Kuai Chuan Zhi Won't Love You Again

As promised, Su Nianyao did not do anything excessive.Meeting Tang Jin is always inevitable, but the two of them seldom communicate. On the contrary, Chen Lisheng often talks to her when he sees her. Although his attitude is defensive, he is not alienated. Su Nianyao just agrees casually, forget it. The face of several people.

In June, the college entrance examination came.There was a sea of ​​people outside the school gate, and another heat wave hit.Su Nianyao refused Su Zhaoyan's request to accompany her and completed the two-day exam alone.The exam went well, at least for Su Nianyao, it was no different from the usual exam.

In the evening after the exam, the whole class made an appointment to have dinner at the hotel.This is the end of high school life, but for most people, this life is already quite memorable.

At eight o'clock in the evening, the party officially began.

In the huge fish tank on the first floor, colorful tropical fish swim freely, with colorful and soft fish tails, and there are layers of ripples between static and dynamic.The ignorant little fish spit out bubbles, the bubbles danced in the water, and finally jumped to the surface of the water and disappeared.

Tang Jin pressed his face to the fish tank, his eyes fixed on the blue fish.It is very quiet, floating alone in the water, occasionally wagging its tail, and its calm posture is very much like a person.Not long after, the blue fish changed direction and turned its face to Tang Jin.The fish's gills retracted and contracted, and spit out a string of crystal clear and round bubbles at her.Tang Jin was so happy that he took out his mobile phone to take a picture of it.

At [-]:[-], Tang Jin received a call from Chen Lisheng and asked her to meet on the fifth floor.Tang Jin put away his mobile phone and found the elevator, and saw the breathtaking scene in the elevator: people were crowded in the elevator, and everyone looked at him with unkind eyes.Tang Jin took two steps back, turned to leave, and muttered as he walked, "I'm not that fat, why do you look at me as if I'd fall off the elevator as soon as I entered it? The point is, I can't squeeze in and fall!"

At 32:[-], Tang Jin climbed to the fifth floor.The exit to the fifth floor was right in front of him, but he saw someone coming from the exit, planning to take the stairs.The man was wearing black half-sleeves, blue jeans, and a black hat with a brim on his head. His long black hair was unknowingly waist-length.She took off her hat and saw Tang Jin coming towards her.Both of them were taken aback, apparently unaware of this unexpected meeting.

Tang Jin made an evasive posture, and said a little awkwardly, "You also... take the stairs?"

Seeing her panting, Su Nianyao put the hat back on her head to block her eyes, as if she was shrouded in light and shadow.

"En." Su Nianyao said, and the two fell silent again.

The silence didn't last long, and the overhead lights began to squeak, and died in the sparks after a while.Tang Jin was taken aback, stepped back and slammed into the door, and poked her waist hard.Tang Jin couldn't hold back, bared his teeth, grabbed the door and gasped.

"Are you okay?" Su Nianyao, who was planning to leave, came back, and suddenly couldn't laugh or cry when she heard Tang Jin's gasp.

"You're still as reckless as before..." Su Nianyao seemed to be reminiscing, but at the same time sighed. Su Nianyao supported her and let her sit on the steps, beside her in the dark.

"It's probably green, you can go back and rub it again, and apply some medicine." After Su Nianyao finished speaking, she subconsciously began to rummage through her bag. It took a while to realize that after Tang Jin left, these things were no longer in the bag.

"I know..." Tang Jin pinched his waist, tsk, it really hurts. "How are you doing recently?"

"It's nothing good." Su Nianyao made a movement, but the stairwell was too dark for Tang Jin to see clearly.

"..." Tang Jin lowered his head and could only agree with the other party, "That's fine."

"Heh," Su Nianyao's abrupt laughter echoed, Tang Jin shrank his shoulders, but heard her flat voice again, "Are you still afraid of me?"

"Do you remember the first time we met? At that time, the teacher said to you, sit in the first row. You were very stupid, and ran to me beside the teacher and said, 'Teacher, I want to sit with this classmate!' Later, the teacher I'll let you sit next to me."

"...I'm not stupid, I'm innocent." Tang Jin retorted weakly.She still dare not tell Su Nianyao that she insisted on sitting next to her because she thought Su Nianyao was the prettiest girl in the class.

"Yes, you were innocent." Su Nianyao followed her words, "Later you liked talking to me very much, whenever you had a chance, you would chat with me, and even asked me to accompany you to the bathroom."

"Didn't everyone say that girls who go to the bathroom together are really good friends..."

"...I have never seen a girl like you, who is both pure and persistent, even if others speak coldly to you, you can bear it, and more importantly, you will never feel unhappy because of it."

Su Nianyao leaned against the wall, her voice was steady, "Actually, I know that twisted melons are not sweet."

"I know you don't like me, maybe I knew it a long time ago. One day, you will meet someone who has a completely different gender and personality from me. One day you will marry and have children. Your husband is a A tolerant and gentle person, your child is just like you, simple, but you are happy together. You don’t need me in your life, and all those who pursue happiness don’t need someone like me behind them .”

"Chen Lisheng is a very nice person. It's actually a good thing for you to know him. You don't have to feel sorry, and you don't have to worry about the past. Although we have been together like children playing house, we still have a good time together. let's go."

"Xiao Jin, everything you said to me is correct. You have your own choice, let alone you treat me... So, in fact, you don't have to be afraid, I will not hurt you."

"I am very grateful for the warmth you gave me. Like you, I also hope that you will have a good life... Probably, there will be no chance to meet again in the future."

"Xiao Jin, I really want it, thank you."

After Su Nianyao finished what she wanted to say, she stood up slowly, there was a faint light in the stairwell passing through the window, a bit like the night before dawn.She stepped on the stairs, the sound of her footsteps so empty and lonely in the darkness.I have never spoken such a passage so fluently, but I feel so happy when I say it.All the love, all the pain, can be calm, and then say "thank you".Maybe as I said, we will never meet again in the future, so there is no need to worry about it, even if we cry bitterly in the dark, how can she know?

Tang Jin, turn around.Walk four or five steps at your usual pace, and you can see the light when you open the door.You are far away, where you have your mother, your Chen Lisheng, and your future.But I want to rub shoulders with you, even though I was unwilling to keep you in every possible way, I am still doomed to fall into darkness.Originally, it didn't matter, because commitment is always fragile, and love is hard, and I'm tired of living like this.

"I know I'm selfish. I haven't done anything for you... In the future, you will meet someone who loves you, and you will know that between us, it's not..."

Tang Jin still didn't finish speaking, she covered her face, tears flowed from her fingers.

Su Nianyao stopped, and then continued to go downstairs, her voice was mixed with the sound of footsteps, trembling a little.

"Xiao Jin, I understand. So, I won't love you any more."

"...I don't lie."

Intermittent, if there is nothing, the footsteps eventually become farther and farther away.After turning the corner, the sigh was silent, the farewell was also dusted, and the black became the last protective color, covering the scars that were not easily shown by dreams.

If you feel that love is a burden, then I don't love you anymore.This is the last thing I am willing to do for you, and it is also for the thin dignity I can retain in the battle of love.

In the future you will understand that you are not love to me.

Love, unspeakable love, for which your prisoner weeps, but ends in broken tragedy.

"I understand, so I will never love you again."

"Can you not go...Su Nianyao...don't go..."

She didn't dare to cry when her father left, she didn't dare to cry when her mother was sick, she didn't dare to cry when she was bullied by others, only when Su Nianyao left, she suddenly burst into tears.It seems that only crying can vent all the grievances, unwillingness and sadness.But she knew that Su Nianyao would not come back again.She will choose a school that is far away from her, and she will have a new life. No matter whether she has forgotten herself or not, she will not allow herself to destroy her life.This is Su Nianyao's coldness and her determination.

"Xiao Jin..."

Someone sent light to her, and that person was Chen Lisheng.He pulled out a tissue and wiped the tears off her face while teasing.

"Did you fail the exam, so you ran here and cried?" He pulled her up and led her to the door, "Xiao Jin, as long as you open this door, there is nothing hard to get through."

Tang Jin stood behind him without moving.

"what happened to you?"

"It's okay..." Tang Jin walked up to him with a heavy nasal voice. She sniffled, pushed open the door, saw the light in the corridor falling down in an instant, and generously gave her light.

Chen Lisheng covered her eyes, "You've been inside for a long time, be careful not to be irritated."

Tang Jin grabbed his hand, then put it down, with a bit of crying in his voice, "I want to see the light."

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While everyone was drinking and drinking, Su Nianyao went to the convenience store downstairs to buy cigarettes.After looking at it for a long time, I was sure that the brand that I often smoked was not for sale.The boss is a fat middle-aged man. Seeing her hesitate to take out a pack of cigarettes from the counter, "Hey girl, how about this one? It just arrived recently. It tastes very good and the price is not expensive. Why don't you try it?"

Su Nianyao glanced at the red shell, and handed the money to the man, "Whatever."

Walking on the road, there was a cool breeze, and the system suddenly made a sound.

[Ding, mission completed. 】

[Before dying, say, "I will never love you again." Heartbreaking value, 85]

[Complete listening, the sound of listening x 1]

[Speak the voice of the original owner, fulfill the wish × 1]

[Facial paralysis attribute × 2]

……

【Leaving this world within 24 hours, the demonstration area will be closed soon, do you want to upload the data? 】

"Ah."

[... Is there a message attached? 】

"This is also a new function?!" She looked at the brightly colored cigarette case in her hand, "Then...don't smoke randomly?"

[Ding, the system shuts down automatically, and the system doesn't want to talk to you. 】

"Uh," Su Nian blinked, "It's not good for children to get angry, really."

System: Come here for me, I promise not to kill you!