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101

Before coming to City University, the only thing I thought about was not to be looked down upon by others.

Although I have been born in difficulties since I was a child, when I go to a new place, I have to start from scratch, so as not to let people see that my family's conditions are not good.

Especially don't be surprised by everything you see like Grandma Liu entering the city.

But I have to be surprised, although there are similar KTVs in my hometown, even though the names are the same, but when I saw the destination in the car window, I couldn't help but grow my mouth.

If the one in my hometown is normal, then the KTV in front of me is plus.

"Don't worry, Zhanfei, this KTV is run by an expert, you can just treat it as your own, that's what I think."

"Hehe." Hearing what Ding Fan said, I was even more speechless.

So you can be your own home, okay?

Powerless to complain, I just feel that I really have too little knowledge.

Before the third year of high school, I studied desperately and declined all entertainment. I thought that studying was the most important thing, and nothing else was useless. I didn't expect that on the first day here, I made myself feel ashamed.

In terms of communication, I am indeed too far behind.

The man whom Ding Fan called Daliao opened the door naturally, leading them into this low-key and luxurious palace.

"Come to Zhanfei, this way please."

After Ding Fan finished speaking, he swiped his card and drove the elevator before he could react.

I didn't want others to see my surprise, so I held back my excitement and followed Tianci closely.

Brother Tieta didn't come up, but stayed downstairs, as if he was still waiting for someone.

And Xiao Hei Shou Ding Fan dragged us into Box 520 as if he was in his own home.

My dumbfounded appearance made Tianci look sympathetic, "You're shocked," he said, pulling me to sit down, "I was also shocked when I came here for the first time."

"Really?" I couldn't believe Tianci would say that.

Is what Godsend said true?

Or did Tianci say that on purpose to reassure himself.

"That's right, Tianci couldn't find a place when he came here for the first time, so I brought him here!" Xiao Hei leaned down and sat next to Tianci, chatting enthusiastically.

"Yeah, thanks to you, otherwise I wouldn't even be able to go up to the fifth floor."

Suddenly I felt someone pat on my leg, and it turned out that Godsend was comforting me.

I am very happy.

It appears to be true.

So I was finally elated.

Tianci is really a good person.

Once again I feel emotional throughout the day.

This further strengthened my idea of ​​being friends with Tianci.

I want to integrate into this circle, and I can't make it difficult for Godsend.

"I always thought that the differences between cities should be very small now, but I didn't expect," but before I could finish speaking, another person came in.

I looked back and thought it was Brother Iron Tower who came back, but I didn't expect that it was two ladies who came in.

Tianci's hand on the leg was tightly clenched, I looked at Tianci curiously, only to see that Tianci was stunned when he saw the person coming.

Did Godsend know them?

Could it be that Tianci has a bad relationship with them?

Why did Tianci, who saw the two ladies who came in, not smile as usual, but rather embarrassed?

What's even more strange is that it was not only Tianci who was stunned, but even a lady who came in who was talking and laughing was shocked for a moment, but she quickly nodded to the three of them, shyly saying nothing , but the girl next to her generously pulled her friend who was still dazed to sit opposite them next to the main seat.

The atmosphere was a little awkward for a while, but it was only awkward for a second, because the next sentence from that person completely subverted my outlook on life and values.

"Oh, Fan Xiaoshou," the generous girl said proudly, "Where's your little Gong?"

"By your size, you bunch of unscrupulous rotten girls, everyone looks gay." Ding Fan responded angrily.

"Oh, I want to tell you, little Gong, that you have become dirty again. If you treat your sister like this, aren't you afraid that I will snatch your boyfriend away?"

"Depending on you, whoever has bad eyesight can fall in love with you. The place that should be big is not big, and the place that should be small is not small."

……

……

I think I should have learned Chinese, but who can tell them what the two siblings are talking about, why I understand every word, but he can't understand it together?

"thin??"

"Little worker???"

"Women?????"

What is this all about?

But watching the two brothers and sisters sarcastically sarcasm each other until the end, I finally understood a word, gay.

Could it be that this little black skinny guy is gay?

I looked at Tianci in surprise, but Tianci shrugged his shoulders and smiled helplessly.

"Oh, I made you laugh, my little brother just makes me worry about it," said the younger brother whose older sister didn't care about the fried hair, got up and introduced to us, "You haven't seen me yet, my name is Ding Ling, not the Ling of the female writer, but Ling in the early morning, which symbolizes the best time of the day."

"If my dad agrees, you can change it. Do you think you belong to the police station?"

I'm no longer surprised by Ding Fan's reaction. Looking at these two people, within 5 minutes of entering the house, these two people have exchanged fire countless times. It's simply, my wife——

"Hi sister, I'm Zhanfei, nice to meet you."

In order not to let the siblings expose each other again, I stood up and shook hands with each other.

This is a habit of mine. No matter who it is, I have to bow my head and say hello to the other person first. This time, although I was preempted by the other party, fortunately, I reacted before Tianci, so I won't be too embarrassing.

And Tianci didn't get up to say hello after I said hello.

The opponent was obviously more familiar with Tianci, so the two-person battle was changed to a three-person melee.

"Ah, hello sister Ling, I'm Gu Tianci, Ding Fan's best friend."

"You are a godsend. Ding Fan always talks about you at home, and has never had a chance to see you. Now I finally see a real person. You are indeed cuter than my Fanfan."

"Every account in your family is cute."

"Godsend, how did you put up with my cheap little brother? Back then, my mother spent 200 yuan to keep him. I really regret it. Even a virtuous and virtuous beauty like me can't stand him. You don't know How dirty he was when he was a child..."

"Stop, don't slander my tall image anymore, if you say it again, I'll post your measurements on the school forum!"

Watching the two slander each other so viciously, I feel that my bottom line and bottom line have been ruthlessly pierced. Those words that make my face blush when I hear them, and those derogatory words like swearing, how could they appear in such an intimate relationship? Room for two.

I do not understand.

Could it be that their relationship is so bad that they beat and cursed in front of outsiders without regard for face.

How could they say such vicious words in such a natural tone.

why?

Why on earth is this happening.

I feel very bad, since we are all siblings, we should save some face in front of outsiders.

So I, who was not deeply involved in the world, immediately started to be stupid, and started to persuade them enthusiastically.

"I think you two should calm down, there's no need for siblings to be so quarrelsome." I whispered.

Thinking about it now, I was so pure and cute at that time.

The result is obvious, but the scene is not what I imagined.

The two siblings did have a truce at the same time, but they looked at me as if they were looking at aliens, their eyes were full of surprise and curiosity, as if they were a rare species, which made me uncomfortable, thinking that I had said something wrong.

"Hahahaha," the siblings burst out laughing.

"I said, Fanfan, where did you find such a friend? He is so cute that I can't help but want to bully him."

Immediately, I realized that I had made a serious mistake, so I blushed like a monkey's ass. If I still don't know that I said something wrong, then I should really find a hole to get into.

I was self-defeating.

I was kind enough to do the wrong thing.

I played tricks in front of Lu Ban's family, and naively used my superficial thoughts to understand each other. I didn't expect that it would backfire, and I would become a laughing stock instead.

How to do?

The confidence that had just been built up collapsed in an instant.

It seems that I am still too naive.

This circle is not so easy to integrate into.

I don't understand anything, and being so abrupt seems to want to blend in with the other party, being ridiculed is simply the lowest price.

Only then did I notice that the girl who was stunned as soon as she entered the door was much smarter than myself, and until now she just smiled without saying a word.

This is the real master, I think.

If you don't understand, don't speak easily.

otherwise.

Isn't he a good example?

Such an end.

Deserve it.

But things have to be resolved, I struggled to show a blunt smile, as if I was not hurt by the laughter of the two siblings, I lowered my head in a daze to admit my mistake, and looked at Tianci as if asking for help.

Please, help me.

That message was conveyed in my helpless eyes.

As long as you help me get through this difficult time, I will definitely not cause trouble again in the future.

I almost humbly begged for a gift from God.

Things have come to this, and my self-esteem has long been trampled. At this time, I just want to be safe.

"They are just joking," Tianci did not disappoint my expectations, and explained to me: "Only the closest people can make fun of each other's weaknesses, and you don't have to worry about the other party's resentment against you. This method is called killing familiarity, because they Both are close enough to lick each other's wounds."

It turned out to be the case.

I kept saying sorry, which made Ding Ling more interested in me.

"I said, little brother Zhan, do you have a boyfriend, or do you want my sister to find a good Xiaogong to [pain] you well?"

"Go, go, go, don't make it look like a man is crooked, don't scare people."

"What are you afraid of, haven't you heard that every man is actually bisexual, and everything is possible before finding a partner. Luo Yu, our goal is-"

[There are no straight men. 】

Hahahaha!

As they laughed a few times, I sat down amidst the laughter.

Then there was silence.

Next, Brother Tieta brought in a boy who barely spoke to me other than nodding his head, and I was even less in the mood to listen to their chat. The words are just a mechanical smile, and I can no longer let myself blend in.

Yes.

I suddenly realized.

This place does not belong to me.

I am just a frog, the frog who just escaped from the bottom of the well, not the frog prince.

What gave me the confidence to integrate into the Tianci circle?

Maybe it's because I saw that Tianci is so beautiful and kind, so I thought about it unreasonably.

I feel that such a good person from Tianci should be in the same circle, but I don’t know that the same rice raises hundreds of families, Tianci just accommodates himself, and once it comes to his own occasion, he will transform into another person, a person who is much stronger than him.

How could I think that the two smell like each other.

It's a joke, right?

At this moment, I even resent Godsend a little bit.

Why give yourself hope, give yourself an illusion that you can be with him.

Why not tell yourself from the beginning that we are not the same way.

But seeing Tianci's comforting hand still on my lap, my excited heart gradually calmed down.

I know I'm just venting my anger.

All this is not a gift from God.

It's all the fault of my recklessness.

All this is my own punishment for my rashness.

So far, Godsend has been helping me.

But my heart is still very confused.

Do not know what to do.

The host of the dinner finally came with a few people, which made me even more disheartened.

It turned out that Tianci's circle was so powerful that the person who came was the president of the student union who had just spoken at the opening ceremony.

Now I feel even more redundant.

Yes.

I don't belong here.

I can be here today entirely because of God-sent's face.

Seeing that the chairman's first toast was Gu Tianci, I felt even colder in my heart.

Seeing them joking and telling jokes in a friendly manner, I felt my face hurt from laughing.

It was the first time I discovered that laughing can also make my face hurt from laughing.

So I dressed myself up like an invisible person, like a display board for laughing, like a ghost that doesn't exist.

No one cares about me, no one talks to me, although I sit on the seat, but my seat is like a forgotten corner, everyone tacitly vacates this seat, only Godsend, I will give him some food from time to time.

And that's all.

The meal was unpalatable, and even though it was a good meal, I knew it was just my last visit.

People must be self-aware.

I don't belong here.

May never, never be able to adapt here.

Seeing that they were going to play after dinner, I hurriedly kicked Tianci to signal that I wanted to leave.

And Tianci seemed to have just discovered his existence, and rejected the other party's kindness with an apologetic face, and kindly blocked the reason for leaving on himself, without letting others find out that he was actually leaving.

it is finally over.

Walking out of the gate, I thought to myself, I will never come to this sad KTV again.