i know i'm sick

something, but couldn't move it.The next time someone brings new food, what is taken away is the old food that has not been touched.Yang Anning thought he would starve to death, but the person who brought the food for the fourth time entered the cell.The man helped him up and fed him the rice bite by bite.What came into his mouth was warm white rice porridge, which slid down his throat and into his stomach without chewing hard.

The warm porridge gave him some strength, and Yang Anning said in a hoarse voice, "Thank you."

The man sighed, shook his head and left.

Later meals were brought by that person, and he would be fed at the beginning, and when he recovered a little and gained strength, he would just leave the meals at the door and wait for him to finish eating before leaving.Yang Anning tried to talk to him, but he never talked to him.

I don't know how long it took, maybe half a month, maybe a month, Yang Anning has recovered from the exhausted state.

When the man delivered food again, Yang Anning grabbed his sleeve, and Yang Anning said, "I want to see Ling Ran."

The man didn't break free, he looked at Yang Anning and said, "The leader won't see you."

Yang Anning stared at him, and repeated: "I want to see Ling Ran. Even if my mother failed you, what about me? Shouldn't he give me an explanation for what he did to me?"

The man didn't speak, pulled his sleeves from Yang Anning's hands, and walked out of the dungeon.

Later, the food was still delivered on time, but Yang Anning never saw that person again.Yang Anning waited and waited, but still couldn't wait for Ling Ran to come.

Don't you even want to give him an explanation?

There was a dead silence all around, and there was nothing but myself—no one else, no living thing, no light except a dim lamp on the wall.He didn't know what time it was, or whether it was day or night, and he couldn't even feel the passage of time.He can only rely on the person who delivers the food every day to calculate the time.

Yang Anning said to everyone delivering meals: "I want to see Ling Ran." But no one paid any attention to him.Yang Anning even had the illusion that he was already dead, in a lonely and small place that no one knew about, no one could see him, no one knew him, he was the only one in the whole world.

Yang Anning was terrified by his own thoughts, he was still alive, and he could still feel the blood flowing through his body, he couldn't let the claustrophobic environment drive him crazy, he still wanted to see Ling Ran.

Yang Anning began to recall the details of getting along with Ling Ran over and over again, and he tried to find evidence that Ling Ran lied to him, but everything in the past was so beautiful, and he couldn't find a trace of it.Those beautiful pasts now seem like a dream, which disappears when I wake up.

Aning, my Aning, my favorite Aning.

I want to see you.

Please, come and see me.

34.

When Ling Ran stood in front of him, Yang Anning thought she was still dreaming.

He didn't know how much time had passed, time was already immeasurable to him.

Ling Ran said, "You want to see me."

Yang Anning was stunned for a while before realizing that the person in front of him was real, the person he had always wanted to see.

Yang Anning sat up from the stone bed, and quickly adjusted his clothes, although his clothes were already full of dirt.

Yang Anning said, "Yes, I want to see you."

Ling Ran asked: "What do you see me doing?"

Yang Anning's lips parted slightly, she wanted to say something but didn't know what to say.Originally, there were many things I wanted to tell him, many doubts I wanted him to answer, and many complaints I wanted to appeal to him, but now, I can’t say anything.

In the end, Yang Anning still asked the question he wanted to ask the most: "You treat me... You say you like me, do you have any sincerity?"

Ling Ran laughed silently, that smile was full of sarcasm.Ling Ran said: "You still ask such a question now. Yang Anning, how naive are you?"

Yang Anning's bright eyes quickly dimmed, and he said, "I don't believe it."

Ling Ran said: "It's not difficult to act in front of you. Yang Anning, you look shrewd, but it's still too simple for me."

Yang Anning closed his eyes, the face he loved so much looked so dazzling.Yang Anning said: "I don't understand... If you just hate, why did you spend two years pestering me? What good does it do you?"

Ling Ran bent down, squinted his eyes at him, and said: "At the beginning, I planned to take you back as soon as I saw you, but after seeing you, I changed my mind. You are very interesting. Looking smart and capable, it is shameful to be emotionally simple. I want to try whether love can really make people desperate, even the safety of the entire tribe. I tried it, but unfortunately, for me, love But that's all. Maybe I should treat you better, after all, you played a very interesting game with me."

Yang Anning felt that his heart had almost stopped beating. Ling Ran's words caused him pain, but it was not as deep as he imagined.Maybe pain is also a habit. After a long time of pain, naturally I don't care about it.

Yang Anning said softly, "A very interesting... game?"

Ling Ran smiled maliciously and said, "What else? Do you think I really love you?"

Yang Anning took a deep breath and clasped his hands tightly. Only in this way can he slightly relieve his pain. He said: "I am not sorry for you. I have always treated you sincerely."

Ling Ran stood up, took a few steps away from him, and said, "You are so lowly, who can blame you?"

Yang Anning seemed to have heard something unbelievable, he looked at Ling Ran, and repeated: "Am I low?"

Ling Ran said: "You are as lowly as your mother. Your mother left her responsibilities and ran away for a man. But your mother is a woman, and it is natural to spread her legs under a man; and as a man, you You are so excited to be fucked by me, are you meaner than your mother?"

Yang Anning felt that the world was collapsing in front of him, those sweet and happy physical entanglements, unexpectedly only got comments like "humble".He stared at the person in front of him in surprise, who is this person?He is not Ah Ning, Ah Ning would not treat him like this...

Yang Anning murmured, "Ah Ning, don't treat me like this..."

Ling Ran interrupted him: "Don't call me Aning! You bastard, you don't deserve to call me Aning."

Yang Anning continued: "Am I mean?"

Ling Ran frowned, stretched out his hand as if to touch him, but withdrew his hand halfway.After a while, Ling Ran said: "You are low. You have never seen yourself under me. The hottest bitch in the brothel is not as good as you. Being fucked like this by a man, apart from being coquettish and cheap, there are also What words can describe you?"

Yang Anning stopped talking, heavy snow fell in his eyes, the heavy snow buried his emotions, and also buried his past with the person in front of him.He just fell in love with someone, why should he be treated like this?Could it be that he really loved the wrong person?Or is it wrong to give sincerely?

Yang Anning finally looked at the person in front of him, he wanted to remember him, remember this person, he is Ling Ran, the leader of the Demon Cult.

Yang Anning closed his eyes, lay back on the bed, and didn't move any more.

35.

Yang Anning didn't know when Ling Ran left.

He lay in bed for a long time in a daze, and sometimes even forgot to eat.Time has no meaning to him, day after day, he is just waiting to die in this cage.

Before Ling Ran came, he still had a glimmer of fantasy, but Ling Ran's arrival completely shattered his hope.

Can't leave, can't leave, all I have left is this dark and small cell.

Yang Anning sometimes thinks of Zheliu Mountain Villa, San'er and Brother Qiao don't know how to worry when he disappears after he leaves.San'er is still young, if he is gone, can he and Brother Qiao hold up the villa?If they die here, they will never know.Perhaps not knowing is a good thing, how can Zheliu Villa compete with the Demon Cult?

When thinking of Zheliu Villa, Yang Anning would cheer up, Zheliu Villa was his responsibility; but when thinking of Ling Ran, Yang Anning could only feel self-loathing.

He didn't want to admit that he loved the wrong person, that was a denial of himself.He has been denied by Ling Ran, he can't deny himself, otherwise he will go crazy.Yang Anning has no doubt that he might go crazy. Maybe today, maybe tomorrow, Yang Anning will become a complete lunatic when he wakes up. Yang Anning can't make himself so ugly, he doesn't want Ling Ran to see him again. His weakness and unbearable.

But time has no end, and there will be an unknown number of days after a day of darkness.

Finally, Yang Anning couldn't hold on any longer.

He broke the bowl, picked up the shards, and swiped at his wrist.

It's better to be dead than crazy.

On the wrist, the scar from last time is still obvious, if it is cut off this time, maybe the wound will never heal again.

However, someone around him stopped him.

Aning sat beside him, wearing a snow-white gown, like a ray of light in this dark cage.

Aning said: "Brother An Ning, don't do stupid things."

Yang Anning couldn't believe her eyes, the fragments in her hand fell to the ground.Trembling, Yang Anning touched Aning's cheek with his hands, and asked with a sob: "Ah Ning, is it really you?"

Aning nodded and said, "It's me, Brother An Ning, I will always be with you, don't do stupid things."

Yang Anning burst into tears.

Yang Anning knew that she might be crazy, but not crazy enough.

Aning is just a phantom imagined by himself. Maybe he still doesn't want to die, so he let Aning appear to save himself.How could that real person care about his life any more?

Whether it's true or not, Ah Ning is his only hope to survive.

I don't know how long it has passed, the dungeon