Kuai Chuan Zhi Won't Love You Again

Since then, Su Nianjue and Tong Jin have less contact with each other.Life is still busy, and Su Nianjue continues to observe it with his own confused and unique eyes.Inexplicably, many people began to ask her, are you in a relationship, have a boyfriend, are you married?Every time Su Nianjue was asked this question, he squinted his eyes and thought about it carefully, and then said in a panic and helpless tone, not yet.

Why do you panic?In fact, she is really inferior-she hasn't been in a relationship for too long.Su Nianjue thought that she should be getting married. From the day she arrived in this city, she knew that she and Xie Ling had no future.Firstly, this is all her unrealistic fantasy, and Xie Ling has no feelings for her beyond friendship; secondly, even if Xie Ling really has a heart-to-heart with her as she wished, she would not dare to take the risk of going against public opinion. The risk is with yourself.Su Nianjue dare?She thought she should not dare.She had done many crazy things with Xie Ling, such as skipping class to go to the playground to smoke, and drinking a lot of alcohol after breaking up with her, but she dared not be with her.Su Nianjue has always believed that public opinion is a very scary thing. She has worked in a magazine for several years, and she has experienced intrigue. Sometimes, verbal slander hurts more than face-to-face confrontation. When everyone gathers together to criticize someone or something Its impact is no less than that of a violent storm.Sometimes she also wondered if she and Xie Ling were really together one day, facing the malice of the whole society, whether she would dare to accompany her to persevere, but she was at a loss and had no answer.She is just an ordinary person who falls in love with a girl out of nowhere, encounters a prophecy that is difficult to distinguish between true and false, and then lives an ordinary life in such a daft way.

As for herself, maybe one day she will meet a very good man, enough to make her forget the girl named Xie Ling, so she will let nature take its course, and only regard the past as the most beautiful negative, and miss it without touching it. bump.She has never been a long-term person, but she is good at those childish obsessions.

The last time Su Nianjue saw Tong Jin was in the other party's circle of friends. He said that he was going to another city, and posted his resignation letter by the way.Su Nianjue felt that she should care about the other party appropriately, but she was a little melancholy because she found that she was not so much Tong Jin's friend as she was just a mold of Tong Jin's yearning for his first love.She also tried to convince herself, maybe she was too preoccupied, and it always seemed hypocritical to ask too much, but in the end she couldn't convince herself.Su Nianju thought that he didn't like to say goodbye.If one day Tong Jin called himself and said, Hey my friend, I will leave this city tomorrow, and now I want to say goodbye to you, Su Nianjue would probably hold the phone and say to him, have a good journey, and we will meet again by fate.

But he didn't.Soon after, Su Nianjue discovered that Tong Jin's mobile phone number had been changed to someone else, and his WeChat and Weibo were changed accordingly. Su Nianjue had no other way to find him.In other words, this is Tong Jin's fundamental purpose.Tong Jin is a person living in reality, so he just had a dream; Su Nianjue is a person living in a dream, she just bumped into reality accidentally.

"So, your first love affair just went to waste?"

"Actually, strictly speaking, that man named Tong Jin is not a handsome guy, he just has a good temper."

In a long life, each of us will meet thousands of strangers, some of them just pass you by, some of them become the topic of your discussion and memory, and some of them vividly break into the world. your life and has had a huge impact on your life.Maybe the ending ended without a problem, or left you scarred, but the traces he brought you can never be erased.

Su Nianjue felt that Tong Jin, just like his name, was destined to be just a random and sudden existence. There was no farewell or nostalgia between them, and it was more of a tool used to carry and resist reality.But she didn't know what kind of posture the woman in his heart used to leave a deep impression, and she couldn't learn to observe words and colors to maintain a similar ambiguous relationship, so she could only finish his false love while waiting for each other.And Tong Jin is also like this, he probably thinks that all women like this face, as long as he is gentleman enough and eloquent enough, he can capture a woman's heart.

Fortunately, everyone is just trying it out.Just like the trial pack in the supermarket, you can tell at a glance that you don't like it, or allow these things that have been left on others to touch yourself.But what's the point?

I still love my own Xie Ling.This girl, who looks ordinary to outsiders, is an inexhaustible treasure in his own eyes. As long as he is with her, what is that sad inferiority complex?If you really want to enter this worldly palace of marriage with a man, you will have to wait for a day when she no longer loves her like a betrayer, or loves her no longer so deeply, otherwise she will harm another innocent person What a heinous sin this must be.

Su Nianjue didn't know what kind of person Wen Shao was. If he had to use a word to describe him, it would be superficial but appropriate "good-looking".It's not a person who looks stunning at first glance, but with three-dimensional facial features and a gentle temperament, the whole person looks like a warm and healthy feeling like the drizzle in early spring.While admiring the wonder of this man, Su Nianjue seemed to have an epiphany, and suddenly understood Xie Lingsi's choice of "trying it out" after much deliberation: What does it matter if the salary is low for such a person?If it is really the kind that looks pleasing to the eye and feels like a spring breeze when getting along, education, occupation and income can all be sidelined.

In April, the short and boring life lasted for half a month. At the end of the month, Su Nianjue received a call from her high school alumni, asking her to pick up her relatives at the train station.Su Nianjue didn't agree at first, but in the end she couldn't match up to the other party's softness and toughness - she was probably born to be a person who is suitable to be soaked in a honey jar, and she can't always listen to good things from others.My classmate's younger brother is Zheng Anyuan. It is said that he has a bad personality. Because he wanted to venture outside, he chose this city despite his family's opposition.Su Nianjue made a promise to her that she would let him stay at home for a few days, and when the little brother found a job, she would retire.

Seeing Zheng Anyuan for the first time, Su Nianjue seemed to understand the meaning of "not a good personality" in the words of his classmates.The boy is tall, Su Nianjue is about 1.6 meters [-], but she looks like a child standing in front of him.Not only was he tall, but he was also very thin. His legs were like two barely supported chopsticks, dangling uncomfortably when walking.He was wearing a pure black sportswear and gray cloth shoes, the all dark color looked extremely gloomy.The boy's bangs hung down, blocking his eyes, and he didn't even look into her eyes when he was talking.This is an unlovable boy. Although he has the restraint of an immature man, he always reminds people of gloom and depression.

"Your sister should have told you that you will stay at my house for a few days, and then move out after you find a suitable job." Su Nianjue helped him carry a schoolbag, and the other suitcase was pushed by the other side.

Zheng Anyuan frowned, a strong sense of repulsion appeared on his face, but because of Su Nianjue's friendly face, he just clenched his right hand curled into a fist.Su Nianjue heard him reply "Hmm", the voice was low and coming out of his nasal cavity, as if he was about to push out a stale breath.

The room was tidied up in advance, the area is small, but it is better than clean.Su Nianjue saw him take out a somewhat old sheet from the box, and there was not even a hair on the white pillow cover.When she saw him bending over to make the bed, she turned her head and glanced at herself, her protruding Adam's apple visibly moved a few times, she couldn't see his eyes, but noticed his slightly trembling hands.Su Nianjue thought of a boyfriend Xie Ling had a long, long time ago, that guy was a clean freak, he cleaned his white shoes three times a day, and was whiter than steamed buns when he walked on the road, but Zheng Anyuan in front of her made her feel in a trance.It was probably because of his panic and uneasiness that reminded her of the years when she was just out of school.So she smiled, "I'll go to the bathroom to wash my hands, you can pack your things first, okay?"

Zheng Anyuan is actually a very quiet person.He can cook, and he didn't go out in the first few days when he came. When Su Nianjue came home, he saw the other party put the prepared dinner on the table.He doesn't make any noise when he eats, even if he eats noodles, he chews slowly, and he is very conscious after eating. When Su Nianjue finishes eating, he will take the initiative to wash the dishes in the kitchen.

Zheng Wan, Zheng Anyuan's sister, said that it was a miracle that he could stay at Su Nianjue's house for three days. Because of his withdrawn personality, many people showed a strong sense of rejection when they lived together.Su Nianjue thought it was very good. She felt that Zheng Anyuan's little brother was like the conch girl in the story. Every time he was not at home, he would do the housework, and then secretly retracted into his shell, silent, without saying a word.She has met a lot of people, and she often publicizes the little things she has done. She is afraid that people who don’t know will be disgusted. If she has to choose, she would rather choose someone like Zheng Anyuan. Whether she looks gloomy or not is not particularly important. ——In the eyes of outsiders, a person like her is also very healthy.

The fourth day happened to be Friday, Zheng Anyuan was washing dishes in the kitchen, and Su Nianjue moved a stool and smoked with his chin in his hand.The residential building in the distance looked like an old man who was nearly sixty years old, trembling almost to the point of falling down, she vomited a smoke ring, felt bored and clicked on the webpage and started to browse the webpage.

"Sister Su..." Zheng Anyuan stood behind her and called her softly.

Su Nianjue turned around, pinched out the cigarette, and threw the cigarette butt into the tin box on the ground. "What's the matter?" She thought for a while, stood up and moved a stool for him, "How about...sit and chat for a while?"

Zheng Anyuan did not speak for a long time.Su Nianjue tilted his head to watch the sunset, and was not in a hurry to communicate with Zheng Anyuan.The two were silent for half an hour, Zheng Anyuan pinched his sleeves, not knowing where to start.

"Are you still used to living in my house? You can also see that I am the poorer kind. I didn't treat you well when you came to live with me for a few days, but you cook for me every day. I don't care. Sorry."

Zheng Anyuan probably couldn't figure out whether he should answer the first sentence or the last sentence, so he thought for a while before answering slowly, "Very good."

"Well, you're really good at cooking." Su Nianjue teased him.Zheng Anyuan finally understood, the corners of his mouth slightly curved, but he didn't speak.

"Sister Su, I want to. I'm looking for a job."