Jiang Hao

Pass.Jiang Hao has long thought about his life and future, and his thoughts are complete.Competitions, GPA, and even papers, he didn't miss any of them during college.

In contrast, it was very irresponsible for me to attack only when I was in front of me.

After Jiang Hao finished his work in the teaching and research section every afternoon, he would come to the study room to find me.He sat next to me and casually talked to me about the types of exam questions.

"What was your TOEFL score last time?" He looked at my wrong question and asked, whether he was contemptuous or curious.

"Why?" I answered with a raised voice.After dinner time, there was no one in the study room. I turned to look at him with frivolous eyes.

"It's nothing, just ask casually." After he finished speaking, he marked the paragraph with the correct answer with a pen and handed it to me, "For this kind of multiple-choice question, one of the four options must be wrong at a glance, and the rest is confusing. The most important thing is to look at the key words. Don’t worry about whether the meaning of the answer reads correctly, the degree of coincidence of the key words is the key to the question.”

Jiang Hao said it seriously, but I couldn't help laughing when I saw him.

When he is studying or doing serious things, he always has indescribable concentration and persistent eyes.

"What's wrong?" Jiang Hao looked into my eyes and asked inexplicably.

I shook my head, "Nothing..."

Jiang Hao frowned, probably thinking that I was making fun of him.

The empty study room was full of my laughter, he kept looking at me, but I couldn't help leaning over to kiss him.Even if it was an empty study room, I was still very careful, and quickly moved away after a moment after my lips touched.

Jiang Hao came to look for me in the study room every day. This simple behavior really wanted to simplify the relationship between me and him.

I didn't think about anything that was bothering me, and he became the one who reviewed with me every day.

This kind of getting along is like the simplest couple on campus, relying on, accompanying...

Unfortunately, we are not a couple.

It is a certainty that Jiang Hao will go abroad after graduation.

After I decided to go abroad, I had a thought, maybe we can go to the same place, if so, many things will be different from now.

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Don't say that the achievements between me and Jiang Hao are vastly different, even our thoughts and views on the matter of going abroad are also very different.

Jiang Hao will not change for me. He needs me when he is suffering, struggling, and collapsing, but when he faces the future and is full of hope, I am definitely not what he needs.

Jiang Hao accompanied me in self-study every day, and told me about the English test very seriously, but he never mentioned his final destination abroad, nor asked me where I wanted to go.From this point of view, his thoughts are already very clear.

What I need to wait for is not that he walks towards me, but that the feelings in my heart slowly fade away with time.

In the self-study room, Jiang Hao's cell phone on the table vibrated. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw the caller ID—Yuan Rui.Jiang Hao got up and went out to answer the phone. When he came back, he didn't say anything, just sat beside me quietly, flipping through the English book that belonged to me in front of him.

I wasn't as surprised as I thought about it, even though I saw that they were still in touch, I could describe it as 'no feeling' in my heart.

I'm tired of these things about Jiang Hao, that's all.

I can't get back the feeling I used to get when I saw the caller ID and got angry.

Even if I miss it, I still have to move forward.

34

I signed up for the TOEFL test on the weekend of the last week of summer vacation, and at the same time I applied for the GRE test at the end of September.The money was spent, and I thought I was still very careful.

After more than a week of vacation, Cai Xia returned from special training.

He didn't take the initiative to find me, he was still angry with me, or he didn't know what kind of mentality to face me.After making sure he had been back for a few days, I reached out to him, quite angry.

The cause was that I received a call from Lu Zhengyang.

I haven't been in touch with Lu Zhengyang for several months. The last time we had contact was when Cai Xia hurt his leg and I asked him for help.

That time when Lu Zhengyang sent me home, the conversation on the way was very unpleasant, and the few words I said to him were very strong.

We haven't been in touch since then.

I picked up Lu Zhengyang's call, and I was still thinking about what was going on. He said bluntly on the phone, "Sun Yikun, are you still human? What do you mean?"

I reflected on the phone for a moment, but didn't understand why he suddenly had rabies, "You are sick... what do you mean?"

"What do you mean you don't tell Xiao Cai that you want to go abroad?" Lu Zhengyang explained once, his voice getting louder, "Is there anyone who handles things like you?!"

The last time I had a quarrel with Lu Zhengyang was because I didn't want to put up with him, and this time it was even more impossible, "You idiot." I cursed at the phone, then hung up the phone and ignored it.

Lu Zhengyang was affectionate and righteous to his friends, and this was consistent from beginning to end.

Whether it was Yuan Rui or Cai Xia, he unreservedly protected them.As far as this attitude is concerned, I don't hate Lu Zhengyang, but what he did was in my way, and I looked at it as an eyesore, so naturally I didn't bother to take care of him.

I hung up Lu Zhengyang's call and looked for Xiao Cai.

"What did you say to Lu Zhengyang?" Cai Xia answered the phone and I asked him, giving him all the look that Lu Zhengyang gave me.

"..." Cai Xia was silent for a while, and then asked me, "Brother Yang called you?"

"He's like a mad dog, he starts biting people when the phone is connected." I stood outside the study room, and the postgraduate and doctoral students coming and going in the school went to lunch in groups, and I blinked.

"I didn't say anything important," Cai Xia didn't explain much, and he didn't apologize to me like before, "Believe it or not."

After hearing what he said, I became angry again, "Then how did he know that I was going abroad?" I questioned aggressively, "How did he say that I didn't tell you when I went abroad?"

Cai Xia's voice softened, "I said that, but I also told the truth."

I rubbed my temples, feeling very irritable, and I didn't want to say any more, "You can say whatever you want, but after you finish speaking, please watch Lu Zhengyang's dog, don't let him open his mouth at every turn."

I said something serious, and I started to regret it when I hung up the phone.Cai Xia did nothing wrong, even if he told Lu Zhengyang about it, there was nothing wrong.

Back in the study room, I sat for a few more minutes, I couldn't stay any longer.

I packed my things, put the computer home, and sent a text message to Jiang Hao, telling him not to come to me in the afternoon.

After leaving school, I went to find Cai Xia.

It took two calls before he answered.This is also my consistent attitude. If one or two calls are not answered, there will be no third one.

Thinking about it carefully, this attitude is only towards Cai Xia, I have never bothered with Jiang Hao about this kind of thing.

"Where are you?" I asked Cai Xia.

"...What's wrong?" Cai Xia was a little scared, not knowing what I wanted to do.

"I want to beat you up," I reached out to stop the car, and asked him again, "Where are you now, I'll get in the car right away, where can I find you?"

"at home."

"Anyone at home?"

"Someone."

I don't know if what Cai Xia said is true or not, but I don't bother to ask, "Go downstairs in 10 minutes."

"Don't..." Cai Xia pushed her nose up, but her tone was much sweeter.

"Try it." After I finished speaking, I hung up the phone.

When I arrived at the door of Cai Xia's house, he was standing at the door waiting for me.

After getting out of the car, I winked at him, turned around and walked towards the express hotel opposite his house.

After entering the room, I pressed him on the bed and asked, "Did you ask Lu Zhengyang to call me?"

"I didn't," he pushed me away, upset, "why do you accuse me?"

I grabbed his arm and pulled him back, "Are you upset that I haven't looked for you these days?"

"..." Cai Xia fell silent.

As far as I'm concerned, Lu Zhengyang's personality is just like that. If Cai Xia says a few words casually, he will definitely make some moves.Cai Xia's small thoughts are nothing more than thinking that I should feel guilty about the previous things and treat him better.

In my heart, there is always a sense of guilt, about going abroad, about Jiang Hao.

But Cai Xia's fancy intestines touched me, which still made me very angry.I have no position to flirt with him, after all, I made the mistake first, but I will never accept the next time, "Does it make sense to go around in such a big circle?" As I said that, I slapped Cai Xia's ass very hard. .Even through my pants, my palms are burning and hurting.

"What are you doing?!" Cai Xia looked at me in surprise, afraid that I would really fight him.He is a sports student, but his arms and legs are slender and he has good strength, but if he really fights, he will definitely not be my opponent.

"Stop doing this with me in the future."

After tossing around until dinner, Cai Xia and I left the express hotel.

The room we stayed in for a few hours had two used covers on the floor and the sheets were in a mess.

Before leaving, the cleaner who made the rounds took a look at me. At that time, Cai Xia had already gone downstairs to order dinner for the two of us in advance.I looked back at the cleaning aunt without any embarrassment.

During the meal, Cai Xia asked me what I was doing recently.

I thought about it and told the truth, "Prepare for English, there will be an exam at the end of the summer vacation."

"..." Cai Xia glanced at me, then said, "Are you at home?"

"Self-study room, I can't study at home."

Cai Xia nodded, but couldn't say more.

He wanted to ask me not to go abroad several times, I could feel it, but he didn't say it out, so I just pretended not to know.

After eating, Cai Xia said he was going home, I gave him a compliment, and followed him downstairs to his house, ready to send him to the gate of the community.

Cai Xia turned around and looked at