I meet a lot of people in my life, keep a distance from anyone in my life, but only want to meet you

I'm in a bad mood. It's terrible.It was because I was too sick in the past, and I was always locked up and rejected constantly, so I could only be blocked; now that I am better, if I don’t let me go out, I am really sad, and those who are sad will die of sadness

I hope he can stay by my side, I think he has been here before; did I hurt him?

I finally got better, you can imagine how sick I am

But I once used my sliver of sobriety to not want to hurt him, and now I really hope that he will come to me; laugh with me, make trouble with me, play with me, and go to the ends of the world with me

Now I feel so angry with myself, so angry; I really don’t know why this happens; why amnesia, why I get sick, why I have to die or live; why can’t I go smoothly

It's really painful, life is actually for suffering, right; otherwise, how could I experience so much;

YZ, where are you; do you know that I miss you very much; do you know that I need you urgently; do you know that I am really sad that you locked me up

are already sad

Bidirectional affective disorder, I really overcome it bit by bit; I know I can’t do without you, I know I miss you; I know I really miss you

Come and see me, can't you?can't you?

Really tired!

Recovery is just around the corner, just around the corner; I'm getting well, YZ.I'm dead without you; I miss you so I'll die if I'm one step away from you

You've been so kind to me; saved me from fire and water; walked me through the hard road to recovery

Then I remembered: ZM, she is sick.

YZ, I'm sick.

I miss you so much, please come and see me, okay?

come and see how i am

I'm getting better, I'm really getting better, and I'll live up to your company all the way