my roommate is my lover

"So...do you want to try?" His question moved my heart, what a temptation, the boy in front of him is full of sincerity in every move.

"What if," I said, "what if I still like the old man? Would you mind?"

He rolled his eyes: "If you refused to admit it that day, I knew that you miss the old love."

"..."

"Little Sand, don't I have the charm to make you forget him?" His confidence is always full: "Give yourself all to me, I think I will fill your wound."

After get off work, he invited me to have dinner in a very gentlemanly manner, and booked a seat at the French restaurant CANDLEI. The room was full of candlelight and the atmosphere was just right.

"The white wine here is good, try it, what do you want to eat? Steak or pasta?" He gently offered a choice, and I replied, "Steak."

"Isn't it suitable for this occasion that I'm wearing this?" I tugged on the sweater on my body, and I was a little embarrassed to see that everyone around me was dressed in suits and leather shoes.

"It's okay, just enjoy it."

We chatted very happily that night. He told a lot of interesting stories when he was hosting. The stories were told vividly and his expressions were very good. When he made the request to go to his house, he, who was somewhat drunk by the atmosphere, agreed.

It was only when I got into his car that I slightly regretted it. His family lived in a celebrity residence one kilometer away. It was a single family and it was a small second floor.

"I, I'd better go back first." I whispered.

He leaned over and took off the seat belt for me: "It's all here, come down and have a look at my house."

Feeling his breath slowly covering the top of my head, a strange sense of discomfort welled up in my heart, I pushed him hard: "Qi Feng, I'd better go back first." After speaking, I opened the door and ran out, and he also chased after me. Grab my hand: "Sand, look at me, do you know how much I like you?"

I was a little drowsy, but the voice in my heart kept rejecting: "Don't do this."

The weight of his body came over, and I pushed him heavily, he took a step back and looked at me in surprise: "Gravel?"

"I'm sorry, I misunderstood you before, I don't think I can accept you." I looked into his eyes, and left after saying every word.

When I ran to the street, the chilly wind at night woke me up. There were no buses at this point. I stood on the side of the road trying to hail a taxi, but my feet felt weak. I had to sit down along the curb , I took out my phone and looked through the address book. When I found the last number, I cried for nothing. No one knows that I still have Li Anni’s phone number from that year, and the note is a series of ellipses.

Occasionally passers-by saw me crying stupidly on the side of the road, and they must have laughed in their hearts. They would probably laugh at me for being worthless. After so many years, they still can’t forget it.

I miss him, the way he acted like a baby, the way he violently forced me to submit, I miss him...I miss him...

When he really stood in front of me, I struggled a lot to stop my own impulse to rush forward. No one can replace his position in my heart. I don’t know if life must be like this, from the beginning In the end, no matter what the state of life later became, he was deeply engraved in my head. As the age grew wildly, the memory of him became larger and larger, filling my heart until it overflowed.

The boy who smiles like sunshine, he said he likes me, so I believed it...

Qi Mengmeng picked me up drunk on the side of the road in the middle of the night, and she said, "You called me in the middle of the night and cried so badly, I knew you were drinking again. Fortunately, I didn't turn off my phone, or else I would have been drunk last night. You must freeze to death."

"You said that I have picked you up several times in the past three years!!" She handed me milk and said, "Didn't he come to you all the time? Since you like him so much, it's okay to rebuild the old one."

I rubbed my temples, which were so painful that they were about to explode: "We can't go back."

"Why can't I go back? Just explain the misunderstandings of the year, or I'll tell you, the people you torture yourself every day are not like ghosts or ghosts. Is it interesting?" She put the washed towel Throw it to me: "Wipe your face, besides, he's not married, and you don't have a partner, so it's logical to be together."

"It's impossible for his mother to carry it now. When is it? I heard that he has now become a national invited researcher of China's real estate project. It's not just a commercial role. You tidy yourself up and dress up beautifully." , looking for a good job later, he will change his mind nine times out of ten.”

Qi Mengmeng actually made a list for me: The battle plan for recovering Li Anni.

"Rule [-]: Cut your mashate hair first, get a facial, find yourself, and rejuvenate."

Under her half threat and half coquetry, I went into the barber shop, and the hair stylist chose a hairstyle for me with a smile. It was much shorter than before, but it looked so comfortable. I even found it again in front of the mirror. A little confidence.

Qi Mengmeng also looked satisfied: "Not bad, it has the demeanor of fresh meat back then."

"Rule [-]: Quit smoking, quit gaming, you can drink alcohol, but you can't drink too much."

This one really gave me a headache, these three things have become my lifeblood, I promised her that I can reduce smoking a little, but it is impossible to quit completely, she glared at me: "Do you still want to have love? !!"

"Okay, then go get your teeth cleaned, who will feel it when they see your yellow teeth?"

I didn't pay much attention to this. After she said that, the teeth cleaning was unexpectedly very positive.

"The third rule: let go of your reserve and take the initiative."

I will definitely not be able to do this, let alone letting go of my reserve is a matter of face, even if I appear three meters away from him, I will be so nervous that I will vomit.Qi Mengmeng expressed her understanding, "Then go buy some decent clothes first."