love song

When Shen Yuzhou came back from a business trip, Ms. Lu threw cold water on her.

Ms. Lu said: "Why don't you stop thinking about it? I think Chen Ye is thinking about looking forward now. He didn't care about the past and came to see me every day or so. He couldn't be more sensible. .Don't make a fuss about it, you really forced him to have nothing to do with us in the end."

Shen Yuzhou said: "Why are you messing around, isn't it good?"

His mother rolled his eyes at him, "I still can't see what you're thinking? Right now, I'll make it clear that Chen Ye doesn't want to. Back then, he was half-hearted, and after seven or eight years, he came back to look for it. Who, I don't want to change this matter to me."

There are some things I won’t say casually to others, but I really have nothing to hide from my mother. Shen Yuzhou said: “It’s only by making him feel bad that I know that I can’t wrong him in the future. Now that I know how to treat him well, I can also treat him well.” Well, you don't know how chaotic it is outside, if he is with someone else, he must be better than me?"

In exchange for it, Ms. Lu gave a sarcasm, "You left him to be with Yu Xun'an, at least he doesn't get along with someone else."

Shen Yuzhou was speechless.

In the end, Ms. Lu added another knife and inserted it, "If you can coax people into our house happily and live a good life, of course I wish for it, but does Chen Ye want it? He doesn't want it."

This is also a question that Shen Yuzhou has vacillated for many days. Chen Ye really has no room for him in his heart. Of course, Ming Li said that Chen Ye has already stated his words very clearly. All kinds of things in the past, love and hatred disappeared.

What is more terrifying than hatred and resentment is the mentality of a passer-by who doesn't even have resentment. Chen Ye confessed to him that day, and Shen Yuzhou thought so after being hit in the head. ——It may be that Chen Ye's obsession and madness at that time were deeply rooted in his big heart. He always felt that it was a lie for Chen Ye to say that he had completely forgotten his feelings.

Chen Ye had a history of moving house and changing jobs to hide from his ex. Shen Yuzhou really didn't dare to use too much force this time. Although he could find people wherever Chen Ye hid in City C, but he really chased them to that point and got them He was in constant panic, and he couldn't bear it.

Fortunately, Chen Ye didn't mind seeing him as a friend. Shen Yuzhou adjusted himself, lest he would push him too hard.

After the day of the winter solstice, Chen Ye didn't contact him. A few days later, it was New Year's Day, New Year's Eve, and after having dinner with Ms. Lu, Shen Yuzhou couldn't bear it anymore. Sitting there, he felt like a cat scratching his heart.

In order to go home today, he postponed several dinners. He reckoned that Chen Ye was not without arrangements, but Shen Yuzhou picked up his mobile phone to make a call while driving the car to the city center.

Sure enough, the song on the other end of the phone was bursting with music, and Shen Yuzhou asked, "Is this drinking outside?"

Chen Ye's high-pitched voice was caught in the din and he managed to pick it up, "Yes, my colleagues celebrate the New Year together."

Shen Yuzhou said, "Happy New Year."

Chen Ye answered very simply, without asking him what he wanted to do or where he was, "I also wish you a happy new year in advance."

Four or ten minutes later, Shen Yuzhou's car stopped in front of a bar.

Chen Ye heard the creative director yelling, "Mr. Shen, what a coincidence?", turned around and found Shen Yuzhou.

The bar was full of people. They were sitting in a big booth. Shen Yuzhou stopped behind the booth and replied to the person just now, "It's a coincidence."

Then came the usual and necessary question, "Have you made an appointment?"

Generally speaking, the person who answered said yes, greeted the person who passed by and left, but Chen Ye heard Shen Yuzhou say, "Come out and have a few drinks by yourself."

Then it was logical that someone must be invited, and Shen Yuzhou just sat down among them.

Chen Ye had already had a drink, his mind was in a trance, and he didn't pretend to doubt this clever word, after all, he didn't say where he was on the phone just now.And another round of performances began, Dancer's body twisted wantonly on the stage, and the fiery atmosphere was once again pushed to a climax. Although he was tilted and did not move, his hands resting on the backrest, his fingers also tapped with the drumbeat, He couldn't help laughing and watching the people at the table fighting for wine and making jokes.

Until the second round of wine was served, a glass of Black Square was photographed in front of him again, and the glass was picked up by Shen Yuzhou in an instant, "You measure this amount, I will save you some energy to count down."

Shen Yuzhou was being flattered by the creative director all the time, as if he had eyes on the back of his head looking at him.After speaking, he drank for him.Most of the people at the table knew that they were schoolmates and old acquaintances, so they laughed and laughed for a while, and no one said anything more.

Chen Ye stared blankly at Shen Yuzhou for a while, and then realized that this person was rather cautious among his colleagues. After all, Shen Yuzhou was the type who needed to be entertained by their boss himself. He said that his identity had a gap with the people at this table.

And Shen Yuzhou also looked back at him, Chen Ye really didn't hold a lot of alcohol, at the moment he was lazily leaning on the back of the sofa, his eyes were blurred, drunk or awake, he had a special charm.

Shen Yuzhou suddenly remembered that when he was in school, he and his brothers in the dormitory often drank on the eve of graduation. Chen Ye followed him every time, and every time he drank two glasses of beer, he leaned on him like a boneless one.Those two glasses of beer didn't really make Chen Ye drunk, the kitten just wanted to be alone with him, but he drank for hours, it just pretended to be drunk and wanted to go home like a baby with him.Shen Yuzhou took advantage of the situation and said, "Send him back", and he couldn't get out after sending him off, because Chen Ye nestled in his arms, "You're hard, I'll suck it out for you..." "I'm good It's hot...it's uncomfortably hot..." All kinds of things like this are difficult for him to control when he is sober, and he can't bear it especially when he is drunk. Pressing someone is a "lesson".

Sometimes Chen Ye was so fucked up by him that he cried and begged for mercy, and begged for mercy when he really did. Every time she had sex, Shen Yuzhou really wanted to die on him, and what was even more heartwarming was that no matter how daring the kitten was, it would get tired and fall asleep afterwards. She also hugged his arm carefully, as if afraid that he would disappear.

Now that I think about it, the so-called stunner, regardless of gender, is because she is affectionate enough to be touching enough.For so many years, after the initial boredom and ease of parting passed away, the past was gurgling in his mind like ruminations—Chen Ye seemed to have become his dream, a beautiful dream that could make any man indulge in it.

But now that the dream was right in front of his eyes, he never wanted to let it go.What Ms. Tian Lu had said to him a few days ago was in vain in an instant. Shen Yuzhou looked into Chen Ye's eyes without daring to look for too long, and quickly turned to the man who was talking to him beside him.

With this moment of looking at each other, Chen Ye also came back to his senses, and a man just came over to say hello to Shen Yuzhou, as if he was familiar with him.Taking advantage of Shen Yuzhou temporarily leaving to talk to that person, Chen Ye also got up and said to the colleague on the side: "I'm going out to get some air."

Breathing air is of course a pretense, and then a phone call said that he couldn't bear it anymore and had to go first, and no one would force him to stay.

Chen Ye stood by the side of the road, took a few sips of the cool breeze, and the double image in front of her eyes became slightly clearer. There was still the last hour of the year, and the whole street was decorated with brilliance.

Knowing that he wanted to drink, he didn't drive out. On the festival night, the taxis were full of people, so he had to walk slowly towards the street by himself.

But before he reached the street corner, a car slowly rolled up beside him, the window was lowered, and Shen Yuzhou said, "Come up."

He was a little puzzled, so he didn't want to talk, but Shen Yuzhou quickly said: "It's not easy to take a taxi at this time, you want to walk back?"

Chen Ye stopped being hypocritical.

But after getting in the car, Chen Ye suddenly remembered something, and said, "Are you drunk and driving?"

Shen Yuzhou glanced sideways at him, "I'll drive slowly."

Chen Ye used the back of the chair to support her entire body weight, the back was soft and comfortable, but something stuck in her mind, "Drunk driving is not good."

Shen Yuzhou stared at him for a while, and smiled, "Isn't that good, is this okay? I'll find a place to stop for a drink before leaving."

Chen Ye said: "Okay." Politically correct, there is nothing wrong with it.

An inland river stretched across City C. Shen Yuzhou drove the car to a nearby river beach, and turned his head to look at the person sitting on the passenger seat with a relaxed face. He knew that Chen Ye was drunk and drunk.

In fact, drunk driving is nothing, it's hard to be alone together, it's really brain-twitching for him to find a substitute driver.

The light in the car is dim, and you can still see the misty eyes of Chen Ye in the early morning. This kind of Chen Ye will not be noisy, and he will not have the cruel relief and honesty that Shen Yuzhou saw when he was awake, as if his mature layer has faded away. In an instant, he became a teenager again.

The tranquility at this moment seemed to be stolen by him. Shen Yuzhou looked at the person in front of him, and suddenly couldn't figure out how he had the heart to speak harsh words to Chen Ye over and over again in that year and a half, and let him be sad and make trouble. He couldn't even believe that it was himself, as if he was possessed by some evil spirit, it was a bit insane.

Fortunately, Chen Ye was still in front of him, Shen Yuzhou thought, Chen Ye would take the opportunity to hide when he met him when he was sober, but he was willing to be alone with him when he was drunk, as peaceful as before. Proof that she still has feelings for him?

Thinking about it this way, Chen Ye's usual indifference and subtle rejection to him are nothing, even Zhuo Xu is nothing, Shen Yuzhou didn't realize that he was like a donkey hanging carrots in front of his eyes, with mixed emotions in his heart Chen, extremely guilty, but also extremely ironic.

Just in time, above the city on the other side of the river, there were fireworks blooming in the sky, and he heard Chen Ye say, "It's so beautiful."

Shen Yuzhou only looked at the brilliance reflected in Chen Ye's eyes, "C City is beautiful, you just stay here, okay?"

Chen Ye blinked her eyes, and said with a sense of loss: "I can't keep it anymore..."

The light in Chen Ye's eyes was even brighter, and there was a gleam in the corner of his eyes. Shen Yuzhou looked distressed, and thought that he was still persecuting him because he was so careful, and wanted to say something, but he was afraid that he would be even more frightened, so he could only give up.

At this moment, there was a bell ringing from the square not far away.

When Shen Yuzhou spoke, his voice was so emotional that it was hoarse, "Chen Ye..."

2017 is here, this is their acquaintance, the tenth year.

That night, Shen Yuzhou still sent Chen Ye home, but only downstairs, and after a few hours, Chen Ye woke up by himself.

We met again because Ms. Lu wanted to see where Chen Ye lived. Another weekend, on Friday night, Shen Yuzhou accompanied Ms. Lu to the door.

Of course they made an appointment earlier, Chen Ye doesn't eat spicy food, Ms. Lu brought him some things, including pickles made by herself, all of which are sweet and sour.

Sitting in the living room for a while, Chen Ye greeted the old lady to talk, while Shen Yuzhou was quite silent at the side, and Chen Ye didn't want to say anything more to him. That night, he actually followed this person to the river beach for a year. Really, how much he Even if I say a word, I am afraid that Shen Yuzhou will think that they still have something to do.

Shen Yuzhou glanced at the things on the coffee table before interjecting, "Are you planning to go to Switzerland for the Spring Festival?" It was a stack of travel materials, a large picture of snow-capped mountains, and the text below was underlined with a pen.

Chen Ye replied vaguely: "Look first."

He didn't want Shen Yuzhou to continue asking, the doorbell rang at the right time.

Chen Ye went out to pick up the access control phone, and the people downstairs also made an appointment with him first.He clicked the lock, "Is it open?"

Ms. Lu stood up and said goodbye, "If you have guests, we won't sit down."

The mother and son were changing shoes in the hallway, looking at the rain outside, Chen Ye opened the cabinet next to the wall by the door, and took out an umbrella from inside.

Before he closed the cabinet door, Ms. Lu just got up, her eyes fell into the cabinet, she seemed to be stunned for a moment.Chen Ye followed her gaze, and saw that it was the gunpla that Shen Yuzhou gave him not long ago. He put it here casually, and it hasn't been dismantled yet. After all these years, he has long since stopped playing with it.

Hearing two bangs outside, he closed the cabinet, reached out to open the door for Shen Yuzhou, and Stanley's tall body stood at the door.

Just bumping into each other abruptly like this, Shen Yuzhou was stunned for a moment, and his eyes suddenly sank. Stanley is not Zhuo Xu, Chen Ye is willing to see him, even in front of Shen Yuzhou, he has no scruples at all, and smiles very flamboyantly at Chen Ye, "Hi, honey."

Ms. Lu also understood what was going on in front of her, she tugged on Shen Yuzhou's arm, and said to Chen Ye with a smile, "Let's go."

Chen Ye said, "Be careful on the road."

Shen Yuzhou's eyes were like the sky before the thunderstorm in summer, he gritted his teeth, and stepped out of the door with two lead-filled legs.

Really complied with that sentence, one person leaves, one person comes again.

There were only two people left in the room, and Stanley smiled generously: "Am I useful again?"

Chen Ye bared, "Isn't this what you are eager to meet?"

Stanley nodded, reached into his coat pocket, and took out an ATM card. In Sai Chenye's hand, "Return yours, the password is six zeros."

Chen Ye was really surprised this time, "What's this for?" She didn't intend him to pay it back.

"One size fits all," Stanley said.

Even if he had to pay it back, Chen Ye thought of his temperament, "I'm not in a hurry."

After finishing speaking, Stanley slapped his forehead hard, "Don't worry, brother made a lot of money a few days ago."

It hurt so much, Chen Ye raised his hand to cover his forehead, "You've finally become a GV actor?"

Stanley reached out and wanted to pinch his face, "Yeah, want to give you a live special version?"

Chen Ye hid aside, "It's too much."

Stanley hung his hands in mid-air, and quickly lowered them. The unscrupulous smile on his face slowly stopped, and he looked at Chen Ye, "You know?"

Now that we've gotten to know each other, it's quite boring to say this, but looking at the rare serious expression on the man's face, Chen Ye nodded, "I know."

"When?"

"Before you broke your leg."

Shen Yuzhou's car parked downstairs and didn't drive away. The night was not too dark, but the whole car was enveloped in the huge shadow of the building.

Ms. Lu looked at his gloomy and haggard face, and sighed deeply, "If I knew today, why bother."

Shen Yuzhou seemed to have been pulled out of half of his soul and mind, he only knew that his mother was talking next to him, and couldn't hear what she said clearly.He finally understood how Chen Ye felt when he was talking and laughing with Yu Xun'an back then. Indeed, it would not be an exaggeration to say that he was cutting flesh with a blunt knife. It's hard to control myself not to think too much.

It seemed as long as a century, until a tall shadow flashed from the corridor and saw that it was Stanley. He raised his wrist and glanced at his watch. It was less than 15 minutes before they went downstairs. into the body.If he didn't come out again, it would be difficult for him to guarantee that he would not rush forward.

But Chen Ye was like that back then, and it was useless to rush up again and again. Shen Yuzhou didn't know how he said those words.

He started the car, and the hum of the motor cut through the silence. Ms. Lu said, "I saw it just now. That model is here with Chen Ye. In fact, you regretted breaking up with him within three months. You said you made a model back then." What's the matter!"

Shen Yuzhou didn't say a word, yes, he regretted breaking up within a few days, he spent a year denying it, and after admitting it, he felt that it would be useless to turn around, and after that, Chen Ye was no longer the Chen Ye he used to be...

About Stanley, Shen Yuzhou learned about it from Shen Lu. The time was not long before the Spring Festival, and Shen Lu started the topic first.

After dinner in the evening, when Ms. Lu went to the kitchen, Shen Lu suddenly said without thinking, "Chen Ye is actually not bad."

At this time, half a month had passed since the last time we met. In the past ten days, even though he thought in his heart, Shen Yuzhou didn't go to Chen Ye again. He didn't know if he couldn't face Chen Ye, or he couldn't face himself back then.Hearing this name, his heart still clenches instinctively. In the past half month, he has repeatedly dreamed about Chen Ye being thrown behind the car by him on that snowy night.

It was very strange, he obviously didn't dare to look back back then, but in the dream, Chen Ye's tearful face was so clear, as if it was in front of his eyes, it was difficult for him to fall back asleep after waking up from the dream.

After half a month of insomnia, and it was still seven o'clock, Shen Yuzhou felt a little tired, rubbed the center of his brows, and answered Shen Lu, "It's rare that you say he is good, what happened?"

Shen Lu immediately opened up the conversation, "He and Stanley were originally friends, and they got together to make Zhuo Xu give up. This matter was stated clearly from the beginning. Stanley said that he wanted to sleep with Chen Ye at that time, so this happened." idea."

"Afterwards, the two of them really got together. It was fine at first, but Stanley didn't control himself. He took advantage of Chen Ye's business trip and slept with one of his colleagues.... In fact, Chen Ye wasn't the only one he slept with during that time. For this colleague, he thought that Chen Ye didn't know about these things, but he only found out a few days ago and didn't say anything about it, maybe Chen Ye was ready to get rid of him at that time."

"But Stanley happened to have a performance accident and broke his leg. He said that he had many bed partners, but none of them were willing to take care of him. He was a person who earns a little and spends a little. He didn't have any savings. Then Chen Ye or something Not to mention, I spent money and energy to take care of him for hundreds of days, and I didn't say we broke up until he was able to do his own rehabilitation."

"Originally, he planned to leave when he got tired of playing with Chen Ye, but after a hundred days, the stones became hot, so he frantically looked for someone later. But Stanley has figured it out now, Chen Ye doesn't want to be with Chen Ye. If he has anything else, he will stop mentioning those things to cause trouble for Chen Ye, and we will still be good friends in the future."

Shen Lu stated everything like pouring beans, Shen Yuzhou didn't say anything, it was he who threw Chen Ye into this chaotic world of mortals with his own hands, and he already knew how good Chen Ye was.He also clearly knew that Chen Ye was a person who could share adversity.

Many years ago, he was still the one who was eager for success and sullenly for several days, and Chen Ye was lying beside him, pushing his eyebrows away with his fingers, "Don't worry, even if there is nothing , you still have me, and I have nothing, many people without money have different lives, I will accompany you no matter what you are."

It's not that he wasn't moved, but looking at Chen Ye's big-name shirts hanging beside him, he felt that those words were very empty. Chen Ye had never suffered.And at that time, let alone making Chen Ye suffer, he just thought about himself a few years later, and he could only make the people around him change their consumption from the first line to the second line, which was unbearable.It turned out that he was the one who couldn't share weal and woe all along.

Shen Yuzhou was enlightened immediately, many things, such as him and Yu Xun'an, such as their years ago, those things he should have said to Chen Ye, should be honest, originally imprisoned in a terrible cage, he feels that now he can say exported.

He stood up resolutely, put on his coat, grabbed the key, ignored Shen Lu still calling him, and went out like this.

But he didn't wait for Chen Ye that night. Chen Ye's phone was turned off, and Shen Yuzhou's car waited downstairs for a long time. From late night to early morning, the windows were always icy and dark.

In the morning, he called Chenye Company.

Chen Ye's colleague said to him: "Director Chen left the Spring Festival holiday early and went to Switzerland for vacation. He left yesterday."

When Shen Yuzhou returned to the company, he asked his secretary to book him a plane ticket to Switzerland.

There is still a week before the Spring Festival. With such a hasty journey, all that remains before departure is to arrange various company affairs for the next few days.Among them, he also met Yu Xun'an once, which was not a personal meeting. Yu Xun'an brought Party A's delegation together and talked for half an hour in his office.

At the end of the meeting, Yu Xun'an was the last one to go out, and turned around to ask him, "How is your Xia Yingchun?"

Shen Yuzhou said: "I've always wanted to tell you that this is very ugly. I'm not King Xuan of Qi. Where did Xia Yingchun come from?"

He said, "I'm sorry for you, it has nothing to do with Chen Ye."

He had a lot of things to do, so he didn't send Yu Xun'an out this time.

Saying goodbye hastily, through a door, Yu Xun'an stood outside the door and silently recited the words just now, but the words were not clear yet, someone came in and said to Shen Yuzhou's secretary: "You booked the plane ticket."

The secretary took out the air ticket from the envelope to confirm, Yu Xun'an glanced at it, and asked tentatively: "Didn't Aunt Lu say she would go too, Yu Zhou didn't book the air ticket?"

The secretary was taken aback, and said with a smile, "I don't know, the president indeed only booked one person."

Yu Xun'an raised his hand and touched his chin, it's fine, it's by himself.

The author has something to say: Yu Xun'an didn't know that Shen Yuzhou was chasing Chen Ye to Switzerland...

Shen Yuzhou didn't know that Chen Ye didn't go to Switzerland alone...

The bloody four will meet tomorrow.