I meet a lot of people in my life, keep a distance from anyone in my life, but only want to meet you

I miss you so much at this moment; I wish you could let me go; I feel so lonely, maybe this minute is better than the last second; my cognition is getting higher and higher; Knowing how bad my body was and how serious the accumulation of toxins was, I was on the verge of death; but now I am getting better step by step and resurrected;

I suddenly feel so lonely, so lonely; I don't know how it happened, and I don't know how I have been sick for so many years; I don't know that I can stay here for so many years;

I miss you very much, I hope you can be by my side; walk with me forever; we have no harm, we can have a lot of love; as I said to you many years ago; let's raise a few chickens and ducks; Living in the countryside, there are no disputes, no calculations, no harm, only mutual love; how good it would be to live like that until death

Anyway, we don't live long, but I want you to be by my side forever; not only in this life, but also in the next life

All my sincere prayers to God have been answered.Tell it to let me be healthy, let me return to my original state, and be able to go to his side; all have been realized.I really thank God from my heart; if I am really your beloved child, please let my family members live a long and healthy life; and him, let him come to me quickly.I really miss him; I have made him suffer for this; I also feel sorry; please let him be healthy and happy forever, don't be sad and sad, and wish him all the best and all wishes come true.

Midnight always passes very quickly; from tomorrow onwards, I will insist on falling asleep before 11 o’clock instead of staying up late; I always feel too irresponsible to my body for such a liver injury. Today I am doing massage in the hospital department , Discussing Chinese medicine with Dr. Nao; It is said that CT examinations are done every now and then, in fact, it is all for making money; physical problems are related to Qi and blood in Chinese medicine, I joked that I did not study medicine, it is a waste I'm a talent; I've become an expert myself

Then when I talked about my illness, I said that I was healed, and every time I saw me, my condition was better than the last time; I thought about how I escaped from the god of death at the beginning, and thanked it for not taking me away, thanked YZ, thanked me five Brother, thanks to the people who helped me

I miss you so much, YZ.

It hurts to think about it, though I've been sick, sick, sick

I miss saying to the computer on the screen: good night, I love you.

I hope I will be faster, and then I will be more beautiful, and then when you come, you must come quickly, okay?