my roommate is my lover

We hugged and fell asleep, lying on the small sofa, my head resting on his shoulders, my chest pressed against each other, the spotlight above my head jumped frame by frame, and stopped for a while when passing by his face, I He secretly covered his trembling heart with his hands.

The National Day is here, and I am not ready to go home to face my mother. Li Anni received a call from his mother, asking him to go back to Shanghai to meet her, saying that it was a family reunion, and he was a little worried about me: "Otherwise, you and I Let's go, I'll take you to Shanghai, and I'll take you to play when I'm free."

I shook my head: "My mother must really want to see me."

"Okay, then you have to remember to call me and let me know if there is anything to do, I will be there at any time."

I nodded and went to see him off at the airport. He was carrying a small bag of luggage and wearing a peaked cap. He looked cool. I pushed him, "Hey, I'll pick you up when you come back."

He smiled: "Let me go find you."

"why?"

"You are so lazy, you must not want to get up."

"Hey, what are you talking about!!" I pretended to be angry and pushed him.

He laughed, and then whispered in my ear: "What should I do? I really want to kiss you."

I looked into his eyes, like a shining obsidian, I was ashamed to see people coming and going, but I didn't want to reject him even more.

I pulled him to a corner, looked around, quickly pressed a kiss on his mouth, and then looked at him proudly, Li Anni grinned, covering me in the dark, and his lips fell down , in a trance, I felt his heat slowly passing to me, until my whole body was hot and couldn't be relieved.

When my lips and teeth were close together, I seemed to see fireworks all over the sky, exploding in my mind, and even my soul and body were shattered into several pieces.

He didn't straighten up until the radio sounded. I was blushing and couldn't lift my head for a long time. He said in a calm voice above my head: "Gravel, wait for me to come back."

I watched him get on the plane before turning back home.

I haven't forgotten that there are more important things waiting for me.

Mom was making steam pot chicken, and I could smell it from afar. I chased away the cats and dogs who came by the smell, and entered the house, "Mom." I yelled.

"Hey, are you back? Dinner will be served later, go wash your hands first, today is your favorite steam pot chicken." Mom's voice came out.

"Oh, good." I put my things down and went into the bathroom.

There are only my mother’s and my toothbrush cups left on the sink, a towel is missing, and a pair of slippers are missing. Dad really left.

never again

"Sand" mother stood behind me at some point.

I looked up and saw myself in the mirror looking haggard, with red and swollen eyes, "Gravel, I'm sorry," my mother said, with tears in her eyes.

I quickly turned around and supported her by the shoulder: "Mom, it's okay, as long as you're here, I've grown up, and I can take care of myself in the future."

"Okay." Mom wiped the tears off her face: "Okay, then let's eat."

When I went to the supermarket in the afternoon, my mother bought a lot of vegetables and fruits with great interest, and talked about making delicious food for me. My family status suddenly rose a lot and I was favored.

When I saw the shelf selling coffee, I couldn't help but stop. There was a black coffee on it, which was the kind Li Anni often drank, but the price was very expensive. Just looking at the packaging bag, I could imagine Li Anni holding the cup The appearance of making coffee, holding the cup with delicate fingers, pouring the boiling water into it, and the tangy aroma rises together with the white mist. Unfortunately, I still can't stand this kind of bitterness. It's so bitter that my heart trembles. I know why rich people torture themselves so much.

Every time he would pour me a lot of creamer and sugar, I would drink a little. We sat together on the white bed, shoulders leaning on each other. At this time, the sun would shine through the clean glass windows, bright sprinkled all over the house.

When my mother called me, I just pulled it out of my memory, and I started to miss him after he left for a long time.

He said that he loves me, but I don't know if I have so many strong likings, if it adds up to love.

In the evening, when I received a call from him, it seemed that it was raining over there. Through the mobile phone, I could hear the rustling sound of raindrops over there, "I'm here." He said.

"Well, are you tired? Have a good rest."

"Okay, I'll call you tomorrow." His light laugh can turn into a picture that catches my eyes.

The sweetness brought by love just rightly dispels the sorrow and resentment accumulated these days, and learning to accept it is sometimes a very good thing.

The joys and frustrations of growing up came rushing to me because God knows one day I'll be able to take it all, bear it all, and carry it forward.

I used to never understand why my dad would cry tired when he came home and asked me to beat his back and legs. I didn’t feel tired after running on the playground all day, but tonight I was lying on the bed and suddenly felt The heavy waist and sore shoulders made me unable to fall asleep, so I could only reach out and rub it by myself, and it took a long time before I recovered.

Probably because of the heavy burden on my body, I fell asleep in a daze thinking about it.