love song

Chen Ye didn't go home until after ten o'clock.

No matter how full the room is, it is too quiet to be alone.Returning home at night in winter, the lights just turned on, no matter what the illuminance is, they are always dying.

Chen Ye held the phone in his hand and turned on the speakerphone, a man's voice came from the phone: "Are you all right?"

He stretched out his hands to the head of the bed and simply turned on the spotlight facing the mural, "It's really all right, she's not strong enough, she'll smash me anywhere."

"I didn't say that."

Chen Ye held the remote control and turned on the air conditioner, "That's nothing else."

The person over there was silent for a long time, "You...and Shen Yuzhou?"

Chen Ye said: "It's okay, I remember hitting one more person."

"If he changes it, he can also consider it, but...you have to see it clearly for yourself."

Chen Ye smiled, "Don't worry, I know."

The man seemed to hesitate before opening his mouth: "I saw you took that thing in the badminton court earlier, I thought..."

"It has nothing to do with Shen Yuzhou." Chen Ye said.

Then there was a long silence, and a desolate energy penetrated into the body along the cracks in the bones.

Just as Chen Ye was about to say something to end the conversation, the man said dejectedly, "That's ok, the weather forecast will rain tomorrow, don't open the window before going out."

Chen Ye said: "That's it, I suddenly have something to do here, so I'll hang up first."

After speaking hastily, her fingertips landed on the red circular icon, and the caller was Zhuo Xu.

Chen Ye sat down on the bed, stretched out his hand to open the bedside drawer, opened the royal blue jewelry box, and pulled out a ring with his fingers holding the silver chain. Zhuo Xu used this ring to trap him on the beach in Bali two years ago. ring finger.

What kind of person is Zhuo Xu?Reticent, a little bad at expressing, but it is that simple mind that moistens things silently.After that year's birthday, Chen Ye and him became friends again, but he never said anything to embarrass Chen Ye, but just silently and stubbornly guarded by his side.After graduating from the internship, it was the graduation project. At that time, Chen Ye moved to live off-campus. Zhuo Xu kept visiting him once a week, carrying a bag of fresh fruits every time, as if he was afraid of disturbing him, put down his things and sat for a few minutes. Walk.

After breaking up with Shen Yuzhou, for a long time, Chen Ye didn't have the intention to start a second relationship, and they used this method of not being close or far to get along.After graduating, Chen Ye returned to Shanghai first. Only after he came out of the campus did he realize that the friendship he had as a student was precious. At that time, Chen Ye's real social circle was nothing more than his colleagues, and most of them were nodding friends in the office, but it was nothing. Zhuo Xu put himself As a pet with his mobile phone, he stayed with him from morning to night, and the way they contacted was changed to online, but they became closer instead.At first it was poking at the small window from time to time, and later it became that Chen Ye always relied on Zhuo Xu's phone to get up, and at night he felt that he could not sleep well if he didn't say good night to each other.

In the second year after Chen Ye returned to Shanghai, his mother finally took issue with his sexuality and forced him to go on blind dates countless times in just a few months. He was about to ask for comfort, but happened to see a group photo in Zhuo Xu's circle of friends. There was a large group of people in the photo, and one of the men put his hand on Zhuo Xu's shoulder, with an ambiguous expression on his face. Chen Ye drank a vat of vinegar before I found that I was wrong with Zhuo Xu.

He was very indifferent to Zhuo Xu that night, how could Zhuo Xu feel at ease, and repeatedly asked him what was wrong.Chen Ye said angrily, "I won't tell you unless you come to Shanghai." At noon the next day, Zhuo Xu arrived at the door of his company.

They started from that day. Once Chen Ye understood what he was thinking, he would never turn back. When Zhuo Xu hugged him, he looked like a stunned man, his hands were shaking with nervousness.I also asked him repeatedly: "Have you thought about it?" I was afraid that he would be impulsive.For so many years, Zhuo Xu was the person Chen Ye met who cherished him the most.

Chen Ye is a non-stop character, his mother can't tolerate him being with men, so he pulled Zhuo Xu the next day, "Let's elope." Then they came to C City.

Finding a house and arranging the place to look like a home are all handled by Zhuo Xu, Chen Ye is in charge of whim, and he is in charge of dealing with the aftermath diligently like an old scalper.Then during the time they lived together, they were also worthy of the name of 24 filial boyfriends. They were afraid that Chen Ye would be tired and tired, that Chen Ye would be sick, and also that Chen Ye would be unhappy. Be gentle.

They even met their parents, and Zhuo Xu's parents slowly began to accept him. If it hadn't been for that accident, they should have stayed together for the rest of their lives.But there is nothing in this world. At Zhuo Xu's elder brother's funeral, Chen Ye was kicked out by his parents, and when Zhuo Xu's mother pointed his nose and scolded the murderer again and again, he suddenly understood what fate is.

Zhuo Xu didn't give up, but he couldn't change his parents' view of Chen Ye as the same enemy, and during the time when he accompanied his parents through the pain of bereavement, he often waited for the family to go to bed, and came out to see Chen Ye in the middle of the night. Hurry back again.He still took good care of Chen Ye, but there were more and more silences, and finally one late night, looking at Zhuo Xu's stooped shoulders and the few strands of hair protruding from his temples, Chen Ye couldn't bear the pain anymore.

He said to Zhuo Xu: "You are right if you do what your aunt and uncle say."

Zhuo Xu was stunned for a long time, "It's not fair to you... I can't bear it too, don't worry... I can stand it."

Chen Ye was pushing him out the door.

Can you really stand it?In the face of reality, the sentence of reluctance is too pale, Chen Ye knows too well what kind of person Zhuo Xu is, if he doesn't say goodbye, Zhuo Xu can carry all the burden on himself, even if he is about to collapse.

Zhuo Xu is a dutiful son, and Chen Ye also understands what his future path should be like, marrying a woman, carrying on the family line, Zhuo Xu is a twin himself, so such a choice is understandable.

But his pure nature determined that he would never do that despicable thing—when the time came, he would just find a random woman for himself, viciously treating that woman as a tool to comfort his parents and a walking womb.Zhuo Xu would not do this, Chen Ye knew him too well, if one day Zhuo Xu got married, it would only be with someone he liked and would be willing to devote his whole life to.Chen Ye loved Zhuo Xu like this, and he had to be given time to go out, so they didn't even have the possibility to muddle along.

When they separated, they didn't change beyond recognition, at first he kept hiding, and Zhuo Xu kept looking, but now two years later, Chen Ye still doesn't see Zhuo Xu often, and vividly interprets the word "abandon".

So, what is fate?How helpless, for a person who once thought about forever, this is the best thing he can give Zhuo Xu.

Time is the best healer. When the green smoke slowly rises from the fingers to the front of the eyes, Chen Ye thinks so, for example, for Shen Yuzhou, for example, for Zhuo Xu, even the heart-piercing pain has already been or is still in the process. Healed, although the road ahead is at a loss and he doesn't know where it will lead, but he still has to go on alone.

Chen Ye didn't think about turning back, but some people seemed to really want him to turn back.I was free on Sunday and went out to play as usual. Not long after I arrived at the badminton hall, Shen Yuzhou came.

Shen Yuzhou obviously made preparations, he was wearing a sportswear under his down jacket, instead of just wandering in with a cashmere coat and a suit like last time.

Chen Ye wasn't sure what he meant, he made it clear what he should say and what should not be said last night, Shen Yuzhou now has everything in terms of appearance, financial resources, and status, so if he doesn't have any kind of person, he has to pester him This past... Ren?No, I don't know how many fronts I have to add.

So he wiped his sweat with his hands behind his back and didn't speak.

Shen Yuzhou took off his coat and threw it aside, pulled the racket out of the cover, and said with a smile: "I'll come too, loose and loose. I'll play two games with my brother, so I won't bother you?"

There is no ambiguity or concern at all, as if nothing happened.

Chen Ye just laughed, "Come on."

It doesn't matter what Shen Yuzhou's calculations are, whether he retreats as an advance or really quits, anyway, Chen Ye has made it clear if he doesn't turn around, it's good that Shen Yuzhou has this understanding in his heart.

So they played two rounds first, and after the two rounds, Chen Ye couldn't laugh anymore, and the training partner knew how to feed him a few balls, so Shen Yuzhou was really trying to beat him to death, but his skills were not as good as others, he Not only could he not laugh, he was almost crying.

Chen Ye was sweating all over, sitting on the side resting, panting.That's right, Shen Yuzhou used to be a sports model in school, and at that time, as long as he passed the physical fitness test, everything would be fine.Right now he is considered a monk halfway, while Shen Yuzhou is an old comrade.

He looked at Shen Yuzhou, wiped away the sweat that fell on his eyelids: "Are you sure you don't need to practice against another heavyweight player?"

Shen Yuzhou unscrewed the bottle in his hand, handed it to him, waited for him to take it, sat down beside him, and smiled brightly: "Are you sure you don't want to become a heavyweight player?"

This kind of thing coincided wonderfully with the past. When I was in school, there was a semester when Chen Ye took the basketball test. I was afraid that he would not pass the exam. The playground gave him devil training for two hours.

Not wanting to miss yesterday meaninglessly, Chen Ye took a sip of water, met Shen Yuzhou's eyes, and changed the subject with a smile: "Look at your physical strength and reaction speed, are you often slack?"

Shen Yuzhou turned his eyes to the opposite wall, still smiling, and said very naturally: "It's just a good time to vent my excess energy."

Chen Ye smiled back, and had to admit that it was a bit embarrassing that she didn't plan to talk like this to her ex-lover once.

If he couldn't stay any longer, he opened the way. Chen Ye slowly screwed on the bottle cap and put away the racket, "I have an appointment at noon, so I'll take a step ahead."

Shen Yuzhou was also straightforward: "Okay, are you free on the night of the winter solstice?"

Chen Ye was just about to say that there were arrangements, but before he could open his mouth, Shen Yuzhou said, "Your Auntie Lu wanted to ask you to come over for dinner again. I happened to be on a business trip that day, so Shen Lu probably wasn't at home."

This is the old lady Diu celebrating the festival alone, and Chen Ye said, "I'm free." Again, Shen Yuzhou is Shen Yuzhou, and the old lady is the old lady.He is still very willing to simply deal with Ms. Lu.

This time, Shen Yuzhou really didn't play tricks on him. On the night of the winter solstice, Chen Ye came to the door with a gift, and Ms. Lu was the only one at home.

Ms. Lu scolded him again, "How can you be so particular at such a young age? If you bring anything, I won't dare to let you come."

Even if there are only two people eating, the old lady still cooks a large table. City C doesn't pay much attention to eating dumplings during the winter solstice, but it has to eat more than usual at night.

At the dinner table, they each poured a glass of rice wine, brought by Chen Ye.

Chen Ye held the cup and said a few auspicious words, Ms. Lu seemed overjoyed, "Yu Zhou and Shen Lu were not as cute as you when they were young."

Chen Ye wanted to say, "Then I will be your godson." He clarified his plan, but after thinking about it for a while, he felt that it would not be appropriate to involve a godfather. Shen Yuzhou would have to have someone else in the future. , quite disconcerting.The grievance he has suffered himself does not want to impose on others.

So he just smiled, and didn't expect Ms. Lu to ask directly, "Got it now?"

Chen Ye has nothing to be honest about, "Well, if my brother and I were right, we wouldn't have broken up at that time, what do you think?"

Ms. Lu suppressed her smile, obviously still a little disappointed, but soon put another piece of fish in his bowl, "Eat more, let him go for the evil that Yu Zhou made himself, and we mothers just have to be good tonight." Good meal."

Chen Ye's heart was warm and warm, and there was even an unreasonable trance for a moment. If Shen Yuzhou and Zhuo Xu's family were switched, how perfect his life would be.

After dinner, he helped clean up, and then talked with Ms. Lu. After a few words, the phone rang. Ms. Lu looked at the screen and her expression sank, but she still answered it.

The person on the other end of the phone didn't know what to say. The more Ms. Lu listened, her expression became more and more ugly. Finally, she said, "I'm half buried in the ground myself. I can't control these things." Angrily, she hung up the phone.

Chen Ye has never seen her like this before, "What's wrong?"

Ms. Lu said, "It's Yu Zhou's uncle, who just got out of prison a few months ago."

Chen Ye was slightly surprised, "How did you get in?" He had always known that Shen Yuzhou's two uncles had something wrong with them, but he hadn't heard of one of them throwing him into prison.

Ms. Lu said: "You don't know? That year, Yu Zhou's leg was injured by someone else. Fortunately, only his leg was injured."

Chen Ye was really taken aback, "Isn't it a robbery?"

Ms. Lu shook her head, "No. You know the situation of our family. Yu Zhou took over from me at the time and wanted to clear up the family business. My two brothers are used to eating from me. Where are the things in our hands? Willing to hand it over. When Yu Zhou first came here, he changed a group of people in the company, and they were already suppressed."

Chen Ye said, "I've heard of this."

Ms. Lu said again: "Yu Zhou's uncle is alright, but his uncle started to be a monster after a year of being honest, relying on Yu Zhou, he started to trust him. During the South Bridge project, in order to make money for himself, he actually stole Just change the building materials and shoddy them, let’s not mention the problems in the construction, it’s all for the tofu dregs project, and even colluded with the supervisor, and was finally discovered by Party A.”

Chen Ye said: "The South Bridge project, in 2009?"

Ms. Lu nodded, "In August of that year, Yu Zhou was almost sued."

Chen Ye was stunned, he only knew that Shen Yuzhou was busy at the time, but Shen Yuzhou never told him if the lawsuit was not a lawsuit.

"What happened later?" How did the uncle instigate someone to ambush the nephew.

"Later, I found some connections here, and Yu Zhou and Yu Xun'an did not think much of a way to settle Party A's side, pay for rework and complete the project. Later, Yu Zhou did not hesitate to deal with his uncle. His uncle If you don't feel well, you simply ask a few gangsters outside to trouble Yu Zhou."

Ms. Lu sighed, "Yu Xun'an, I thank him for everything else, but as far as the matter between you and Yu Zhou is concerned, he seems to take advantage of his ability, I can't see it Of course, Yu Zhou also has his own problems."

Chen Ye smiled, "Brother may not only like his ability."

Ms. Lu waved her hand: "Nothing else, I am also a young person, how can there be someone who respects each other like ice from the beginning of a relationship? You lived here before, and you sneaked into a room in the middle of the night, don't I really know? Yu Zhou and Yu Xun An is together, but he comes back to spend the night by himself every night, and it's not like Yu Xun'an hasn't come to dinner, they still feel like a business partner, won't they be separated in three months?"

Chen Ye couldn't say anything.

In fact, he had also wondered whether Shen Yuzhou's wavering at that time was because Yu Xun'an was more attractive than him or because he was more capable than him.However, it is the same thing to say, in the process of a man's capital accumulation, a like-minded business partner is more attractive than a burden that only holds the word "love" in his hand.

He didn't know how attractive Yu Xun'an was to Shen Yuzhou at that time, but Shen Yuzhou's words made him sick for a long time, "I wanted to do something to him, but I just couldn't do it.".

Afterwards, Shen Yuzhou accused him of always being obedient and only selectively believing half and not half. Chen Ye guessed that he actually believed this sentence.In fact, it doesn't matter whether this sentence is true or not. Let go of the appearance to see the essence. The essence is that Shen Yuzhou has been hurting him all the time.

Of course, he didn't make it easier for Shen Yuzhou. Chen Ye felt that he did nothing wrong. In such an unequal situation, he had at least confronted Shen Yuzhou. Yu Xun'an has been working tirelessly to maximize the interests of the crux of the problem. .

But Yu Xun'an seemed to be flaunting his ability all the time at that time, so it's interesting to say that, his best way to pry the wall was to declare his value to Shen Yuzhou... Oh my god, is this asking too much? Low or low EQ.

Speaking of value, Chen Ye suddenly remembered that when Shen Yuzhou had just graduated, he would occasionally tell him about the company's predicament. Once when it came to the issue of advance funds for a project, he took out his passbook.

When his father passed away, the inheritance was divided, and when he became an adult, he could control much more property than his peers. Chen Ye didn't want to show his worth, but just didn't want to look at Shen Yuzhou and worry.Unexpectedly, when Shen Yuzhou looked at the things in his hands, his face became even more serious, and he stuffed the passbook back into his hand intact, and said coldly: "You don't need it." Then, he was bored all day and didn't want to talk to him.

The self-esteem of a ridiculous big man, maybe Shen Yuzhou prefers the feeling that Yu Xun'an gave him, that he gradually realized his self-improvement.

But it doesn't matter what it is now.