this life is waiting

This is my life.

I think maybe they just like me casually, after all, everyone is at the age of love, or maybe they just look at my face superficially, thinking about it, I looked back at the mirror next to me, looking at the new chin The pimples that came out, and the dark circles that appeared under the eyes, gave up the idea that they liked my face.

They must think that I am very connotative!

Tang Shuo's circle of friends actually has no influence on me. I know what kind of person he is, and I almost even liked him.

But other people don't think like me. This circle of friends directly caused me to go from a silent lovelorn two days ago to an open and aboveboard lovelorn today.

In the early morning of the next day, I wanted to turn on my phone to check the time, but saw dozens of messages on the message bar.

I don't know whether to lament whether it is Tang Shuo's great influence or my great influence. From the monitor assistant in their class to his younger brothers and cousins, they all came to condolences to me and asked me if I was okay.

But after thinking about it, people who don't know should think that I was cheated, or I will wear a cuckold to go out today to scare everyone.

Hahaha not funny at all.

I had already thought about breaking up with Tang Shuo when we were together, but he moved the time forward, but it was not something that was caught off guard. After he said the breakup and I immediately agreed, he even teased me, Said that I don't love him at all, and I didn't want to keep him. I smiled and said that if you keep him, you won't break up. He said that the hands must be separated, but you still have to keep him.

But so early in the morning, with so many news, I feel a little sad.

This is the case with many things. You don't feel much when you experience it personally, but once it is recalled afterwards, and even if you add some rhetoric, then that past event becomes easy to make people cry.

At this moment, the physics group is remembering the fact that I went to the wild barbecue with them. It seems that the atmosphere is very heavy, like a memorial service.

I don't plan to reply to any of them, and put my phone aside. After all, I am a lovelorn now, and a lovelorn is at the lowest end of a character's emotions, and anything can be forgiven.

After washing up, I looked at the timetable. Today is the third and fourth public class, and there is still plenty of time. I knocked on Yuyu, who was still sleeping, and asked her if she wanted breakfast. I went down and brought her one, and she squinted. He glanced at me with squinted eyes, waved to me to show that he didn't need it and drove me away.

Yuyu gets very angry when she wakes up, in order to protect herself, I don't bother her anymore.

When I went out, there were a few girls in military uniforms standing at the door, and I suddenly realized that today's freshman military training.

After closing the door, I passed by a few schoolgirls who were chatting, and I could hear the restraint in their words. After all, they just met each other and were in the stage of being shy with each other. I thought about passing this stage. The conversation between them is not what it is now.

I smiled, put the key away and turned around. Coincidentally, I saw He Cheng approaching from the left.

I waved to her and smiled, "Military training."

He Cheng hummed.

So we went downstairs together.

There are three junior girls walking with her, they must be in the same dormitory, He Cheng doesn't talk much, just stands beside me and walks silently, but the three junior girls behind me have been chattering ever since I met them, It seems to be discussing something.

After a few minutes, I finally figured out what they were talking about, goddamn me.

"There is a senior, oh my god, I cheated. I heard from my senior that I accidentally posted a bed photo with my mistress in Moments yesterday, and then deleted it in seconds, but everyone saw it."

"I've also heard that his girlfriend has lost contact with him. He doesn't answer the phone and doesn't reply to the messages. I don't know if he cried all night."

"Really."

"Sure, I still have that photo, which was sent to me by someone in the know."

"Wow! Show me."

"Be low-key!"

The girl who said this suddenly lowered her voice, and added: "I heard that his girlfriend's dormitory is next door to ours."

"Wow!"

I:……

What people say is terrible, what is this.

"He Cheng, He Cheng, have you heard?" The girl behind him suddenly poked He Cheng's arm with her finger.

He Cheng turned his head slightly, and replied, "No."

The atmosphere suddenly became awkward, but it was mainly because I was embarrassed. They still had a good chat and added a lot of colors that I didn't know about. If I wasn't the protagonist, I would definitely join this gossip forum and think this story is really exciting Wonderful.

I swallowed my saliva and felt a little irritable. I watched He Cheng walking straight ahead without looking sideways. I don’t know what she was thinking. Maybe she didn’t think about anything and was walking seriously, or maybe she was listening to the words behind her. Chat content, after all, I am also such a person, I often pretend not to care and eavesdrop on other people's chats.

Why does it sound so shameful, let's put it another way, since they can talk about it in broad daylight without taboo, then I don't mind listening to it.

This statement doesn't seem to be any better, well, I'm just ashamed.

After all, the source of the news is so small, the school girls quickly finished the discussion, and without any gaps, the topic turned to what to eat at noon.

I breathed a sigh of relief, looked back at He Cheng, and asked, "Why do they call you He Deng, isn't your name He Cheng?"

She lowered her head slightly without looking back at me, and simply explained: "Two pronunciations."

I groaned, and asked again: "Then should I call you He Deng or He Cheng?"

As soon as she finished speaking, I saw her walking speed suddenly slow down. The school girl behind her nearly bumped into her when she dropped. Fortunately, it only took a while before she returned to her original speed.

"It's all right." She replied.

I turned my head and thought about it, the pronunciation of these two seems to be similar, but I have already called He Cheng yesterday, and I have formed a habit.

"I'll call you He Cheng." I smiled and pointed to the cafeteria in front of me, "I'm going to eat, I'm going to have a good military training, and be careful not to get heatstroke."

She stopped after hearing this, and successfully let the school girl behind her bump into her. After saying sorry a few times, she looked up at the big sign on the top floor of the cafeteria.

I waved to her again, turned and left, and heard the familiar voice of the school girl behind me shout: "He Cheng, let's go."

Although Yuyu said no, I still brought her soy milk and steamed buns, and she woke up when she returned to the dormitory, looking at the food in my hand, she wanted to hug me and hold me high Said a good confession.

There are two schoolgirls in the same dormitory as us, but they are not directly related. Both of them have high ambitions and double degrees, so they usually have more homework, plus they participate in many club activities, and rarely stay in the dormitory. .

It has been a year in the same dormitory, and it is really rare that we can still maintain a respectful attitude with the school girls.

After dawdling in the dormitory for a while, I packed up and went to class. On the way, Yuyu read the information on the mobile phone and looked at me with a wretched look, which made me very panic.

"What are you doing!" I asked.

She hahaha several times: "Xiao Yi, you have to be prepared these few days, several people came to ask me just now, are you broken in love, are you okay?"

I rolled my eyes.

"Hey, there is a bit of sadness in their words that you were cheated on, let me comfort you."

Yuyu is the only person in this school who understands me, and the second person after Tang Shuo who understands my attitude towards this relationship, so I approached her immediately after we broke up that day, and after a heartbreak, she just said oh , and then said in a nonchalant tone: "Are you finished, I'm going to fight monsters."

"What did you say?" I asked her.

Yuyu smirked: "I said you are very sad, you can't eat, you cry for a long time, you are weak, and you are very haggard."

I twitched the corner of my mouth, looked at her sincere face, and asked, "You can't really say that."

She laughed a few more times: "Of course not, but I can't say that you don't care, it looks like you are heartless and ruins your image. After all, you are our class flower. So I said, you look fine. "

After she finished speaking, she thought she was witty and raised an eyebrow at me.

Although Yuyu often hurt me in front of me, she especially defends me in front of outsiders. In the past, I always thought it was because of the mutual support between us. Later, I found out that it was because she used me as the material for her cartoons.

Every time a handsome guy approaches within a hundred miles, her comics will be updated, telling about the unknown involvements between me and strangers.

However, her style of painting has changed recently, and my objects are both male and female.

She secretly draws manga because one day her drawing dropped on the floor and I found out. She said she didn't want to hide it from me, but she just felt embarrassed.

But since I knew about it, she has become more and more crazy, often collecting materials around me unscrupulously, teasing me, obsessing with me, and molesting me, making me feel that it is better not to know.

I've seen her paintings, but I can't compliment her, I guess I can't compliment her, except for the dialogue, the paintings look like a person, and I won't comment on anything else.

Especially the me in her painting is more difficult to identify than the ID card. I once pointed to the black spot on my face and asked: "What is this, a matchmaker mole?"

She said, "That's your dimple."

me: oh.

My lovely dimples...

The timing was a bit on point, the classroom was already full of half of the students, Yuyu and I sat down in a corner in the middle, and then put the bag away, when a pack of tissues suddenly flew over from the seat next to us, and slapped it on it. On the table, it slid for a second and then fell to the ground.

I bent down and picked it up, and put it on the table next door.

Nowadays, it is not uncommon to use paper towels to occupy seats. After all, those who don't like to study have only paper towels on their bodies.

A few seconds later, the owner of the tissue was sitting next to me. It doesn’t matter if I don’t look at it. I was startled when I saw it. Isn’t this Deng Kai from Yuyu Gossip.

"Xiao Yi, are you okay?" He told me as soon as he sat down.

I chuckled: "Very good."

"Don't lie to me, Xiao Yi." He sighed, squeezed the tissue in his hand, looked at me with an annoyed expression, and said, "If I had known this, I wouldn't have given you up to Tang Shuo."

Me: Excuse me?

His voice was not high, but the class was very quiet at the moment. After he said this, the onlookers secretly turned to look at me.

They look so cautious, for fear of being discovered by me, and their eyes are so pitiful, as if looking at a puppy that has fallen out of favor.

In order to satisfy their little wish, I pretended not to see it and bowed my head, and lifted the book up to block between me and Deng Kai. I looked back at Yuyu, and saw her laughing so hard that she couldn’t help herself. Look, I poked her with my hand,

Yuyu looked like she was surrendering, approached me and said in a breathy voice, "Okay, I'll change seats with you."