yellow spring blossoms

After washing up, I lay on the bed and stared at my phone for a long time before deciding to call Ziqing.The call was answered quickly, and Ziqing's familiar voice came from the other end: "Ziyan, are you here?"

"Ah."

"Okay." Ziqing replied to me: "After washing, go to bed early."

I held the phone, was silent for a while, and asked her, "Is there anything else you want to tell me?"

Ziqing paused, but soon realized what was going on, and explained: "Ziyan, I just don't want you to worry."

"Do you know...you...will make me more worried..." I said dejectedly.

"I know." Ziqing said. "I promise, it won't happen again in the future."

"it is good……"

"Why does it sound so lacklustre?" Ziqing asked me, and my heart warmed up by her question, so I lay down in another position.

"I didn't have the energy just now, but now I do." I smiled and responded to her.

"Miss me?" Ziqing also smiled.

"Think." I buried my face in the quilt, the matter in my heart was resolved, I felt much more comfortable, and my sleepiness also came up.

"I miss you too." Ziqing replied.

"Are you still reading? Go to bed early after reading... I'll see if I can take the car back tomorrow..." I yawned, thinking I was about to fall asleep. "Tossing and tossing... I'm exhausted..."

"Well, I'm still reading, and I'll fall asleep soon." Ziqing said, "Go to bed first."

"Okay... good night, Ziqing."

"OK, good night."

Hanging up the phone in a daze, I fell asleep.

Vaguely, I felt someone lifted my quilt and got on my bed.I opened my eyes and found that it was Gu Youning.

"You don't sleep...what are you doing crawling on my bed in the middle of the night..." I was used to Gu Youning being by my side, so I just said that without any resistance.

"I haven't seen you for a long time. I miss you." Gu Youning put her arms around my waist and hugged me into her arms. Her soft breasts pressed against my back, making me burn.I didn't dare to move, I was afraid that she would find out something, but I heard her continue: "Ziyan, I really like you, can you stay with me?"

I felt like I was fully awake, and my heart was pounding.

From childhood to adulthood, the first time someone confessed to me was at this time.

"I... I'm going to sleep." I whispered, and closed my eyes.

"I'll give you time to think about it." Gu Youning moved closer to me again, and gently kissed the back of my ear. "If you agree, just tell me. I've endured it for a long, long time, and I don't want to bear it anymore."

"You...why do you like me..." I blushed from being kissed by her, my voice trembled, and I couldn't even speak properly.

"This...it's a long story." Gu Youning smiled. "Let's wait until you promise me."

"You are still laughing, how do you know that I will promise you!"

"You see, you are weak, afraid of the dark, afraid of ghosts, and shy. No one but me would dare to want you." Gu Youning laughed harder, and she tightened her arms and said, "So don't struggle, just follow me." .”

"There are too many people who want me!" I said angrily with red ears, but I knew very well in my heart that what Gu Youning said was the truth.

"Yes, yes... there are many people who want you, and I'm just one of them." Gu Youning rubbed my hair and said to me, "Ziyan, should you go to bed? Aren't you going home tomorrow morning?"

"You eavesdropped on my phone call!"

"I heard it just as I was about to come in." Gu Youning hugged me who was moving around, and whispered in my ear: "Good night, baby."

Although it is early spring, the weather is still very cold.The heater in the rental house is not too hot, I don't want to get out of bed every morning when I open my eyes, but looking at Gu Youning beside me, I made up my mind to get up.I don't know why, but I always want to cook her a breakfast and take care of her comfortably.

"Have you thought about what you said last night?" Gu Youning asked during the meal.

"I'm still thinking about it." I spread the jam on the bread and handed it to her: "Here, eat it."

"Okay." Gu Youning took a bite of my hand, I saw jam sticking to her lips, I just wanted to remind her, but she stuck out her tongue and licked it off.Gu Youning looked at me after eating the bread and asked, "What's wrong? Your face is so red."

"Nothing..." I looked away, not knowing where to look.

"Want to try it?" Gu Youning asked.

"Taste, taste what..."

"The smell of jam." Gu Youning turned my head from looking away, leaned down and kissed my lips.I just feel her soft lips rubbing against me gently, with the taste of sweet jam.If it was normal, Gu Youning would have just touched her lightly, but today she didn't know why, she still didn't leave.

I suddenly recalled what she said last night in my mind...

She said...she has endured it for a long, long time...don't want to bear it anymore...

I felt that she was holding the back of my head with one hand, and her slender fingers were inserted|into my fine hair, while the other hand was supporting the back of the chair, binding me in it.

"Gu..." I called her, but I gave her a chance to feel her soft tongue enter my mouth, tasting me as if she was tasting delicious food: "Tongue...Tongue... !"

I was startled, and felt as if my whole body had been electrified, and my whole body was replaced by a tingling feeling.Gu Youning didn't give me a chance to resist, and kissed until I couldn't breathe, but at this moment there was a knock on the door.

I just heard Gu Youning click his tongue, squinting at the door of the living room with the corners of his eyes in displeasure, and kept his mouth still.

The sound of knocking on the door continued, and Gu Youning finally got up from me reluctantly and went to open the door.I felt as if I had been liberated lying on the table, my body was wet, and I didn't know what was wrong.

"You Ning... You have opened the door. I thought you would never see me again." As soon as the door opened, Xia An's voice came from outside.I feel that Gu Youning's air pressure is very low. If she were a bomb, she would probably be on the verge of exploding by now.

"It's really time for you to come." Gu Youning blocked the door, preventing her from coming in.

"Really? I also think I came at a very good time." Xia An looked in politely, and saw me immediately: "Ziyan, why are you lying on the table? Your face is so red... I don't feel well ?"

"No...no." I touched my face with my hand, feeling hot.

"Where are you going to look?" Gu Youning completely blocked Xia An.

"I made a big joke yesterday. I'm here to apologize to my sister-in-law." Xia An called her sister-in-law sweetly, and I could clearly feel that most of Gu Youning's anger had disappeared. "Sister-in-law, I really know I'm wrong. It's not because You Ning misses you always using my mobile phone every day, which makes me unable to flirt with girls properly. That's why I thought of asking you to come here, but in the end I sent you Made me cry. I really didn't mean it, I've been guarding the door of your rental house since last night and didn't dare to knock on the door, and I didn't get up the courage until now, can you forgive me?"

"I don't forgive." I teased Xia An.

"I'm going... I didn't see it, Ziyan, you usually look cute and cute, but you are actually dark-bellied?" Xia An looked hopeless, leaning on Gu Youning, and wanted to come in.

"Unless you promise, you won't dare to do it again next time."

"Don't dare, dare not, little ancestor." Hearing what I said, Xia An quickly repeated twice: "As long as you and You Ning don't get angry, anything will work, okay?"

"Okay." As soon as I finished speaking, Xia An was let in by Gu Youning.She came to my side, carefully observed my face, and then said with a confused look: "Ziyan, your mouth is so red, isn't it swollen?"

"...Don't worry about it." I stood up, kicked Xia An's leg blocking me, and went into the bathroom.

"She's going home in a while, let's take her there together." Gu Youning said to Xia An: "The person you cheated is responsible to the end."

I hid in the bathroom and washed my face with water, but felt dizzy the moment I looked up in the mirror.At the moment of dizziness, I saw the girl in the mirror again.Her face became clearer, and I could almost make out her outline.

[Hee hee... hee hee hee...] The girl's laughter rang in my ears, and I stood holding the pool, feeling that the girl was right behind me.I said one, two, three in my heart, then suddenly turned my head away, and there was nothing behind me.

"Ziyan, are you okay? You've been in for 10 minutes, constipated?" Xia An stood outside waiting anxiously.

"You're constipated." Gu Youning stood beside her and answered.

"Don't say this kind of thing in front of everyone."

Xia An quarreled with Gu Youning, I heard it in my ears, and felt very far away.

The bathroom door is close at hand, but I can't hold it at all...

I stood there shaking my head, but I felt the world spinning and I fell down.I just felt a sharp pain in my head, and then I woke up.

"Ziyan?" Gu Youning knocked on the door outside the bathroom, I hurriedly answered and quickly got up from the ground.

Looking at the mirror again, my forehead was smashed, and blood flowed down the wound, making my eyes red.I washed off the blood, found gauze in the storage box in the bathroom, stuck it on, and went out the door.

Xia An and Gu Youning stood outside the door, looking at me in shock.

"It's okay, I just knocked on it, let's go?" I smiled pretending to be relaxed.

Gu Youning frowned, and seemed reluctant to go out: "Why don't you forget about today? Take a break and go back tomorrow."

"I told Ziqing that I'm going back today." I replied, "If I don't go back, she will wait for me like yesterday. Besides, it's not a big deal."

Gu Youning thought for a while, then nodded in agreement.

When I was walking on the street, I still felt dizzy and the people around me were doubled.Only the little girl is clear.Yes... I've been seeing her since I left the house.In the hustle and bustle of the crowd, she was looming, and she followed me closely all the time.I squinted my eyes to look for her, trying to get closer, but I still couldn't see her clearly.

Ziyan...

Ziyan...

I feel like someone is calling me, but I can't hear clearly.I tried to walk as usual, and when the traffic light at the crosswalk turned red, I stood there and waited.I quietly looked at the busy traffic in front of me, feeling in a trance.I wanted to see Gu Youning and Xia An beside me, but I couldn't find them no matter how hard I looked.I suddenly felt a hand caressing my back in my panic, with a cold breath.She stroked the back of my neck gently, and then pushed me hard!

Pushed into the endless stream of vehicles.

"Ziyan!!! Go away!!!" I felt that I was pushed away again, and then Gu Youning was hit by a car and flew out.