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The door was opened again, and someone came to him.

Yang Anning sat curled up in the corner of the cell, buried his head deeply in his knees, even if someone stood in front of him, he didn't look up.

The man stood for a long time before speaking, and he said, "I'll let you go."

Yang Anning looked up, the person in front of him had the same face as Aning, but he was Ling Ran, the leader of the Demon Cult.

The man said: "Get out! Don't let me see you again! If you can walk out of the [-] mountains, you will be considered dead; if you die in the mountains, don't blame me for not giving you a chance to live."

36.

Yang Anning doesn't know how to get out of the Hundred Thousand Mountains, he doesn't know martial arts, not to mention his body has been tortured in the dungeon of the Devil's Cult.Maybe Ling Ran wanted him to die in the mountains, there are wild animals in the mountains, and there would be no bones left when he died here.

But after all, there is hope.

Yang Anning stumbled towards the outside of the mountain. He didn't know the direction. During the day, he followed the sun, and at night, he climbed a tree or hid in a cave.He couldn't find the way when he came, let alone those rest huts.Thinking about it, how could Master Ling let him find it?

Yang Anning had no luggage or dry food, so he could only find some nuts to eat.

Fortunately, Aning has never left her.

On the fourth day in the mountains, Yang Anning found a river.He was a little excited. Where there is a river, there are people. If you walk along the river, you will always find people.

On the sixth day, Yang Anning left the river bank to look for food, and met wolves on the way back.

This is a lone wolf, perhaps expelled by wolves, this wolf looks a bit embarrassed, its eyes are red with hunger.

Yang Anning dropped the fruit in his hand and ran away, the wolf was chasing after him.

Even when Yang Anning was in the best physical condition, he couldn't beat a wolf, let alone now.He had no weapon, and when he avoided the wolf's bite, his clothes were torn to shreds, and his arms and back were scratched by the wolf's claws, causing deep scars, and blood flowed everywhere.

Yang Anning confronted the wolf panting, almost desperate.

Perhaps the Hundred Thousand Mountains is his catastrophe, and it is impossible for him to get out alive after entering here. It is a fluke not to die once, it is a fate to not die the second time, and I am afraid that no one can save him the third time.

When the wolf pounced on him again, Yang Anning closed his eyes. Behind him was a hillside with strange rocks, and below the hillside was a rushing river.Following the wolf's bite, Yang Anning fell backwards, rolled down the hillside and fell into the river.

His legs were broken by stones as he rolled down the hill, and he clung to a log when he fell into the river, and he was no longer unconscious.

Perhaps because of his life, Yang Anning was rescued by Orion who lived by the mountain.

After waking up, Yang Anning realized that he was about to walk out of the [-] mountains. If he hadn't met that wolf, maybe he would have met him after another day of walking.And now it is April, and it has only been two months since he and Aning entered Shiwan Dashan.

It's only been two months, things have changed.

Yang Anning's body collapsed completely, and he couldn't even get out of bed for the next eight or nine months.

It was not until a year and a half later that Yang Anning was able to set off to return to Zheliu Villa.

37.

Yang Anning supported her forehead with both hands, she was so tired that she could hardly lift her head.

Talking about this unbearable past almost exhausted all his strength.

Zhang Qian took out the medicine pot, handed him a pill, and said, "An Ning, this is a pill for calming the nerves, you need to rest now."

Yang Anning took the pill, lay down on the table, and fell into a deep sleep.

Ling Ran opened the door and walked in, and carried Yang Anning to the bed.His face was blue, and his arms holding Yang Anning trembled slightly.When Yang Anning told those past events, he was outside the door, and he heard everything clearly.

Zhang Qian shook his head and said, "Ling Ran, the children are not as bad as you, you have gone too far."

Ling Ran smiled wryly: "I regretted it a long time ago."

38.

Ling Ran regretted it long ago.

Maybe it was when I saw the blood and torn clothes on the ground by the river, maybe it was after I said those harsh words in the dungeon, maybe it was the moment when I watched Yang Anning's blood flow out, or earlier, in the After taking Yang Anning into the Hundred Thousand Mountains, he regretted it.

But he didn't know it then.

His eyes were blinded by hatred, and his mind was lost by paranoia.

Now that things have happened, Ling Ran can no longer recall his original thoughts, why must he take revenge on Yang Anning?Why is it that you are clearly in love, but you refuse to admit it?Why do you think it's the pleasure after revenge even though you can't control your heartache?All these, Ling Ran himself did not know the answer.

Maybe it can be said that when I was young, but being young is not a reason for harm.Especially when hurting the person you love the most.

Now, what Ling Ran can clearly recall is the hesitation he had when he brought Yang Anning back to the main altar the night after the passion; after seeing Yang Anning fainted with no blood in the main hall, he almost wanted to The impulse to stop the transfer of blood; it was the nonsense that he said in the dungeon of the Holy Church because he refused to admit that he loved him; responsibility.

After the blood transfer was completed, the new holy son Xiao Jiang said to him: "Treat Yang Anning well, otherwise you will regret it."

But he didn't listen, he even said to Xiao Jiang: "I can't wait for him to die now."

Xiao Jiang could only shake his head.

Even Xiao Jiang could see his feelings for Yang Anning, but he still refused to admit it.

Xiao Jiang said to him: "Yang Anning is in the dungeon and can't eat at all. He has lost so much blood, how can he have the strength to eat those dry meals?"

He said to Xiao Jiang: "Then reward him with a mouthful of porridge, I have been very kind to him."

When Xiao Jiang was holding the porridge and feeding it to Yang Anning, he was watching at the door of the dungeon. At that time, he thought, is this person already so weak?How did that happen?Isn't he able to tolerate and bear everything?He didn't see the end, he thought he would disdain to see Yang Anning's weak appearance, but he never thought that he couldn't bear to watch.

Xiao Jiang told him that Yang Anning wanted to see him.

He procrastinated again and again, not going to see him.He thought that he didn't want to see him, but he never thought that he was afraid to see him.

What he said in the dungeon was what Ling Ran regretted the most in his life.Looking at it now, perhaps those words completely destroyed Yang Anning.

It is hard to take back the water, and there is no chance to take back the words that are spoken.

Yang Anning abandoned him in the dungeon, he looked at Yang Anning's empty eyes, but he didn't know what he had lost.

When he left the dungeon, he almost fled.

He didn't dare to go to the dungeon again, and he didn't even dare to get close to it.

Until one day, Xiao Jiang said to him: "Yang Anning broke his job. I don't know what he wants to do, maybe he wants to cut his own wrist, just like you did to him. Ah Ning, he has reached his limit If you shut him up again, he will die. Let him go."

He immediately refused, he would not let Yang Anning leave, he wanted Yang Anning to be by his side forever, even death.

Xiao Jiang couldn't bear it with him: "Miao Shanshan's debts, he has already paid off. His people, his love, are all repaid to you. Ah Ning, what else do you want from him? Do you really want him?" Do you want to kill him? Do you want him to cut your neck before you give up?"

Thinking of Yang Anning cutting his throat bit by bit with the pieces of the broken bowl, Ling Ran shuddered.

He finally let Yang Anning go.Following the way he came, Yang Anning could walk out of the mountain smoothly.

But Yang Anning disappeared.He didn't go that way.

When hearing this news, Ling Ran almost lost his mind.Beasts ran rampant in the mountains, deviated from the road, and Yang Anning, who was covered in scars, how could it be possible to get out of the Hundred Thousand Mountains?

Yang Anning sent everyone in the main altar to search, but they only found the messy pieces of clothes and blood.

The clothes belonged to Yang Anning, and everyone who searched together could see that it was the sign of being bitten by wolves.

With so much blood, what about Yang Anning?Ling Ran refused to believe that he was dead, they didn't find his body, not even his bones.

Ling Ran asked people to continue searching, as long as the body was not found, he would not believe that the person was dead.

Xiao Jiang stopped him. Xiao Jiang said: "The wolves in the mountains have been hungry all winter. If they hunt for food, they won't even have bones left."

Ling Ran lifted his collar, his eyes were bloodshot, and he yelled at Xiao Jiang: "You are talking nonsense! He can't be eaten by wolves!"

Xiao Jiang broke away his hand and looked into his eyes with pity that could not be concealed in his tone.Xiao Jiang said: "Ah Ning, he is dead. No matter how much you deny it, he will never come back. Don't regret it, you can't regret it anymore."

Ling Ran didn't realize that tears had already covered his face.

Ling Ran sent someone to go to the north, but news came back that Yang Anning hadn't returned.Ling Ran thought, wait a little longer, he will go back after a while.But a year passed, and Yang Anning never went back.If he was still alive, he would not abandon Willow Villa, Ling Ran finally admitted that maybe, Yang Anning would never go back again.

Ling Ran buried everything about Yang Anning. He didn't look at it, listen to it, or remember it. He pretended that he had never met such a person. This person was so gentle and willing to tolerate his willfulness. People can shield him from wind and rain, there is no such person, and there will be no such person again.

Only in the dead of night, the penetrating regret and longing tormented him, making him unable to sleep peacefully.

During the day, he is the cold-blooded and ruthless leader of the Demon Cult; at night, he is just a beast who has lost his lover and can only lick his wounds alone.

It's too late.

39.

Ling Ran covered Yang Anning with a quilt.Even when she fell asleep, Yang Anning's brows were still tight.