yellow spring blossoms

I feel that all the actions are being played back slowly, and the world seems to become empty, boundless and far away.It wasn't until Xia An shouted and rushed to Gu Youning's side that I came back to my senses.Trembling, I took out my mobile phone and called 120, but I couldn't even press a complete number.

"You Ning! You Ning... Gu You Ning!!" Xia An kept calling her, and it was heard in my ears.I crawled to Gu Youning's side, and saw that her forehead was covered with blood, and her soft hair became sticky.She closed her eyes as if she was asleep.

Xia An hugged her, but her head was hanging down.In the chaos, it was unknown who moved Gu Youning out of her embrace and said that she couldn't move around.

"Is she dead?" I asked with a pale face.

"Not dead, but still alive." Xia An took a trembling breath and replied to me.

Then, the world was dead silent.

The ambulance arrived soon, and I followed the medical staff to transport Gu Youning into the car, then sat beside her, holding her hand tightly.The car was driving fast, and I saw Gu Youning's eyes slowly opened amidst the bumps. His slack eyes seemed to be looking for something, and finally fixed his eyes on my face.

"Ziyan..." She called my name.

Seeing Gu Youning woke up, I realized that everything was real, and all my perception returned to me, and my vision was blurred at that moment.I endured the tears in my eyes, and forced myself to ask her calmly: "You Ning... You Ning, how are you? Is there any pain..."

"Ziyan... If I die, I will entangle the little ghost in your dream so that it can never find you again..." This is the first sentence Gu Youning said to me after the accident, which completely shattered my heart up.

"What nonsense! You'll be fine...you can't die...I don't allow you to die...I haven't given you the answer yet, you can't die!"

"Well... I'll just say that... I lied to you..." The corner of Gu Youning's mouth moved as if he wanted to give me a smile, but he didn't: "I'll be fine soon..."

She raised her hand, trying to touch the top of my head, but she couldn't raise it at all.

I held her hand with both hands, feeling like I could not hold back the tears.

Gu Youning seemed to notice my sadness and said, "Don't cry..."

I saw her eyes slowly closing, but she was still saying to me: "Don't cry...Ziyan..."

At that moment, tears welled up in my eyes, and the crying that could no longer be suppressed rang through the small space of the ambulance.

At night, Ziqing came.Xia An and I sat on the bench outside the emergency room and watched her walk over from a distance.The hem of the black clothes seemed to be blown by the wind, gently raised back.

"I'm here." Ziqing came to my side, squatting on one knee, looking straight into my eyes.

I buried my face in Ziqing's neck, and wept futilely again.Ziqing raised her hand to stroke the top of my head, and said in a low voice, "It will be fine...Ziyan."

"I killed her... I killed her... Ziqing... I insisted on going home... She clearly told me to rest for a day before leaving... It was me..." I cried, messy Talking nonsense. "I don't know what's wrong... When I wake up... Gu Youning has already... already..."

"Wake up." Ziqing sensitively caught the words in my words: "What happened to you before?"

"I... saw that girl again..." I felt hopeless. I had only seen her in a dream before, but now I see her even when I am awake.She is really getting clearer... getting closer to me...

I felt that Ziqing's hand touching the top of my head stopped, and this pause made me feel familiar.

"You know her, don't you..." I broke free from Ziqing's embrace, looked into her eyes and asked, "You know who she is...do you...do I really forget her!"

Ziqing remained silent and did not answer me.

Just as I was about to continue asking questions, I saw another woman walking in the corridor of the hospital. The woman was dressed in a suit and leather shoes. Although she was old, she couldn't hide her heroic appearance. She was accompanied by a man with the same temperament as her, who looked like her. under.The nurse led the two people all the way over and stopped outside the emergency room.

"Is Xiao Ning in here?" The woman stood outside the door and asked.

"Yes. Ms. Gu is still in the rescue." The little nurse replied. "Please wait outside for a while."

"Okay." After a short response, I saw Xia An stood up and bowed to the woman.

"Auntie."

"Xia An." The woman seemed to recognize her and greeted her.Then he glanced at me beside Xia An: "Fang Ziyan."

I was startled by that cold and sharp gaze, and shrank back a bit.I don't understand why she suddenly called out my name.Seeing that I seemed to be afraid of her, she explained: "Xiao Ning showed me your picture, I am her mother."

"Hello, Auntie..." I greeted in a low voice, and my heart became even more nervous, and I didn't dare to say a word.

Gu Youning's mother didn't seem to be in the mood to talk, she just found a place to sit down.The man following her stood silently in the corner of the hospital, and he couldn't tell what his background was.

The hospital, which was originally quiet, is now silent.

I don't know how long it took, but the sky outside the window turned from black to white, but Gu Youning still didn't come out.I haven't slept well all the time, I feel like I can't keep my eyes open, and I'm staggering on the chair.Seeing how sleepy I was, Ziqing put my head on her shoulders.Relying on Ziqing, my floating heart gradually settled down, and I soon fell asleep.

I didn't sleep well this time. I felt that there were many people walking back and forth in the corridor. They seemed to be in a hurry, and some were even running, but I just couldn't open my eyes.

At noon, when Xia An came back from buying lunch, Ziqing woke me up and asked me to eat something, I was not in the mood to eat.Ziqing sat next to me with a boxed lunch.She scooped up a spoonful of rice and put the side dish near my mouth and said, "Eat some."

"I'm not hungry……"

"I don't know if you're hungry or not." Ziqing put the spoonful of rice near my mouth and said, "If you don't eat enough, you won't have the energy to take care of her. You want her to see you when she opens her eyes." Does it look sick?"

"I don't want to..." I opened my mouth and ate the spoonful of rice, then took the bowl and held it in my hand, looking at Ziqing again: "You eat too."

"I'll eat after you finish eating." Ziqing replied.

"It's getting cold."

"If you don't want me to be hungry, just eat the whole meal."

"I'll eat and I'll eat. You can eat quickly too." Hearing Ziqing say this, I felt very distressed, thinking that I had made her worry again, so I hurriedly ate.

Seeing me like this, Ziqing felt relieved and picked up the meal.

It's night again, but Gu Youning still hasn't moved at all, I'm in a bad mood, and I sit on the chair with a calm heart.Ziqing didn't speak, just sat beside me silently, looking at the door of the emergency room.

"Ziqing, is it okay if you don't go to class?" I asked her, wanting to say something to distract her.

"It doesn't matter." Ziqing replied: "Those are very simple."

It's simple...

I looked sideways at Ziqing, thinking that it was born by a mother, why those questions that are so difficult for me are so easy for Ziqing.Sure enough... Although they are sisters, the difference is still very big.

"What are you thinking?" Ziqing looked sideways at me.

"I'm not thinking about anything..." I replied, "I just think...Ziqing, you're amazing..."

After hearing what I said, Ziqing suddenly smiled.She looked at me and asked, "Did you just find out?"

"Not at all modest." I looked at Ziqing's smile and felt better.

"There's nothing to be modest about." Ziqing said, standing up from the chair.

I saw that the lights in the emergency room were off, and the door was opened by the doctor, so I hurriedly got up and surrounded her: "Doctor, how is she?"

The doctor in charge came out of the door, took off the mask, and said to us: "The patient is out of danger, but still needs to stay in the hospital for observation. The situation is not optimistic at present. The patient has two broken ribs and still needs to continue the operation."

I listened and sat down on the ground, unable to tell whether I was happy or sad.

Gu Youning was pushed out of the operating room by several nurses, and I saw her mother followed her to the ordinary single room.There was a little worry in the woman's piercing eyes. She reached out to straighten Gu Youning's long hair, then got up to prepare a glass of boiling water for her.

"General, it's time to go." The man beside her looked at his watch and reminded.

The woman stopped where she was, and said after a long time, "Got it."

"Auntie, are you leaving now?" I was startled, and hurriedly said, "Gu Youning hasn't woken up yet..."

Xia An looked at me like seeing an alien, and made a gesture to tell me to shut up.

"There are still urgent matters waiting for me to deal with." She was not angry, but just smiled at me: "Thank you for worrying about Ning'er."

"I..." I suddenly felt embarrassed, and felt that what I said was wrong, and then I heard her continue talking to me.

"Take care of Ning'er, I'll hand her over to you." The woman said so, and then left.I stood where I was, and suddenly understood Gu Youning's loneliness.

"Even the mother is taken care of, are you ready to marry?" Xia An didn't say in my ear until Gu Youning's mother left.

I squinted at her and said, "Crow's Mouth."

"..."

After tidying up Gu Youning's ward and writing down the nurse's instructions one by one, I realized that Ziqing was missing.

I walked out of the ward and looked around, and found that she was sitting on a chair not far outside the ward and fell asleep.Among the endless crowd, her head was leaning against the cold wall, as quiet as a picture scroll.I felt sore in my heart, and I couldn't bear to step forward to disturb her light sleep.