Kuai Chuan Zhi Won't Love You Again

The whole world is a huge food chain. Big fish eat small fish, and small fish eat dried shrimps. This is not only the law of nature, but also the law of survival of human society.Chen Lisheng's relationship with Su Nianyao back then is actually the same as Su Nianyao's relationship with Chu Qianqian today.

It was the first time Chu Qianqian walked into Su Nianyao's dormitory, and there was only one bed left for the two, which coincided with the rumors that the two were at odds.There are several bottles of Tsingtao beer on the table, and the green bottles look gloomy and cold in the sun.The lighter that hadn't been put away, the brown ashtray, and the small white medicine bottle lying on the table looked like an ink painting, which directly stimulated Chu Qianqian's nerves.

Su Nianyao pulled out the chair, sat down, and saw Chu Qianqian staring at herself with a surprised expression.She looked at the sundries on the table, tapped on the table, and brought back the other party's sanity, "Student Chu... We had an exchange a year ago, right?"

Chu Qianqian was absent-minded, "Should it be?" In fact, she remembered very clearly that a year ago, it was also a very hot summer, when Su Nianyao discovered her trick against Tang Jin, and within a few days, she was dragged to a corner and beaten by several people a meal.The two of them knew this matter well, but now, Chu Qianqian actually had the illusion that she should be lucky not to be beaten again.

"I don't mind helping you think about it." Su Nianyao shook the cigarette case and made a slight noise in the quiet dormitory, "Your father recently contacted three companies to jointly submit an application to the government. I heard that it was not very smooth. I think you should be able to." Do you want to avoid embarrassing your father?"

Chu Qianqian lowered her head, and her momentum also weakened, "...then I won't trouble her in the future."

"Please go ahead." Su Nianyao pointed at the door and made a gesture of closing it.

"Why are you looking at her like that? I don't think she is attractive, she is inferior to you in every way, and you still protect her." Chu Qianqian didn't leave, and summoned up the courage to ask her, her tone full of unwillingness.

Su Nianyao took out a cigarette, "Smoking?"

Chu Qianqian shook her head stupidly, "No."

"Then close the door for me, from the outside."

"Oh!" Chu Qianqian went to the door and closed it, as if she suddenly remembered something, she grabbed the doorknob and secretly spurned herself, "Damn it, she hasn't answered me yet!"

In mid-May, Li Tianyang planned to leave the country by plane.Su Nianyao saw him off at the airport, but the man still had that naughty look, with his hair tied together, wearing sunglasses and white half-sleeves, he yelled at Su Nianyao who had just arrived, "Little beauty with a paralyzed face, look here, look here! "

Su Nianyao paused, pushed aside the crowd, and walked up to him in front of everyone's curious eyes, almost wanting to kick Li Tianyang.

"I knew you would come to see me off, little beauty." Li Tianyang smiled extremely, "It's just that you came a little late."

Su Nianyao stared at her pigtails, "Well, you know, traffic jam."

"Okay, okay, I forgive you."

"It's almost time." Su Nianyao raised her wrist and glanced at her watch. As soon as she finished speaking, the notification sound from the waiting hall echoed in her ears.Li Tianyang smiled wryly, and touched the top of her head, "Hey little beauty, I'm leaving, I have a chance to see my exhibition."

"okay."

"...So simple?" Li Tianyang pulled up the box, "Call me if you miss me."

"Also, if you want to give up, just give up. There are so many beautiful foreign girls. I can introduce you to any type you like..."

"I'll wipe me, don't push me... I'll go by myself..."

Su Nianyao admitted that she was a little moved when she heard Li Tianyang's words, but she still couldn't hold back the last sentence and pushed him out.There is no way, I really can't help it.

Seeing Li Tianyang walk out of her sight, Su Nianyao also turned and left.Taking the bus back to school, I met Tang Jin and Chen Lisheng who were walking together at the gate of the school. The two also saw her, and the atmosphere of talking and laughing became more dignified.

Chen Lisheng lowered his head, leaned in front of Tang Jin and said something, Tang Jin glanced at her, seemed to have a thousand words, finally nodded and left.Seeing this, Su Nianyao also planned to leave, but Chen Lisheng didn't give her this chance.He walked up to her and stopped her, before she could speak, he said, "Su Nianyao, let's talk."

The place for the two to talk was in a coffee shop outside the campus, covered by green plants, the coffee was rich and mellow, and the environment was very harmonious, but the mood of the parties was not calm.

"Anything to say?"

"You are still the same as before, showing no mercy to others." Chen Lisheng clasped his hands, recalling the scene when the two met at the beginning, he was filled with emotion, "I know you have deep feelings for Tang Jin, although you have feelings for her Well, she also regards you as her best friend, but you can't plan her life for her, after all, you are different, which is why I helped her leave you. "

"What qualifications do you have to persuade me to give up?" Su Nianyao frowned, raised her eyes to look at him, and said mockingly, "Friend? Classmate? Or boyfriend?"

"Whether I am qualified or not, my words are enough to represent her thoughts." After Chen Lisheng finished speaking, he took out a card from his schoolbag, "Tang Jin asked me to pay you back the money in this card. The medical expenses and tuition fees you paid for her in advance are all in it."

"Also, she wants me to tell you, I'm sorry."

"Change from nurturing target to another one?" Su Nianyao took the card, her fingernails were bruised.Chen Lisheng's heart skipped a beat, and he couldn't help frowning.

"I hope you're still friends."

"I'm sorry, but your hopes are invalid."

"...Hehe," Chen Lisheng's eyes were eager, "Su Nianyao, I think you should be able to distinguish between what is liking and what is obsession. Your current thoughts are likely to hurt others. Do you understand?"

Su Nianyao almost wanted to applaud his words, she licked her chapped lips and said, "Do you want to tell me that Yin and Yang are the right way in the world, and my feelings for Tang Jin are heretical, so everything I do is wrong?"

"Chen Lisheng, in fact, you are nothing more than that."

Su Nianyao's heart was not as calm as she appeared, she pressed the card on the table, put the coffee cup on it, and looked at Chen Lisheng with a helpless face.

"If you just want me to give up, call Tang Jin, I just ask what I want to ask, get the answer, and I will tell her my decision."

"you sure?"

Su Nianyao stretched out her hand, this was already a speechless answer.

Chen Lisheng handed her the phone.Su Nianyao took it and touched her fingertips, the coldness was not like ordinary people.Chen Lisheng felt a little strange, but Su Nianyao didn't notice his gaze.She opened the address book and dialed out the phone directly.

Tang Jin's voice came from the other end of the phone, and Su Nianyao felt that the surrounding temperature kept dropping.She forgot how long she hadn't contacted Tang Jin. From the moment Tang Jin changed her mobile phone number, they were strangers.

"I'm Su Nianyao."

Tang Jin's chattering mouth closed immediately, and then he said nervously and anxiously, "Xiao, Xiaoyao..."

"Tang Jin, I want to ask you three things, and I want to hear what's on your mind."

"First thing, are you already with Chen Lisheng?"

"...I...yes...we are together."

"The second thing, are all the decisions you make now are you determined to do?"

"Yes."

"The third thing," Su Nianyao lowered her voice, "Tang Jin, do you like me?"

Chen Lisheng didn't know how the other party said this matter lightly, he looked at Su Nianyao's face, saw her lips trembling slightly, her eyelashes were like a butterfly with broken wings.For a moment, she seemed to understand her situation—she was the same as him, but in the most beautiful youth, she met someone worth cherishing.

"I don't like it, I don't like you." Tang Jin still said the word Ke, which was a frankness to Su Nianyao and an explanation to herself.

No matter what kind of purpose or method you used to accept each other, you can no longer torture each other with your favorite names in the future.

"I won't pester you anymore." Tang Jin heard Su Nianyao say to herself, as indifferent as ever, and the warmth no longer remained cold.

After hanging up the phone, Su Nianyao pulled out the pen, and she pushed the phone to Chen Lisheng, "I will accept the money, I paid the money just now."

Seeing her pale face, Chen Lisheng walked up to her and supported her, "You seem to be sick, I'll take you back to the dormitory first."

"I don't think I need it," Su Nianyao smiled, holding the table to stand firm, "You are the winner, and I am a bystander who can't even participate in the game." She shook off his arm, saying every word extremely Clear, "Don't worry, I got the answer, so I won't be your hindrance."

"Can I trust you?" Chen Lisheng looked at her back and asked.

"Why not? Even if you love someone, shouldn't you retain your last dignity?"

This is the first time Chen Lisheng heard someone say "love".He is sure that his father loves his mother, but he seldom says "love" to her, because his actions have proved everything; he likes Tang Jin, but he knows that is not love, or his love for Tang Jin Habit has not yet reached the level of love.Love means acceptance, commitment and delivery. To some extent, love is a lonely frankness.But now, a person of his age told him that even if you love someone, you should maintain your most basic dignity.He had to admit that she was right.It's a slightly ridiculous thing to do, but it happens so naturally.Su Nianyao is a direct person, as long as she is willing, she can express it frankly no matter what the result is.You can't imagine what kind of processing a warm feeling needs to go through to stab into your heart straightforwardly and calmly.

After a long time, he finally understood what she said, loving someone is not difficult, the difficulty is that you are willing to give everything for her, and you are still you.