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"I'm sorry, Zhanfei," I lowered my head and walked quickly with Tianci silently, until I could no longer see the shadow of the group of people, then I heard Tianci say to myself in a hurry: "I don't know You don't like this kind of occasion, in fact, I don't like it either, but it's hard to turn down the kindness."

"It's okay, you don't need to apologize, just don't talk, let me be alone for a while." As if I had exhausted my last bit of strength, I finally lost my smiling face and ran forward wearily.

My heart is chaotic, my heart hurts, and my head hurts even more.

I don't know how to face Tianci.

Intellectually, I know that all of this is not due to Tianci, not only can I not blame Tianci, but I was able to walk off the dining table with my whole body intact, all thanks to Tianci's protection, otherwise I would be even more unable to step down.

But emotionally, I just feel that my embarrassment is all God-sent.

The dark heart desperately wanted to find a scapegoat, telling myself that this matter was not my fault, it was all someone else's fault.

Just like my mother, no matter what happens, the first sentence is, this is not my fault, it's all XXX's fault.

The blame for the fall was that he wore the shoes away.

If I can't catch the car, I blame myself for not getting up earlier.

If you get sick, you have to bring the virus back by yourself...

Yes, everything today is not my fault.

It's all other people's fault.

I am right.

I ran forward frantically.

I'm not wrong, but why do I have to go through this.

I don't understand.

"Zhanfei, stop."

Even after hearing Gu Tianci's shout, I continued to run until I was too tired to run and was overtaken by Tianci.

"If there's anything you can't say, don't hold your heart by yourself."

Suddenly a warm hand held her.

very warm.

Caring and soft.

But still can't appease my irritable heart.

"What are you doing, don't bother me,"

I tried to get rid of Tianci, "I'm fine by myself, let me be quiet."

Yes, it's nice to be alone.

I finally discovered that in essence, I still like a person.

From elementary school, to junior high school, and then to high school, didn't you struggle all by yourself?

When I went out to play in elementary school, I was alone every time, because if I had to be divided into groups, I would be with the fat guy who was the last one, and no one wanted me. The teacher had to ask me to stand in front of my classmates and ask the whole class [Is there anyone? Take Zhanfei classmate], in the end, the teacher had to force me to send myself to a group.

When I was in junior high school, I learned well by myself, but when I was bullied by bad students, there was still no one to help me.

That person forced himself to write a composition before the exam. Time was limited, and I couldn’t finish it, so I was cornered by a person. Even though so many classmates passed by, no one came to help him, and no one even called the teacher for him. .

And high school, that painful high school, I struggled alone, I escaped the cunning betrayal, escaped the insidious framing, and finally became No.1 by my own struggle, and was admitted to Renren Envy City University.

So, it's fine to be alone.

Please leave me alone.

I want to be quiet.

"No, it's not good to be alone."

Just when I felt fortunately that such a bad-tempered roar would definitely drive away Tianci, and Tianci would definitely abandon me, I didn't expect God to slap me in the face again.

Not only did Tianci not let go of me, but he pulled me closer and said seriously, "No, it's not good to be alone. It's called stabbing. Stabbing yourself and stabbing others. I used to be alone for a long time. Time, I understand that feeling, so I don't want my friends to suffer from me."

What did he say?

I stopped struggling and looked blankly at Tianci's anxious face.

Is he caring about me?

I thought in surprise.

He said a person is not good.

He said he was like me.

He said I was his friend.

I widened my eyes in surprise, looking at Tianci's excited eyes that seemed to be about to cry.

really weird.

The man actually cried for himself.

Hehe, what a weirdo.

Seeing the other person's appearance, I feel unspeakably uncomfortable in my heart. Since I was a child, I have been like this. The bridge, the way back.

But Tianci didn't. Not only was Tianci not pissed off by my angry roar, but he comforted himself and told me not to be angry, he understood himself.

"I'm sorry," I lowered my head sadly, and said with annoyed expression, "I'm sorry, I know I don't blame you at all today, I just can't accept all this for a while, I was admitted here as our No.1, As a result, when I got in touch with you today, I felt like I was nothing, like a fool."

I didn't expect that I really said it like that, I was scared by myself, I really just said what I thought in my heart.

Silly.

But I don't know why, when I saw Tianci's clear and clean eyes, and saw the other party's anxious look for me, I felt that if I was looking for a reason to deceive the other party, it would not only be a betrayal of Tianci, but also an insult to myself.

God-given clean eyes gave me a feeling of being watched by a god, as if I was speaking under the watchful eye of God.

And I actually think that Godsend can be trusted.

This person is worth entrusting.

I poured out all my pain in one go, as if I was confessing my sins in front of the pastor.

And miraculously, after saying these things, my heart felt a sense of joy, as if the shackles I was carrying were released, and the depression in my heart was released.

"It's okay, just tell me what's going on."

Tianci really comforted me like a holy father, calming my restless heart gradually. His soft words were like the whispers of an angel, comforting my wounded heart and healing my spiritual wounds.

"It's okay, I have practiced such amazing skills through many battles. I used to be more unbearable than you in this situation, but society is like this. With our current ability, we can't change the society. We can only adapt ourselves to him. Wait until When we have the ability, we will change him and let him become what he wants according to his own ideas."

Tianci's words surprised me a lot. Tianci not only told me that he understood me, but also used his own experience to tell me how to face it.

Is this man an angel sent by God?

"Are you trying your best?" I asked curiously.

"I prefer to call this to recharge your batteries and become a blockbuster. Commonly known as face-slapping."

"Haha."

Looking at Tianci's naughty face, I smiled.

I really laughed, the first time I recovered from the pain so quickly, and the first time I laughed under the persuasion of others.

Sure enough, it feels good to have someone to help you.

"Godsend, I found that you are really powerful. You have a power that can make people who see you believe what you say."

I am happy to arrive.

At this moment, for the first time, I felt that God had finally opened his eyes, finally received my request, and began to take care of him.

Or how to arrange the gift of God to myself.

Let yourself no longer go out of the basin alone, out of the trough.

"That's because what I said is right," I boasted to Tianci with a smile on his face, "Let's go, let's take the bus, let me see where the bus stop is?"

I said you are fat and you are still panting. I think I really benefited a lot today and learned a lot.These common senses of daily communication seem to have opened a whole new door for myself, allowing me to learn from scratch like a primary school student.

Fortunately, this time I have a good teacher from God.

"You live here and you don't even know where the bus station is?" I teased, wiping away the tears that were about to fall.

"Can you tell where all the bus stops in your hometown are? Besides, don't you have a mobile phone now?" Tianci lowered his head and operated on the mobile phone, not caring about his complaints.

"It is said that people who have mobile phones become lazy, it seems that everyone is!" I shrugged and said happily.

I'm in a good mood, and sure enough, people like to joke.

"That is, how would human beings progress? Don't you feel that the progress history of human civilization is actually the history of human beings trying to be lazy!"

"Haha," I was really speechless to this person, godsend, godsend, what do you want me to say, "you are full of fallacies."

What to do, I found myself really liking Tianci more and more.

How to do?

If I have no bottom line to please him.

How to do?

"What's up bro, are you alright?"

The afternoon sun shone on Tianci's raised head, and the sun shone through his hair into his eyes, making me feel like an angel in front of me for a moment.

Brother, he calls me brother.

I thought in surprise.

So kind.

He treats me like a brother.

I smiled happily.

That being the case, from today onwards, we are brothers.

"Thank you, Godsend, I'm fine."

Thank you for helping me build my confidence.

Thank you for taking me out of the abyss.

Thank you for giving me endless strength.

Thank you for giving me hope for tomorrow.

Back to normal, at this moment I decided to trust God once more, I want to be good friends with Gu Tianci wholeheartedly, not afraid of betrayal, not afraid of hurt.

Looking at Tianci, I found that Tianci's whole body seemed to be glowing with white light, forming a resonance field with the hot sun.

A warm, friendly, and sinking scene, let me indulge in it, unable to extricate myself.

Maybe, Tianci is really my guardian angel.

I pulled Tianci happily, and I smiled and said, "But just now I saw that the 521 bus seems to be coming, should we hurry up?"

Tianci turned his head and saw a 521 bus coming from a distance, and immediately jumped up and ran.

"It really is!"

Tianci ran wildly: "Then what are you waiting for, run, brother~~!"