my roommate is my lover

After the physical examination, the notice from above came down, and I would report to the army in a month, so I decided to go home first.

Since we parted that night, Li Anni rarely came to see me, not even a phone call or text message. I was a little worried, whether he regretted agreeing to me, was trying to hinder me, or had given up on me completely.

Before going home this time, I still wanted to talk to him, so I sent a text message, but I didn't get a reply.

As soon as I got off the bus, among the crowds, I spotted him at a glance. He was standing at the door of the waiting room, wearing a white down jacket and a pair of smoke-colored ripped jeans. The whole handsome face.

I took my handbag and walked towards him.

"Why are you here?" I raised my face and asked, standing under the steps felt more like looking up at a god.

He showed a mouthful of white teeth, with a smile that was not a smile: "I am a person with a very proud personality, and I don't like to bow my head to others. Everything I like is mine, or I don't even take a look at it. Gravel, you really Do you decide to leave? Even if I don't want to talk to you anymore because of this matter. "

Hearing him say this, I didn't feel surprised at all, this is him, he has always been like this...

"I must go, even if I have nothing to do with you from now on."

"it is good."

"Goodbye, Li Anni." I tried to smile, walked a few steps, then turned around and waved to him, and walked towards the exit.

The cold wind is mixed with thin ice particles, which are smashed down from the sky. The dark sky is like a big mouth. This world is a monster, and it will come to influence the lives of others if it goes wrong. If I push everything to fate, then this There is nothing to hinder us this time, why can't we still be together?So don't blame fate, blame yourself for not having the courage and courage, blame yourself for wanting more and not wanting a lot.

When I got home, my mother had already cooked a large table of rice, including my favorite steam pot chicken. She has aged a lot in recent years, and deep wrinkles can be seen in her eyes, "Gravel, wash your hands quickly, and eat right away. "

"Mom, what you made is too rich, can the two of us finish it?"

"Oh, how often do you come back? Quickly try to see if my mother's craftsmanship has deteriorated." She said while setting up the dishes, "You must not eat well outside, and you have lost weight."

I scooped up a spoonful of chicken soup and drank it, and my stomach instantly warmed up a lot: "Mom, it's delicious."

"Eat more, take a shower and sleep after eating, how many days will you stay this time?"

"Stay for three days."

"Yeah, so little?"

"Mom, that..."

"how?"

"I have decided to join the army. When I go to my uncle, he will take care of me..." I was a little nervous: "In a few years, I plan to go to a military academy and stay in the army."

Mom wasn't too surprised, she just put down the chopsticks and added a spoonful of soup to the bowl for me: "Let's eat, we'll talk after we're done."

"Oh."

After the meal, my mother sat on the sofa, and I was opposite her. She said calmly, "Shali, you were a child who didn't like to express yourself when you were young. Maybe I was too impatient and sometimes ignored your thoughts. I have never expressed that I particularly like anything, except... that thing." I knew that my mother was referring to Li Anni, "I thought about it, you should go on your own in the future life, and my mother is old and can't keep up I am always with you, you are kind and upright, you know what to do and what not to do, since you want to be a soldier, then my mother will definitely support you."

She paused, and then said: "If you really like boys, your mother will support you."

"Mom..." I choked up a little: "Thank you."

"Thank you?" Mom leaned over and hugged me: "Silly boy, as long as you are well, Mom doesn't care about anything."

At twelve o'clock in the evening, I was already half asleep, but the phone suddenly turned on. I knew it was Li Anni by reflex, and when I picked it up, it was a text message: I am in the hotel opposite your house, 203, Come out and have something to say.

After thinking about it again and again, I put on my clothes and got up, quietly opened the door and went out. The night was deep, only the street lamps on both sides of the road were still doing their duty, the wind and snow had stopped, but it was still very cold.

The road was wet and there were few pedestrians. I knocked on the door of 203 according to Li Anni's text message, and the door opened with a creak. He probably just took a shower, and his hair was still dripping, slipping along the line of his profile face. In the bathrobe, he let me in, and the music in the room mobilized my memory.

It was "Georgia in the Rain."

The gentle and beautiful melody filled the whole room. This song appeared in my dreams so many times that I can't tell whether it is a dream or reality.

His chest leaned over, and it was so hot that I couldn't help shivering. His mouth was pressed against my ear, "What's wrong? Cold?" After speaking, he picked up the remote control and adjusted the temperature.

I swallowed, "Is there something wrong?"

He raised his eyebrows: "It's lonely at night, I want you to warm the bed." After speaking, he hugged me, wrapping his arms around me tightly.

I struggled hard: "Haven't we already made it clear? Why are you looking for me?" He put my ear in his mouth: "Then what are you doing out there?"

I was speechless.

The music is still going on, and the people behind are also starting to make progress.

It was a pious oath and vow I made when I was young, to be with the person behind me all the time, he is the knot in my life that cannot be untied, the calamity that cannot be undone, from the moment I made the vow, all Things are going round and round, and there is no escape but no escape.