my roommate is my lover

The next day, when I woke up, my head was very dizzy, and I had a feeling that my soul was being forced into my body. I pulled myself together, finished breakfast, and thought about what to do to pass the time today.

When the pointer pointed to [-]:[-], the doorbell rang, and my mother opened the door to find that it was my aunt I hadn't seen for a long time.

She was still dressed like a strong woman, her exquisite makeup looked impeccable, and she walked in forcefully with seven centimeter high heels, with exaggerated red lips: "Gravel, long time no see."

I stood up to meet her: "Auntie, you're beautiful again."

"Haha, your mouth is so sweet."

She walked in, put the gift on the ground, and put her arms around my mother's shoulder: "I heard that you are divorced, which is a happy event, so I decided to take you on a trip to celebrate, pack up and come with me. "

My mother clapped her hands away and gave her a casual look: "There's nothing to celebrate."

"Finally escaped from the captivity of a man. Look at what you've been through. Washing, cooking, and raising a son for him. In the end, you were abandoned. Now, it's not a good time. Come with me and find your youth for you. "

Of course I agree with my mother going outside to relax: "Mom, you can go with your aunt, it's good to relax, maybe there will be some romantic encounters!!"

My mother's eyes widened: "Hey, I won't come back if I have an affair, you can be an orphan at home."

Yep, the viper bug is back.

"Go, go, I can be at home alone."

After several rounds of lobbying, my mother finally agreed to take my aunt's sports car and set off for Hainan. After I sent them away, I sat on the sofa and didn't want to wake up.

Maybe I'm sick, the temperature has changed a lot these days, and I don't dress well, I really deserve it.

When I opened my eyes again, it was probably because my throat was very thirsty. I looked at my watch, and it was not yet twelve noon, and my body felt a little better. I got up and walked to the drinking fountain by the door, like a thirsty hippopotamus He also drank several glasses of water before turning back to bed.

I had a lot of dreams, some were about going to school when I was a child, some were about when my father took me to kindergarten, and some were about Li Anni one after another. The appearance of each person made me unpredictable, but all the dreams All accompanied by a melody, the melody is wonderful, I thought in my dream, this is called music.

Lying on the bed, thinking of this, I picked up the phone reflexively. There were many missed calls. Li Anni likes the tune.

So it became his exclusive ringtone.

He hurriedly called, and after a while he dialed, but he said: "Hey, wait a minute, I'm busy, I'll talk to you later."

"Oh." I nodded.

I ordered takeaway, and it was already one o'clock when it was delivered, and he hadn't called me yet, and when I finished eating, taking my medicine, and getting ready to sleep, there was still no call from him.

Are you busy?A little afraid to disturb him

I reclined on the sofa again, listening to a program on an old-fashioned radio, and staring at the ceiling in a daze. My father often did this kind of action. After lunch, I would lie lazily on the sofa and listen to the radio. programs, and comment on programs that comment on current affairs.

How could an old man like him learn the popular behavior of divorce?

After I woke up, I slept until the next morning. I was hungry, but I clearly remembered the nightmare last night.

I dreamed that I turned into a ferocious, black bird, flying in the forest at night, catching some rats for food, the clouds in the sky were dim, and there were layers of burning clouds in the west. Not daring to scream, for fear of attracting natural enemies, they could only try their best to blend into the night and try their best to fill their stomachs.

Dreams have no ending, just recurring fears, surrounded by dark clouds of death and gloom.

It took a long time to pull myself out of the dream.

I turned over from the bed, turned on the switch of the shower, and washed away the nasty sweat on my body.

Then I baked a few slices of bread, drank milk, and it was breakfast. The TV was saying that it would rain today. A light coat, more than enough time, and I had nothing to do, so I opened the door and went out.

The streets are thin and long, and the boulevards seem to extend endlessly. After passing football fields, parks, row upon row of houses, high-rise buildings made of cement materials, continuous walls, old bookstores, and rushing crowds, I have never had time to visit this place. A well-thought-out city, it always looks like this, it seems to infinitely accommodate all people, but keep everyone out.

indifferent city

Probably for comparison, I suddenly thought of the sexual affair between me and him, like a hot, powerless, blazing fire

He likes to drink beer, also likes to drink whiskey, and prefers to drink black coffee. He likes to look at me with seductive eyes while swallowing the white foam. The eyes are very confident and come from the wealthy family he has always grown up in. I envy him The self-confidence in his eyes seemed to be reborn with the kind of self-confidence that would never go against anything.

envy or jealousy

I have always been unable to distinguish the boundary between the two. I am very happy when I am with him, and I am very satisfied when I secretly watch him, but there is always something that makes me not reconciled. I try to calm down, but my body boils again .

Half an hour later, I was standing in the wilderness on the outskirts, next to an abandoned factory, and the soil and rain on the ground made it uncomfortable to step on.

I dialed his number and after a long wait: "Hello?"

His voice came over: "Gravel? Ah, I'm sorry, I was so tired last night and I fell asleep. How are you? Are you not mad at me?" He was a little tired, I could hear it.

"Li Anni, I seem to be lost."

"What? Where have you been?" He was surprised.

"I don't know, can you come to me?"

"Okay, just wait, don't move, I'll go find you, tell me if there are any tall buildings next to you."

"No, it's all land and trees."

"Then you wait for me by the tallest tree, and I'm going to take the plane now." I heard the sound of him putting on clothes carefully, the sound of accidentally touching the bed frame, and the sound of hanging up the phone.

I did it on purpose, I wanted to see him, I just wanted to see him.