my roommate is my lover

After hearing this, I laughed and met him face to face: "What, what do you want? Kill me? Or do you want me to sleep with you? Yes, [-] a night."

I staggered and was pushed hard against the wall by him. With the wind, his fist landed on the concrete wall beside me, and the mud fell in response. He leaned over, looked me up and down, and even sniffed me. After a long time, he said again: "It's really dirty." The voice was resounding.

This adjective obviously touched my bottom line. He looked at me provocatively, waiting for me to get angry because I couldn't suppress it, waiting for me to be exposed because of anger, but I was no longer the gravel I was before, and I would not be clear about any emotions. It was clearly written on my face, I smiled, stretched out my hand to straighten his clothes, and said, "Do you need any service? You won't wait until late." After speaking, I leaned forward and kissed the tip of his nose.

The smell of cigarettes that hadn't been wiped out just now filled our space. The smell of inferior cigarettes finally angered him. From my angle, I could clearly see his bulging veins and eyelashes trembling with anger. He let go Hand, I slid down from the wall, hearing the sound of the door closing heavily when he left.

I'm still worried that his hands are too heavy, don't smash the door, it will take a month's salary to pay for it.

Suddenly a desire for revenge rose from the bottom of my heart, I laughed out loud, damn it, they are all fools.

I'm a fool, so I'm defeated when I see him, and he is also a fool, so he still comes to me after so long.

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I didn't see each other again for a long time, but I didn't breathe a sigh of relief. I was afraid that something dangerous would be brewed by him, and I still had lingering fears about their family's methods.

The work of telephone editing is actually very leisurely. I deserve the afternoon shift. Sometimes I sit in the recording studio for four or five hours. The anchor Qi Feng has a nice voice and a cheerful personality. He often comes out to joke with me when he is free. I'm familiar with him, he graduated from a prestigious university, his English is very good, he can sing a few words from time to time, and the emotional program he hosted was very popular.

"Little sand," he is used to nicknames for others: "I will be the host at night, let's go to dinner together?"

I couldn't ask for it: "Okay, I want to eat roast duck." I was not polite to him either.

"Okay, I haven't eaten roast duck for a long time."

During the meal, he talked endlessly: "Fortunately, you are with me, so that I, a lonely family, will not be left alone."

I bowed my head to eat, and answered him from time to time, and he said again: "The girl who often comes to see you is your girlfriend, right?"

"No." I took a bite of the roast duck: "It's a friend."

He looked at me ambiguously: "That must be a girlfriend soon, such a beautiful girl, can you not be tempted?"

I paused for a while, hesitated, but said it anyway, probably because I felt that Qi Feng and my lives would not have too much intersection: "I liked men before, so I still don't understand One's own sexual orientation, simply does not harm others."

"Oh, it's simple." He said calmly, and I swallowed the food in my mouth: "What should I do? Do you have a solution?"

"I'll tell you when I'm done." He winked at me.

His so-called method is to take me to be gay. Seeing his familiarity, I can't help feeling a little strange in my heart. Could it be that he is...

"I'll introduce you to one, and see if I can get the impulse." He said loudly in my ear amidst the explosive music, and ordered a cocktail by the way.

The boy came over soon, with a handsome appearance, I felt a little uncomfortable looking at him, "Hello." I greeted nervously, the way the other said hello was a bit special, he sat on my lap easily, and incidentally After dawdling for a while, I shoved him away and stood up: "Yes... sorry."

Half an hour later, Qi Feng took me to another bar, I was sitting in a box, the door was pushed open, and a large group of girls came in with a whimper, their white thighs dazzled me, it was the first time in my life After experiencing the feeling of being tightly surrounded by many girls, he was so nervous that he couldn't breathe, Qi Feng smiled and drove these girls away again, and asked me: "How is it? Do you feel it?"

I thought about it seriously: "I still have feelings for girls, but it's not that obvious."

He took a sip of wine quietly: "You can't forget the person before, so you torture yourself like this, right?"

I don’t know, maybe it is, I think so, but on the surface I shake my head vigorously: “In this world, whoever meets whom, who becomes whom’s passer-by, is actually quite random, as it passes, it passes, and sometimes I really want to start It’s a new relationship, but I haven’t met the right person.”

"Are you 1 or 0?" He suddenly asked.

"what?"

"Let's put it this way. Are you the top one or the bottom one?"

"...below." I didn't understand what he wanted to express.

He smiled: "I can be your lover, let's talk about a new relationship." Putting on a serious expression, he knelt down gently and held my finger: "Think about it, little sand, you must I don't know, I fell in love with you the first time I saw you."

"Ah??!!" I froze in place: "You?"

"I can tell right away that you are not gay, so I haven't acted for a long time. However, today is really a surprise. If you can accept him, you can accept me. I can be both up and down, and I will be a very gentle lover." He I started to boast, and the confident look reminded me of Li Anni.

He lowered his head and kissed my fingertips.