I meet a lot of people in my life, keep a distance from anyone in my life, but only want to meet you

I remember amnesia and I can't remember that time, I started to get bored listening to people talking, and I always lost things, so that I lost my mobile phone one after another, and later I couldn't find my home and couldn't see clearly The sky, I don't remember what happened in the last second at this second, I know that I have lost countless things, so that I almost lost myself...I'm not scared, I'm just discouraged, discouraged, because I always feel like how can it be like this, and then I meet people and I ask 'them, are they like this too?

I don't remember how calling for help 'asked for help' helped a lot of people in those years.Tell you they'll only hurt me, and I'll run away.If I can't find the direction, I will ask others, and I will ask other people for the things I lost,... It's like I know more and more that the things I know slowly are all things I used to be good at... I I used to have many hobbies and hobbies, and I also liked studying and taking exams' I liked flowers, and I never forgot my relatives during that period of amnesia' and Lao Wu' Instead, I stayed in all the happy times when I was young and Lao Wu.At least for now, I still want to get well soon, and suddenly I want to make a lot of money and spend it on my brother...