I meet a lot of people in my life, keep a distance from anyone in my life, but only want to meet you

I am improving every day, maybe I am recovering and I am a little tired; sometimes I am tired, although my memory is much better than before, but I still forget; I went to the gym and put the bath tub there until I only remembered it the day after tomorrow; when I went again, I saw that my big red bath tub was clearly placed there, but all the valuables in it were gone

In the afternoon, my elder brother called and asked me where I was; since I stopped going to the company, my body recovered faster; the pressure was not as great as before; I was asked to go to the company in the afternoon to pay my salary; I still have to go to the company twice a month; handle the company's tax-related work;

The company has a big customer today; I hurried home after I paid my salary.I especially like my red fleece, it makes me feel refreshed and radiant when I wear it, unlike other clothes that make me look sick; but my elder brother insists that my dress is not good-looking and the makeup is too strong?Tell me that light makeup is better; maybe it’s too coquettish, it’s too seductive; it scares the old man

Maybe it’s because I treat this disease myself, and I don’t go to the hospital where I feel uncomfortable; I can do it myself, don’t let others diagnose and treat me at all, I guess I’ve eaten too much spicy pepper recently, and my throat hurts when I swallow saliva , I hurriedly stopped the newly bought Laoganma Dougu and threw it aside; I just remembered that I had eaten this before and it tasted good, so I bought it to try it; I just realized that I used to be unable to eat chili

But I prefer these wind chili chicken feet, or something. Thinking about the picture of chopped pepper fish head, I really miss it.

Thinking about it, it's all about sighing

Recently, I sent him a message, but it was useless; although I didn’t need to be locked in a small black room, it made me die; I don’t want to send any more messages, anyway, my head is not clear; it’s just a slow process; anyway, time The more I pass the better, the depression will disappear as time goes by; the increasingly uncomfortable feeling in my neck will be relieved as time goes by

Of course, he accompanied me to treat it effectively; and my medicine skills are also very powerful;

I don’t want to send messages, so I decided; because it’s useless; he won’t respond to me; I might as well send it again in a few days; as long as I don’t find it, it’s fine; otherwise, I will immediately feel ashamed

Anyway, he didn’t want me to talk, I guess, otherwise, I could have typed at him for a whole day without eating or drinking; maybe this is a serious consequence of autism; it’s just that I was unlucky to suffer from depression later

Now I know how painful that painful time must be; I went to the hospital alone, had surgery, and was stitched several times; what a person is, what is it, he accompanied me here

But he knows that although I am in pain, I also clearly know that I am going to die, but I can't get involved in his past, and I will definitely not see him.I finally remembered, I said to him; saved, that period of time.Tell him that my positive energy completely overwhelms the negative energy today, and I have started to accumulate positive energy since then; it turns out that if you are there, I can persevere

"As long as you are here, I can persevere; it is the reason why I have to go to you no matter where the world goes" Those doubts that I couldn't understand myself finally understood; I forgot that there was a relationship between me and you The mountains and rivers; it is the torture that no one can accompany me;

I don't understand why I always look for you and can't take a step away from you