my roommate is my lover

Why?because i like you

Li Anni will never understand, because I like it so much, I would rather give up before I have it, not because I am afraid of being hurt, but because I am afraid that the day he leaves, I will never find myself again.

I lifted my schoolbag: "I'm leaving, you can do it yourself." These were the most cruel words I've ever said, tears filled my eyes and blood flowed from my heart.

It's only been a few days since I met him, and I like him so much.

Before he could hold the doorknob, his body was pulled back, and his back was firmly embedded in his arms. There was a warm heart beating, and even my chest was a little flustered.

"you?!"

"Sand, don't leave me alone, we don't want to be okay in the future? Just think now, I don't just want you to be with me, I also want to be with you. I know that you are actually afraid of being alone." His voice echoed in my heart It whispered in my ears, like magic that I can't escape in my life.

"No me" before I could say it, his lips came close and pressed against me tightly, not giving me any room to breathe, he was so domineering, he tore off my clothes, cut open my brain and chest , pervasive.

It must be because the embrace behind me is too warm. There is only one place I can rely on in my world. His lips have ripped away all my sanity. All I can think of is him

Annie Lee, Annie Lee, Annie Lee

Is it poison or the antidote? I don’t know. His name is like a fate that has been prepared long ago, just waiting for the reincarnation of the world to happen again. I am also a person who is greedy for warmth. Pleasure and carefreeness, but when this carefreeness was comforted by Li Anni, it became a scourge, overwhelming me, and no matter how hard I struggled, I could only drown and die.

Wave after wave, when I was washed back to the shore again, it was already late, the moon crept up into the sky, the silver light was falling, and the whole world was silent, only Li Anni’s breath and breath were in my ears, I put my hand on his pulse, and the heartbeat seemed to resonate. At this moment, we became conjoined twins, skin to skin, and spirit.

I felt uncomfortable under my body, he treated me like out of control just now, I know there is tyranny in his body, but when his tyranny is on me, it is another matter, it hurts, It's just pain. In the end, the end of the pain is even mixed with joy, the peak of joy.

It turns out that love is like this. I rubbed his side face, and after a long time of pain, I changed my mood and never wanted to be separated from you.

Li Anni, I don't want to be separated from you.

You said try it, but I already knew that the result of trying it would be the same, because the result of not trying it would be the same, I know it all.

I have always been clear, you told me your dream, told me your future, told me you will leave, because you will not have me in your future, you selfish person, you are reminding me to be self-aware

When he woke up again, it was the next morning. I didn't fall asleep, but just pretended to be asleep. I felt his lips lightly touch my forehead and lips, and then I got up and left the bed.

Should I go?I thought, wouldn't it be a good time to leave while he was in the shower?

I moved slightly, and there was a tearing pain in my lower body, my waist was heavy, I couldn't get up at all, look, it's not that I don't leave, it's that I can't leave at all.

He came back again, pulled my arm around his waist, stretched out his hand gently, touched me, and the voice sounded: "Do you want to take a bath? I know you are awake."

He can always guess what I'm thinking.

I opened my eyes, avoiding his gaze.

"I'm sorry for hurting you."

I spoke with a hoarse voice: "You don't need to pretend to be kind, you must know that I will be in pain, but you still treat me like that, you pervert."

"I'm a pervert. Only when you're in pain will you realize my existence, and you won't be willing to leave me alone. If you really leave, my heart will hurt as much as yours." He squinted his eyes and said, the whole People look rogue and threatening.

I slapped him on the chest: "What are you talking about?!!"

He immediately changed his face: "Hey, take a shower, I'll clean it up for you." He picked me up, and this was the second time we took a shower together in the bathroom.

I supported the wall of the bathroom: "You don't need to wash, you can go out."

"What do you do when you slip?"

"No, I'll be careful."

He said he would be careful, but his feet were still soft, and his cold seemed to be healed, and he was so excited that he picked me up and put me in the milk bath.

Who takes a milk bath in the morning! !

He picked up the water to rinse my shoulders, and as he was washing, the atmosphere began to feel wrong. I blocked his approaching mouth with a slap, but he was fine and licked my fingers directly. It was the first time in my life that I was so tempted by someone. Some breathing is unstable.

"You pervert."

I muttered softly, and he smiled: "Little boy, I won't bother you anymore, let's go to eat after washing."