I meet a lot of people in my life, keep a distance from anyone in my life, but only want to meet you

I take my last supplement, (Penta-Glycine) knowing that tomorrow I will improve again, and tomorrow will be better than today.I have told you [-] times: Why can’t I just do it all at once, it’s really too slow.I always ask you if I have improved again after waking up occasionally, and you say yes, take your time..., I am occasionally irritable and can't help but lose my temper, at least I am not the same as before at least now Can not leave you.But every time I make a small progress, I want to tell you: For example, now I finally know what Alipay is, I have logged in, but the mobile phone number has been completely lost because of my amnesia... It turns out that I have always known the past, the past I have been using it all the time....And when I first met you, I just learned how to send red envelopes, and then I sent you a big red envelope...