my roommate is my lover

I had a hunch that he would be there, and when I inserted the key into the lock, I subconsciously listened to the movement in the room, and the sense of loss that followed after I pushed the door in made me at a loss for what to do.

He is not there.

The room is still as warm as it was when I left yesterday. The refrigerator is full of food, ranging from fruits to meat. Tears welled up in my eyes. What he meant by this, can I take it as he still likes me?

There was a knock on the door suddenly, is it him?

I opened the door with excitement, and it was Qi Mengmeng, who squeezed in with a few bags: "The clothes I bought for you, how about you try it out, my vision is first-rate..."

Before she finished speaking, she looked at my house and blinked vigorously, and said in surprise and confusion: "Is this your house? I wouldn't believe it if you were standing here. You won the lottery ticket." ?!!"

"It's Li Annie, he bought it," I said.

Qi Mengmeng threw the things in her hand to the ground: "Then why bother? He is so devoted to you, so hurry up and make up."

After finishing speaking, he lay down on the sofa and directed me: "I'm exhausted, open a can of drink for me."

I was ordered to work hard, and just sat with her for a while, when there was the sound of a car backing into place outside, and then the door was pushed open, my heart jumped into my throat, and Li Anni was holding a bag of things in her hand. The familiar came in, and when he saw us on the sofa, he paused first, then narrowed his eyes, with a dangerous aura on his body.

Qi Mengmeng jumped up with a whoosh, and jumped in front of him like a monkey, familiar with him: "Ah, long time no see. I've always heard that you are in City A, but I have never seen you. When will our old classmates get together?"

Li Anni's facial expression was slightly loose, and his eyes shuttled back and forth between me and Qi Mengmeng: "Okay, I'm treating you, you set a date."

His gaze finally settled on my face, I avoided it uncomfortably, and sat down on the sofa again.

Qi Mengmeng chuckled: "I'll let you know when Shali and I agree on a time."

The atmosphere suddenly became tense, Qi Mengmeng turned her head and gave me a meaningful look, and said, "Then I won't bother you anymore."

Although the room is not big, it is more than enough to accommodate two people. Why do I feel that the air is thin, and the presence of the person opposite is too strong.

He was still wearing a black windbreaker, and he walked over stompingly, put the things in his hand on the coffee table, and said, "I bought it for you, let's see if you like it?"

I looked up: "What do you mean, can you explain clearly at once?"

He sat down next to me: "Why? Don't you like it?"

"Li Anni!!" I was a little annoyed, and stood up and looked down at him.

"I want to sleep with you." He summed it up in four words, and his voice fell lightly in my ears. I couldn't believe it: "What nonsense are you talking about?"

"Didn't you say [-] a night? I'll give you [-], just stay with me." He leaned on the sofa and crossed his legs.

I suddenly wanted to beat him, I stepped forward and grabbed his collar, intending to drag him out of the house, but I didn't expect that I was dragged down by uneven strength, and my forehead hit him, making me grit my teeth in pain.

"Hey, you... um." My voice was blocked by him, and the feeling of my lips and tongue being occupied stimulated my brain. I pushed him, but I was forced to swallow a pill-shaped thing in my mouth.

I covered my mouth: "What?"

"Aphrodisiac." He curled his lips and said two words slowly.

"You?!!! Are you fucking sick?" I was completely irritated and yelled at him: "Pervert."

"When did you learn to smoke?" He asked abruptly, I was stunned for a moment, not ready to answer, he handed over a cigar: "Try this, it's better than shredded tobacco."

I didn't pick it up, so he lit it and delivered it to my mouth.

"Grit," he said, blowing cigar smoke into my face, "do you miss me?"

My forehead started to sweat, probably because the effect of the pill was about to kick in, and my body was hot and dry, but the person in front of me was breathing smoke unhurriedly, watching me with squinted eyes.

"I haven't seen you for so many years, you are still so innocent, and you still pretend to be with me..." He leaned over, brought his lips to my mouth, and slowly exhaled a puff of smoke, which blurred my vision.

I bit down hard, squeezed my tongue into his mouth, and kissed him with all my might, and since that's what he wanted, I'll give it to him.

I don’t know when I was stripped naked. When I became conscious again, there was nothing on my body. I was still on the sofa, but I just rode on his lap. The dense kisses fell on my face, and my body cuddled tightly. At the same time, I was a little happy. Swallowing that pill seemed to give me a step, a step infinitely close to him.

Kiss me, kiss me, Leanne, kiss me...

I hugged his neck, kissed his ears and neck deeply, and went all the way down. Before the cigar at his fingertips was finished, a puff of smoke came out, creating an unreal scene in the clouds.

"Shali, do you miss me?" He still didn't give up until he got my answer.

"Miss me?"

He couldn't get an answer, he rolled over and pressed me down, his lower body rubbed me, I couldn't get any relief, I could only stretch out my hand, but he grabbed it and lifted it above my head: "Answer me."

"I want to." I said, "I want to..."

I tore his shirt, took off his trousers, and kissed this as the only life-saving straw: "Leannie." I called him: "Help me, please."

Perhaps my pleading was effective. He took out the things he had prepared a long time ago from his pocket, carefully prepared for me, and rushed in deeply, "Ah!!"

"Gravel...I miss you." Holding his shoulders, I heard him say this in my ear, and at some point a tear slipped from the corner of my eye and slipped to my mouth, it was actually sweet.