my roommate is my lover

Li Danqing's call saved my life, and he answered the phone in a hurry: "Hello?"

"Grit where are you? Out for a drink?" he said.

"Oh, okay, I'll be right over."

Qi Feng curled his lips and stood up: "Okay, then you go first, I'll wait for your reply." He blinked and carefully put on my coat.

I came out of the door of the bar and came back to my senses. There was still a slight uncomfortable feeling on my fingertips. I began to wonder how likely it is to find a lover again. Qi Feng is very good, he is handsome and rich in money, and the key is gentleness .

I told Li Danqing about this and warned him to keep it a secret, but he danced happily: "Great, why didn't you tell me earlier, it made me very worried that you would rob Qi Mengmeng from me, so brother You are...hehe, that's great."

This guy is like, "Hey, what am I asking you about? Can you take a break."

"Then try dating him, you can't die alone alone," he said.

"That's true."

"But you can't have sex with him casually. I heard that this circle is very chaotic, and you might get some kind of disease." He lowered his voice and said meanly.

I glared at him: "Who do you think I am?!"

"Hey, that's hard to say, people are impulsive." He smacked his lips: "Come on, I haven't had a drink with you for a long time."

While drinking and chatting, the mobile phone received a text message: Xiaoshali, don't play too late, see you tomorrow.Added a smiley emoji at the end.

I can't help but hold my forehead, why do I have a headache.

Unknowingly, after drinking in the middle of the night, it was already two o'clock in the morning when we went back separately. After I glanced at the phone screen to confirm the time, I staggered into the room, didn't turn on the light, and groped and lay down on the bed. Big eyes.

The comfort of the bed is no less than that of me lying on a pile of cotton, and the quilt exudes a faint fragrance of lavender. Only then did I clearly realize that I am not the only one in the room. In the dark night, he stood quietly by the wall. He stared at me silently, with sharp eyes.

I sat up and the lights came on.

"Why are you here?" Although my head was still dizzy, I was still ringing the alarm.

He walked over with steady steps, but he knocked on my heart step by step: "Don't come over."

"You have lived like this. I feel very distressed. I came here to help you. Why? I don't appreciate it?" He said lightly.

Only then did I see my surroundings clearly, the walls were covered with warm-colored wallpapers, there was an extra sofa and coffee table on the left, a single-open refrigerator stood tall on the right, and clothes were neatly hung on the balcony...

With a slight headache, I supported my forehead, rubbed my stiff face, and lay down: "You can do whatever you want, I'm going to sleep."

Tiredness hit my mind again, and I fell asleep drowsily. It seemed that he hadn't left all night in the haze, and the shadowy shadow on the sofa was always reflected in my mind.

It was already noon when I woke up the next day. The room was warm and the quilt was quite comfortable. I rolled on the bed and realized that I had changed into pajamas at some point, and the plain plaid pajamas also smelled Comforting warm taste.

Li Anni is gone, what on earth is he going to do?Again later?Or torture me?He was injured and left that year, so it was impossible for him to let me go so easily. He once said that he hated betrayal the most, and it was impossible for me to be narcissistic and think that he would treat me specially.

No longer sleepy, I climbed out of bed, washed up and went out the door.

Walking into a small restaurant at the entrance of the alley, ordering some casual food, gobbled it up, and then started to restart the brain. What did Li Anni want to do?what do I do?It's all question marks.

On an almost unbelievably sunny winter afternoon, I walked slowly along the quiet alleys and streets. The dry and cold wind swayed the already withered branches. This small street that I have passed by countless times is as decayed and alive today as it was in the past. , the broadcasting company is located in a secluded street a little further away from the city. When I walked to the door, I looked down at my phone. It was a quarter to three in the afternoon.

I dialed the number, and my mother quickly picked up over there: "Hello? Gravel, what's the matter?"

"Mom, it's okay. I just want to ask how are you doing?"

"Okay, I just came to the company, how are you? Are you short of money?"

"No, not missing."

"Ah, all right, tell Mom if you're missing something, and I'll call you."

"Um...."

"Okay, then I'll hang up."

I like this city, I like to take the night car at night, I like the lights on the street, I like the sound of the huge clock on the building in the city center... I like the temporary idleness on the radio before the program starts.

Qi Feng arrived on time, he is always on time, he smiled slightly when he saw me, and entered the recording studio.

Two hours later, he sat on the table and swayed his two long legs: "Do you have faith?" He asked suddenly.

"No." I shook my head.

"I was a Christian when I was a child." I really can't see that someone as trendy as him would be religious.

"When I was young, I often went to church with my mother and was baptized. When the pastor preached, he would sing a few lines first. If I could, I would sing along. The pastor's favorite speech was about crime. Christianity believes that homosexuality is sinful. God What is supported is monogamy, and all exceptions are shadowed by crime, and after death, they will go to hell and die forever."

"then you?"

"Later, after I found out that I liked the same sex, I was really distressed for a while. I asked the pastor, and he said that God accidentally made a mistake. This is also God's mistake, but God loves everyone."

"Oh." Maybe he wanted to ease my heart.

"So, I accepted myself later, and my mother accepted me like this, but we still believe in Jesus, Grit, you have to learn to accept yourself, although I don't know what happened before, but you can't lose the ability to love Bar."

I nodded: "You're right."

"So...do you want to try it?" he asked, tilting his head, his flaxen eyes shining brightly.