illness and leave the hospital, everything will be left to me."

"What you and me." I squinted at Gu Youning: "Now you are me, and I am you."

Gu Youning didn't seem to expect me to say that, I saw her look startled, and then her eyes softened.She held me in her arms and said softly: "Yes, now...you are me, and I am you."

Two months passed quickly, Gu Youning's body had almost recovered, and Ziqing also finished the college entrance examination.Now is a good time to take a break.I was lying in the rental house, after much deliberation, I still called Ziqing.

"Ziyan." This time the call was answered quickly.Ziqing's voice rang on the phone, and I suddenly missed her very much, and missed her familiar voice.

"Ziqing, what are you doing?" I asked her.

"I'm doing laundry." Ziqing smiled. "What are you doing? Are you lying down?"

"How do you know?" I was startled and sat up on the bed. "Did you see me?"

"When you have nothing to do, you will lie there." Ziqing replied, "It has always been like this."

"Well, it seems to be like this." I thought for a while and replied.Then he said to her, "By the way, Ziqing, I have something to tell you."

The other end of the phone suddenly became quiet. I took the phone away from my ear and found that it was still on the phone and the signal was full.

"What's the matter?" Ziqing's voice came from the phone, clearly.

"It's just..." I opened my mouth, but I didn't know how to tell her. "It's just... I... I... I and Gu Youning... I and her... are together."

I was nervous, and finally spoke a complete sentence.Then I heard a "boom", as if Ziqing's phone had dropped: "Hello? Ziqing?"

"Just now when I was taking clothes, my phone dropped, I didn't hear what you said." Ziqing's voice sounded again, with the same tone as before.

"I just said... I'm with Gu Youning. I promised you that I will tell you." I summoned up my courage and said it again.

"That's good." Ziqing replied: "She can risk her life to protect you, and she will treat you well in the future."

"I will treat her very well and will not disappoint her." I replied seriously.

"Yeah." Ziqing replied: "I know, you will be very kind to her, and you always give back your love tenfold."

"Hey." I was embarrassed to bury my head in the quilt: "Have you finished the exam? How did you do?"

"very good."

"I knew that Ziqing must be the best." I was proud in my heart: "Mom told you to apply for Tsinghua University, do you have confidence?"

"Yes." Ziqing replied.

"Great, I'm going on vacation soon, you wait for me at home."

"Well, I'll wait for you to come back." Ziqing replied.

"Then... I'll hang up first, Ziqing."

"it is good."

The end of the semester is here, and Gu Youning has already missed a whole semester of classes due to long-term hospitalization. These days, she is nestled in her room every day to make up for books.There is nothing I can do for her, so I cook for her in different ways every day. Seeing her delicious food makes me feel very satisfied.

"Ziyan." During the meal, Gu Youning called me to stop.

"Huh?" I looked up at her.

"Look at your greasy mouth, come here and let me wipe it for you." Gu Youning stretched out his magic claws to me, calling me over.

Since I already had experience, I knew that she, a pervert, would never wipe my mouth for no reason, so I hurriedly took a tissue and wiped it clean.

"Are you smart?" Gu Youning raised his eyebrows.

"That's not true." I said proudly: "There are policies at the top, and countermeasures at the bottom."

"I'd like to see your countermeasure." Gu Youning smiled, and I instantly felt the hairs all over my body stand on end.

I saw her put down the bowl and chopsticks and walked towards me.

"You... what are you doing?" I curled up in the chair and crossed my arms.

"Fuck you, okay?" Gu Youning answered smoothly, making my face feel hot.

"No!" I quickly got off the chair and ran to the opposite side: "You stinky rascal, let's see what you are saying. I will record it for you and put it on the radio station so that everyone can see yours." true colors."

"Okay. You turn on your phone to record now, I'll wait." Gu Youning supported the back of the chair and looked at me rascally. "I'll repeat what I said just now, word for word."

"I... I won't tell you anymore!" I hurried back to the bedroom while she was not paying attention, and locked the door.

Gu Youning came over and knocked on the door, but I refused to open it for her.Then I heard her say pitifully outside the house: "Ziyan...I finished eating, why don't you come out and wash the dishes?"

"...Hmph." I snorted secretly and opened the door.

She caught him off guard and pressed a kiss on her lips.

I blushed, looked into Gu Youning's eyes, and my voice softened: "Gu Youning, why do I like you so much?"

Then I saw Gu Youning's playful expression disappear, replaced by a serious expression.

She hugged me, lowered her head, and kissed me again.

When I came home during the summer vacation, I heard the quarrel in the house and my mother crying before I entered the door.I was startled and hurriedly opened the door, only to see Ziqing standing where she was, with her parents standing in front of her, holding a feather duster in her hand.

"I really raised a wicked son... Tell me about you... You have such a high score, so you applied to the same school as Ziyan! I... How do I teach you?!" Mom cried, The feather duster was on Ziqing's arm.

I was in a hurry, ran over and hugged Ziqing in my arms.

"Mom... If you have something to say, don't beat Ziqing." My heart was pounding, and I couldn't figure out what happened.

Ziqing let me hold her without saying a word.

"You...you still say it! Did you push Ziqing!" Mom became even angrier when she saw me. "Didn't you stop having nightmares! Why did you let your sister go to accompany you?! Do you know that none of our ancestors could be admitted to Tsinghua University! With Ziqing's score, he can't go to any school?! He even volunteered Only your school... you!!!"

I was stunned and my mind went blank.

Ziqing...reported to my school?

"Mom, everything is my fault, it has nothing to do with my sister." Ziqing only said a word at this time.

"You...! How dare you say it! When you grow up, your wings become hard and disobedient, don't you? Do you know... that life will be completely different after the school is different!" Mom's eyes were red from crying, and she waved The feather duster in your hand will come down!Pumped on Ziqing's body one after another: "I made you disobedient! I made you disobedient!"

"Mom! Don't hit Ziqing! Hit me!" Seeing Ziqing's motionless state, I burst into tears.I hugged Ziqing tightly and let the duster hit myself. "Don't hit her... don't hit her..."

Seeing me crying, Ziqing frowned and knelt down on the ground.I just heard her say: "Mom, I guarantee that I will be admitted to a better school in the future, and I will find a good job after graduation, so that you can all live a good life. Forgive me this time."

Mom's hand suddenly stopped in mid-air, and then put the feather duster on the ground, crying loudly: "It's a crime...it's a crime...how can it be so easy...everything is gone...everything is gone now... "

Seeing that Mom had calmed down, Dad persuaded her to go back to the house.

But there were still faint cries coming from the house.

I hugged Ziqing and knelt on the ground and asked her, "Does it hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt." Ziqing replied.

"It's okay...Mom will calm down in a while...From childhood to adulthood...She loves you the most." I comforted Ziqing.

"Ziyan, are you angry with me too?" Ziqing asked, looking sideways at me.

"I'm not angry with you." I replied, also looking at her: "But, why did you choose my school with such good grades. Dad...Mom...relatives at home...school...you let What are they going to do?"

"I always knew what I wanted," Ziqing replied. "Parents, relatives...schools, all have their own considerations. But I know...what should I do, what should I do."

"I believe in you." I listened to what Ziqing said, and felt at ease: "Ziqing, I believe in you whatever you say, I believe that you have your own plan, and I believe that you can definitely do it."

Ziqing listened, and then said softly, "Ziyan, thank you for trusting me."

Ziqing and I knelt until night, but we didn't see our parents coming out of the house.The originally warm home seemed deserted at the moment, but as long as I thought of Ziqing by my side, I would not feel lonely.

"How is Gu Youning treating you?" Ziqing asked.

"Okay." I replied, and then saw Ziqing's brows slightly furrowed, then relaxed again.

"Okay...that's fine." Ziqing replied, with an inexplicable coldness in his tone.I can't say what this emotion is, I just feel pain in my heart.

Heartache this problem, committed again.

"Ziqing, does your knee hurt? If it hurts, let's go first..." As I said this, I saw Ziqing frowned, and then desperately grabbed his collar with his hands, as if he was pulling something: " What's wrong? Ziqing?"

"It's nothing..." Ziqing seemed to suddenly realize that I was beside her, and immediately stopped.I saw her standing up unsteadily, and then walking towards her own room.

"What's wrong with you?" I followed behind her worriedly.

"I'm fine." Ziqing didn't let me enter her room, and locked the door.I just heard her voice coming through the door, a little muffled: "Ziyan, go back to sleep."

"How can I sleep with you like this?" I knocked on the door, but I could no longer hear the movement inside: "Ziqing... Ziqing!!"