my roommate is my lover

In the restaurant, my father was sitting across from me drinking tea, and my favorite dish was placed in front of me. I picked up a chopstick and commented: "This dish is not as good as my mother's."

"Let your mother make it for you when you come home from vacation." My dad said with a smile.

I haven’t seen him smile like this for a long time. He always has a stern look in front of me, with a bad temper and a fiery personality. Me, but I have heard it many times secretly, I don't know what the reason is, and I don't want to guess, but I know that they will solve this matter sooner or later, so today, they are here to announce the result.

"Little Rubble, how's your study going?"

This is my father's usual opening remarks. I replied: "It's not bad. I didn't perform well in the mock exam last time."

I looked at him calmly, but I was uneasy in my heart. I didn't know what kind of expression I should use to prepare for the upcoming scene.

"Yesterday, I talked with your mother and we were going to separate. We are not suitable." He still said, no matter how euphemistic the words were, it still made my mood slip to the bottom all of a sudden, and my nasal cavity was filled with a kind of Sour taste, pain between breaths.

I opened my mouth, and it took me a long time to say: "It's been so many years, why do you feel inappropriate now?" My voice was very calm, unusually calm, probably because I had guessed the result long ago, so it was easier to accept.

I intend to respect their choices and find ten thousand reasons for them in my heart, all of which are used to convince myself.

"Actually, we separated a long time ago. It's just that you had to take an exam before."

"You don't need to use me as a shield. If it's really for me, you won't be separated. So now should I announce the result to me or ask for an opinion? If it's an opinion, I have no opinion. Just be happy. In the end, then I know." I was also surprised at my calmness.

My dad looked at me in surprise: "Sand, don't say that"

"Dad," I squeezed out a little smile: "Really, as long as you are happy, I have grown up and will take care of myself."

"Then, do you want to be with your mother, or me?" He tentatively asked me what I meant.

"My mother, she needs me more than you." I didn't hesitate at all, I chose my mother, she has nothing but me.

"Okay, I see." Dad stood up a little disappointed, pulled away the chair and left.

And it was only at this time that I really understood what powerlessness is. Sadness seemed to fill the whole world. Could it be that from now on, my family will be officially torn apart.

I took two mouthfuls of rice, and it was a bit bitter when I chewed it in my mouth. When Li Anni found me, I was like this, tears filled my eyes, and I dared to fall down when I saw him, and my school uniform was wet .

"Have you eaten?" I asked him.

He sat down, frowned and looked at me worriedly: "What's wrong with you?"

I wiped the tears from my face: "It's okay, it's just that my parents are planning to divorce, come and tell me." After speaking, I smiled at him.

He grabbed my hand that was on the table: "Don't eat, let's go."

We walked side by side on the street, the sky gradually darkened, the wind picked up, and the clouds were thickly piling up, my tears continued to fall uncontrollably.

He said: "I am an old man, do you want to learn from me?"

His voice gradually sounded in the evening breeze: "Sand, when my parents divorced, I just became a conceived egg, and my head and feet were not fully grown. My mother said she almost knocked me off."

I looked up at him, and there was no sadness in his dark eyes.

"That's different, I lived with them for 16 years," I said.

"Gravel, it's better to have it than not to have it at all."

"Let's go, I'll take you to drink to relieve your worries. If you get drunk, you can go straight to the next day." He smiled nicely.

Drink again?

Is it okay for minors to go to bars all the time?I thought this way, and when we arrived at the bar, we were stopped. The bartender stopped us: "Please show your ID card."

I glanced at Li Anni, he was about to pay a bribe, when a voice suddenly came from inside: "You?"

I looked up, and it was that little boy, Zhai Ying's younger brother.

"Let them in, they're people I know," he said to the bartender.

"You go in."

Li Anni walked over with a smile and asked, "What? Did you find your brother?"

Which pot is not open and which pot is a little bit!The little boy glared at him: "What's the matter with you?"

Li Anni felt amused and shook his head: "Give me a private room, my handsome young master."

This compliment was very useful, and the little boy smiled a little: "My name is Zhai Quyue, since you are my brother's friends, I will count you on my account tonight."

The Zhai family still opened a bar, I thought so, and complained to Li Anni: "Boss Zhai will definitely regret it, forcing Zhai Ying to leave, and leaving behind such a young master who doesn't know anything about life."

Li Anni smiled, but did not speak.

In fact, I don't have much desire to touch wine, and I even feel a little disgusted, so he has been drinking all the time. When I was a little drunk, he leaned over gently, resting his chin on my shoulder, and said in a calm voice, "Gravel, It doesn't matter, you will definitely become better and better in the future, and your life won't change much because of this incident, trust me."

I nodded: "Li Anni, thank you for telling me this, you don't know how scared I am now"

He patted my back with his hands and coaxed me softly, "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid."

"Are your parents divorced too?" I asked.

"Yeah, that's a long story, a bit old, do you want to hear it?" He tilted his head and thought for a while: "Actually, it's not very interesting, it's very boring."

"Tell me."

"My parents are married, and they are a couple in name. In fact, they have someone they like in private. His name is Zeus. He should have participated in a political chamber of commerce in Russia recently. He is a big man who can speak internationally. However, he He doesn't like my mother, he likes men, he seems to be a man named Jon or something, I saw him once, he looks very demon, as for my mother, after she gave birth to me for the family, she filed for divorce and fell in love with another man A man who later gave birth to Li Feier."

"Li Feier is very smart. Although he is several years younger than me, his intelligence is extraordinary. He even skipped three grades in primary school, so now he is in the same class as me."

"Is it messy?" he asked me.

I nodded: "But I should understand. Your family background is really not small. If I can't get along in the future, you remember to find me a good job and let me support the family."

I joked with him, but he was very serious: "Sand, have you forgotten? I will support the family in the future." After speaking, he patted his chest, with a swearing look.

I'm also a boy, so I know that he said this with sincerity, but vows are the last things I can remember for a long time, even if that person is already so close to me, just listen to it, I'm already very happy, I think so.