this life is waiting

I have to sigh that after going to college, there are more peach blossoms. Although they are all rotten peach blossoms, they are all flowers after all.

There are really some people in the world who think too much about their own weight in their relationship, thinking that the other party cares about you, that the other party cares about you, and in the end they are slapped in the face by all kinds of self-conceit.

Deng Kai's words reminded me of an incident two years ago. I couldn't help poking Yuyu who was playing with my mobile phone with a pen, and whispered on the table: "Do you remember to choose one of the two?" something?"

After hearing this, Yuyu covered her mouth and laughed, as if she remembered.

In fact, the class flower on top of my head is the result of Yuyu and my rock-paper-scissors. I was only a freshman at that time, and I was in a state of cooperating in all activities. Suddenly, the assistant class came to the class one day and said that he wanted to produce a beautiful girl. My sister took pictures to choose class uniforms, and the eyes of the whole class were focused on me and Yuyu.Hey, if it weren't for the two girls in the class, this look is very desirable.

So Yuyu and I made a decisive decision, and we won three out of the last five rounds, and I lost.

I also rejected the name Banhua at first, but then I thought that the prefix of this Banhua is that there are only two people in the class. This matter also invited me to eat supper.

By the way, as I said before, our friendship is very pure without any impurities.

The choice between the two existed in the freshman period when we were still pampered. At that time, we were newcomers who pretended to be ignorant, and looked like a pure elementary school girl. There were a lot of activities for freshmen, and the most famous and lovable one was the fellowship.

Under the guidance of our seniors and senior sisters, we organized a fellowship with many freshmen in the language department. This fellowship was mainly to benefit the boys in our class. The itinerary for me and Yuyu that night was to sit in the corner and eat sunflower seeds.

This friendship has also led to several couples, but now they all broke up, ah, my tone should be very flat, I don't mean to be sarcastic.

A week after the friendship, a post in the space suddenly spread wildly in the class. The title of the post was "I don't know how to choose."

Generally, no one would click on such a title with no new ideas and no gimmicks, but obviously everyone's life is too boring, and the person who posted it happened to be a little boy from the last friendship, so someone clicked on it.

So this matter was spread like this.

The content of the post was not long, and I forgot the specifics, but it probably used exaggerated and gorgeous words to describe the beauty of the friendship that night, then Mary Su introduced herself in a sentence style, and finally said, Yu Yu and Zhou Xiaoyi and I both I like it, I am so troubled, who should I choose.

This incident was ridiculed for two weeks. During that time, Yuyu and I were walking in class, and the first thing my classmates would say when they saw us was: "It's so annoying, who should I choose."

Later, Yuyu and I thought about it, and felt sorry for the boys in the Chinese department. After all, our assistant said nicely that we would send all the girls there, but in the end it was just the two of us.

Public classes are always boring. After doing a few professional papers, the get out of class finally ushered in the end. Yuyu said that she was going to have dinner with her boyfriend, so she abandoned me very readily, leaving me alone in the crowded crowd.

The Department of Physics is next door to ours, and the teaching buildings are connected together. On the way to the cafeteria, I always feel strange eyes looking at me.

Whether it's true or just a delusion, this feeling is too uncomfortable, so I sent Yuyu a message to help me pack, and hid back in the dormitory in despair.

Tang Shuo's influence on me suddenly became very great, which made me feel a little overwhelmed. In fact, I had a deep understanding of this matter when I was with her. How can you say that you can only be together on the first day and meet someone on the second day? I'll call you Mrs. Ban.

This incident can only show that Tang Shuo has a wide network of contacts. After all, he is more romantic and loves to play. He likes to introduce every girlfriend to everyone. Fortunately, he handles emotional matters very well. During my tenure , did not receive any harassment from her ex.

Teacher Zhou wants to praise him for this.

While waiting for the meal, I checked Moments again and found that the message Tang Shuo posted yesterday was gone. I clicked into his album, and there was something in it, which meant that he didn't block me. It seemed to be exactly what they said. It has been deleted. I don't think Tang Shuo would do such a self-explanatory thing. Probably his new girlfriend did it.

Tsk, how do you say that I know him very well.

Returning to the chat page, Tang Shuo's avatar suddenly jumped to the top. I clicked on it, and under the psychosis a few days ago, there was a message he just sent.

Tang Shuo: Let me see if you blocked me.

I wonder.

Me: Why should I block you?

Tang Shuo: Because we broke up.

me: oh.

Me: So why should I block you?

Tang Shuo: You might as well block me.

Tang Shuo: This shows that you have me in your heart and you can't bear me.

Me: Crazy...

It took a few days to break up. After all, people like fresh gossip. Everyone quickly forgot about it. As the person involved in this matter, I didn’t develop in the way they wrote in the script, so it was boring. a lot.

The military training for new students is over in a blink of an eye, and we seniors can only lament why the sun can't come more warmly.

The seniors are always like this, while taking care of the juniors, be careful of heatstroke, apply more sunscreen, put insoles more, bring more water, and report any discomfort in time, but in private they are checking the weather forecast and praying for the sun tomorrow.

I think everyone should understand this kind of love.

A few days later, Yuyu asked me if I wanted to go to the welcome party in my class.

"Or you can provide a program."

I was doing my homework, and without raising my head, I replied, "Let's talk."

Yuyu snorted and sat down next to me, and tapped on the screen of my phone, "Why did the physics class ask you to go to see the orientation yesterday and you immediately agreed, I invited you to go, you have to talk about it later."

I laughed.

Because the programs in the physics class are fun, the monitor sent me the program list, and I wanted to go there after seeing it, and I am a person who occasionally likes to join in the fun, so of course I agreed to it, compared to our class...

"Oh, it's not the same time, I'll go."

This passage was not forgiven by Yuyu, so she asked unreasonably, "Then let me ask you, if the physics class and our class were on the same night, which one would you choose to go to?"

I didn't even think about it: "Physics class."

She made a gesture to strangle me.

I laughed a few times and said, "He Cheng is here. If there are handsome men and beautiful women in the freshmen, I will go too."

She snorted to show that she ignored me, but it didn't take long to stick to me again, blinked a few times and said, "Take me there, okay?"

I:……

After finishing my homework, it was already dark. After Yuyu went on a date, I was the only one left in the dormitory. After stretching myself, I found that I was a little hungry. I checked the time and it was less than ten o’clock, so I picked up my backpack and went downstairs foraging.

There were not too many people outside tonight, so I found a fried chicken restaurant nearby. I was hungry and wanted to eat everything I saw, but I restrained myself and only ordered a chicken steak and a skewer of squid.

"Meat skewers."

Suddenly a person stood beside me, and I subconsciously made room for her, but the voice was so familiar that I couldn't help but look up.

"He Cheng." I smiled at her, "What a coincidence."

She was as cold as ever and only hummed.

Then she saw her handing the money to the boss, and said, "We count together."

This sentence scared me to take the money immediately, "No need, no need, I will do it myself." It's a pity that my bag is not strong at all, and it got stuck at this time.

Once upon a time, I heard a joke saying that when paying money, those who make mistakes are trying to escape the order.

But I am really innocent...

After the boss gave He Cheng the money, I managed to take out the wallet. Everything was so pale at the moment. He Cheng collected the money in a nonchalant manner, looked down at me, and asked, "Where do you sit?"

I glanced and pointed to the place by the window: "Let's go there."

Maybe because she paid, the image of her in my heart suddenly became uncle at this moment, and I followed her like a little wife. After we sat down, the waiter also took two bottles of Coke and put them on the table.

The fried chicken shop at school is a bit different from the fried chicken shops outside. Its beverages are not made by itself, but bottled wholesale. I once asked the boss about this, and he said that it is too troublesome to do it by himself, and the bottled drinks are not much different. , I nodded to express my understanding.

But after thinking about it, maybe the boss is not willing to spend money on the machine.

I lowered my head and smiled, and when I looked up, I saw He Cheng opening a Coke bottle. Seeing that I wanted to open it too, but before my hand touched the bottle, she snatched it away. Opened my coke and handed it back to me.

I wowed in my heart, lamenting her girlfriend's strength, and thinking, could it be that in her eyes, I am a weak chicken?

After all, He Cheng and I are not very familiar, at least not enough to sit and eat face to face like this, so before the food came, the atmosphere here suddenly became awkward.

I searched for all the topics that could be discussed in my mind, but found that none of them seemed suitable. I was worrying, biting the bottle, when He Cheng suddenly asked, "I heard that you will come to our party."

I groaned and asked, "How do you know?"

She hooked her lips and smiled faintly: "The roommate said."

I:……

With this sentence, I subconsciously thought of Tang Shuo, and managed to make up the whole story. Probably He Cheng's gossip-loving roommates heard the rumor from the senior that Tang Shuo's ex-girlfriend was coming to the party.

Right?

I was so sad, I didn't think so much before.

I asked, "Then am I not suitable for going?"

"It's okay." She thought for a while and added, "No."

I said oh, put the cap on the bottle and asked, "Do you have a show?"

She shook her head: "No."

I oh again.

There is no need to continue this topic, but the chatter has already opened. I casually asked her about her recent situation, is she used to school, and does she want to go home? Although she cherishes words like gold, she doesn't seem impatient. Occasionally, I will say a few words about what happened around me.

Our conversation stopped after the waiter brought the food, and the two of them ate everything in a leisurely manner. In the later stage, she watched me finish everything, and then went back to the dormitory together.

Only then did I realize that she lived in the room next to mine. When we were apart, I looked at her and said friendlyly, "Come and see me when you are free."

She hummed, and then the lights in the corridor went out, and I was just about to raise my hand to turn on the lights, and listen to a low voice from her side.

"Zhou Xiaoyi, don't be sad."