I have a soft spot for eternal life

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I always want to go out for a walk, and I don't want to stay in the hospital, even though he specially prepared a luxurious single room for me.I wonder what the world will be like after I die?Am I still conscious with my eyes closed?Should I go into reincarnation and lose my memory, or be a lonely ghost and a wild ghost watching with cold eyes?I couldn't figure it out, so I pulled him to think together.But he always fell silent and wept bitterly.I like to see his cute look when he is crying, so I always tease him, but I am also afraid of his unstoppable grief.He once cried and said, I owed you a debt in my previous life, right?So I have to pay back with tears in this life.I made fun of him for watching too much "Dream of Red Mansions".