my roommate is my lover

The clothes were forced to take off, and I felt his lips and fingers brushing my whole body, and then entered without warning but extremely cautiously. I felt so painful that my whole body was about to be knotted, but he was laughing and said in a heavy voice: " Does it hurt? Do you like it?"

I pulled out my hand and punched him hard, hitting the corner of his eye, a bruise appeared instantly, and I asked him back, "Does it hurt? Do you like it?"

"Haha..." He pressed me, and every rhythm seemed to kill me: "Sand, do you know what I like about you the most? It's when you obviously like it but you want to talk hard."

But the sky outside the window cleared up at this time. In the darkness, the moon showed an expression, with a hint of sadness. The light of the moon shone on him, rising and falling with his movements, like the rising tide of sea water. I looked up and looked out the window. The night sky was a little messy, filled with an unknown melancholy.

"Little darling." His voice pulled me back to my thoughts: "Look at me, are you so inattentive, do you want me to punish you?" As he spoke, he pressed his lips, and the tip of his tongue swept across my gums, depriving me of my oxygen.

"Grit." He said in my ear at the moment of release: "I have a million ways to make you stay, but I don't want to do that, because I don't like your expression when you are unhappy, I just want to know, is it Am I not enough for your love to make you consider staying? Am I not enough for you to stay? "

"Li Anni." My voice must have been hoarse: "I'm leaving because I love you."

"I don't understand? Why?" He pinched my chin and forced me to look directly at him: "You have to explain clearly to me."

"Because... because I am a man, I think there is something that can make you really admire me, and then you can't leave me because of it, so I must go, I want to become strong, strong enough to maintain my love."

But he gave a muffled laugh, rubbed his face over, and pressed his lips against his lips: "I wish I was strong, why don't you just stay by my side obediently?"

"Li Anni, I'll try it out, and if it doesn't work, I'll come back." I decided to relax a bit and discuss it with him.

"My dad was also a soldier, a special soldier, an undercover agent in the black market, and handled many big cases. When he joined the army, his family opposed him because he was the only son. If something happened to him, no one would inherit the family. But he still went, often living on the verge of life and death, with scars all over his body. Later, he retired and started a business, took over the family business, and it was in full swing. You really look like my father now. Do you think you are his son or me? It's his son, no wonder he likes to see you."

"I just know your character and your ability, so I dare not let you go. If you are also selected into the special forces, and you are injured or lose your life while performing missions, how should I save you?" He said. After finishing this passage quietly, his eyes dimmed a little bit, and his eyes were full of sadness.

This passage is full of weight, so I don't have to say another word.

I know that he is trying his best to make me give up this idea, first by threatening, then by pleading, but for me, this matter is already off the hook and cannot be pulled back.

Before I fell asleep, I told him, "Lee Annie, let's live the last month well and make these 30 days look like 30 years."

The next day I sneaked back before dawn, pretending to have a good night's sleep. My mother got up early to make breakfast, and I also got up early to take a shower. My mother was really surprised: "Why don't you stay in bed? It's a big change after studying in college. !!"

I finally cleaned up my body and went to eat breakfast in an awkward posture. My mother frowned and stared at me: "What's wrong? Are you feeling unwell?"

"Just now, I knocked my butt on the bathtub while taking a shower. It hurts so much."

"Hey, I thought you were constipated. It's simple. Apply some safflower oil later."

I am sweating, this is really not cured by safflower oil. My mother said while scooping porridge: "If you have constipation, you should cure it quickly. You young people do not exercise less, and sitting for a long time often leads to constipation. Don't be shy to say ah."

“…”

After dinner, my mother was going out to buy groceries again, and I stayed at home to catch up on sleep. At this time, the phone rang, and it was Li Danqing, who was panting over there: "You boy is too unprofessional, you are going to be a soldier Don’t you even say a word? Think I’m a brother or not!!”

"Uh..."

He immediately changed his tone: "Haha, I didn't expect that. I just decided to go to the army too. Tell your uncle to let him arrange us together."

"How do you know?" This kid is too well informed.

"Ah... Mengmeng told me..."

"She doesn't know yet, don't lie to me." I said.

"...Well, it's Li Anni. He asked me to persuade you. I won't be fooled by him. He just wants to control too much. I'm happy for you if you can escape his clutches as soon as possible. It’s good to get married and have children normally, but I also want to be a soldier, so let’s go together.”

"Uh... well, let me talk to my uncle, he should be able to help."

"Haha, thank you, buddy buys you a drink."

Li Danqing made up for the physical examination by his uncle, and all the items were perfect. With the advantage of height, he was also outstanding. It is said that on the day of the physical examination, his boss rushed to ask for him. It was a great face and cheap This kid is gone.

But this is all for later, now I still have to face Li Anni's frequent entanglement, his call came soon, and his lazy voice filled the entire phone speaker, "Let's go for a walk in the afternoon?"

"I want to accompany my mother." I said firmly.

He clicked his tongue: "I can never beat your mother, right?"

"I can't beat your mother." I regretted after saying this, and sure enough, the other party was silent for a long time. I listened to his long breathing, and I began to change my mind: "Okay, Then you can call me."

"En." He hangs up the phone quickly, but my chest is pounding. I know that the relationship between him and his mother has been tense, and it's mostly because of me.