Is it wrong to want to marry a weapon?.

【tangerine】
"As a weapon refiner, I have dedicated my life to pursuing the ultimate in weapon crafting and have no interest in worldly matters."
"When I was fifteen, I only glanced at a certain divine artifact, and I was granted eternal darkness, losing my sight."
"At the age of sixty, I stood at the pinnacle of humanity, arrogantly provoking a divine artifact that happened to pass by. From that moment on, I was stripped of my heart and stripped of all emotion."
"This year I am over a hundred years old, and I have encountered a divine artifact once again, one of the miracles that ranks among the pinnacle of all divine artifacts: the River of Oblivion."
I struck up a conversation with it.
"So, I died..."