this life is waiting

He Cheng's comforting words made me fall into a long thought. I am a person who is afraid of being discussed by others. I don't like others to say that they don't fit my personality when they don't understand my situation.

In my eyes, she is so indifferent to world affairs and gossip, but her words indicate that my cuckold image has spread all over the Department of Physics.

This makes me very sad, how can I get married.

My lengthy beautiful contemplative posture by the window was interrupted by Yuyu's slap. She tapped my forehead gently, and almost made me fall off the stool.

She said, "Do you know what you looked like just now?"

Me: "Like what?"

Her: "The Monkey of Sichun."

I laughed a few times, stood up and stretched, "Yeah, I'm lonely, introduce someone to me."

She rewarded her with a big white eye, and went to take a shower with her pajamas in her arms. Looking at her back, I suddenly remembered that I haven't washed my first clothes today.

The dormitory of the school is usually lived by four people. When we came in the first year, due to our special situation and the counselor forgot to arrange it, Yuyu and I happily spent two years alone, until the next day the school girl live in.

At that time, we were not used to it. Although we got along well with the school girl, we were not happy at all. Later, Yuyu and I had a deep discussion on this matter. The reason for our unhappiness may be that we both wanted to spare our time. It took nearly two days to make a bed.

The laundry place in the dormitory is on the balcony. From the balcony, you can see the scenery of the mountain behind the female dormitory area. I have no feelings for flowers and plants, but I have to admit that when spring comes, the mountain is really beautiful.

There are two trees downstairs in this building. One evening last year, I happened to see that the trees were full of flowers, and some of them fell to the ground. The red, green and green eyes were very visible, like the scene in the photo, as if there was a man in big clothes. The beauties in red dresses danced lightly below, it was so beautiful.

At that time, with admiration, I sighed: "What a beautiful big red flower."

After listening to it, Yuyu laughed at me: "It's a good painting, but you said big red flowers, you're not soiled." Then she stretched out her big arms, hugged me, and nodded with a graceful gesture. tree, and some petals scattered on the ground: "Yifei, that's kapok."

At this moment, there are only a few leaves left on the kapok tree, which is no different from other trees. No one would have thought that it used to be so beautiful, just like a prosperous life, which makes people sigh and sigh.

Why can I come up with such literary words while washing clothes? I scratched my head with the back of my hand, and suddenly heard a familiar voice from the balcony next door.

I poked my head out and saw He Cheng answering the phone over there, so I immediately retracted my head in fright.

The structure of the dormitory in this building is very strange. The balcony next door is not from the dormitory next door, but the dormitory next door. In order to study this strange phenomenon, I went to visit the door, and found that the balcony of the dormitory next door is on the other side, poor The view they had from the balcony was the stairwell.

Do you not understand it? When I told my high school classmates, they didn’t understand and almost asked me to draw the structure. Fortunately, they stopped me in time and said mercilessly that they didn’t care.

This story tells you that sometimes others don't necessarily care about what you are eager to carry forward.

Wow, what a profound truth, the clothes were washed really well this time!

He Cheng's voice over there was very low, but the dormitory building was too quiet at the moment, so quiet that I could hear her voice clearly.

If it weren't for her conversation being too simple and contentless, I might really want to hide.

"Very good... um... everything is fine... no, I'm used to it... good... tell Dad to go to bed early... good..."

It sounds like I'm on the phone with my mother. She is really careful with words as always. I imagined the scene at her home. Could it be that the whole family is sitting on the sofa and not talking much.

If so, what a serious family.

After she called like this, I realized that I haven't called home for a long time. When I first came to school, I had to talk to my mother every day, even three times a day, talking all over the place, but now it's only a few days G.

At the beginning, the aunt next door killed a chicken stew and gave the family a big bowl of this kind of thing. My mother would report it to me. Now she saw a serious car accident on the road, but she just posted it on Moments without telling me. I.

Maybe my mother thinks that I am not as important as square dancing. If there is anything to talk about with my daughter, it is better to dance.

My mother was madly obsessed with square dancing for a while. When I came home from the summer vacation and hummed a few words to Little Apple, she looked at me in surprise and said, you have heard this song too.

I:……

After He Cheng made the phone call, he opened the glass door and went back to the dormitory. The balcony became quiet again. This quietness made me feel very lonely, so lonely that I had an urge to ask He Cheng to come out and call me.

The weather showed signs of getting cooler. When I woke up the next day, those quilts and pillows I kicked to the ground, and two consecutive sneezes successfully announced that I had a cold.

So using this excuse, I stayed in the dormitory to watch dramas for two days on weekends, and lived a happy life of ordering meals and taking them out without going out.

During the period, Yuyu tried several times to pull me to go shopping together, but I severely rejected it.

She always likes to ask me to be a light bulb. I don’t know what the fun is. I used to be a light bulb once. Although I was the one who chatted with Yuyu the whole time, she held my arm and asked for my opinion, but looking at her I always feel a little guilty when my boyfriend is left behind.

So I no longer participate in their two-person activities.

A few times ago, she complained about me, saying that her boyfriend's vision was not good at all, why didn't I go, why, why, but later she took it lightly, and said that she would be right if she didn't choose whatever her boyfriend would choose in the future.

This reminds me of McDull, if you buy a lottery ticket according to the number he discarded, you will definitely win the lottery, but her mother doesn't seem to understand this, or maybe she understands it and doesn't want to try it. After all, she loves his son so much that she doesn't even want money .

I don't think my mother would have this kind of love. If I had the function of McDull, she would probably bother me every day.

On Sunday night, Pisces finally managed to find an excuse to trick me out the door.

She said that she would hold a meeting for the freshmen today and let me show my face.

At first I wondered why the freshman meeting asked me to show my face. She first told me the meaning of it from the perspective of socialist construction, and then explained the truth from the perspective of humanistic care. In the end, I rolled my eyes, and she finally told me the truth.

She said that last week she promised her juniors that she would bring class flowers for them to watch.

She also said that what she said at the time directly heated up the sick atmosphere, and then she acted like a baby to me and told me to go.

Before I said what I wanted to refuse, she added another sentence.

"Zhou Xiaoyi, you went and I will treat you to crayfish when I come back tonight."

Transaction.

In fact, as a class leader, Yuyu is still very serious and responsible. The way she handles things is completely different from her usual way, so when I arrive in class, all I see is her serious face.

I haven't seen this serious face for too long, and I'm not used to it.

"Okay, although what I said is very boring, but it is the main point, now, I will give you something that is not boring." Yuyu looked at everyone with a relaxed look, smiled and asked: "Last week I said Who are you going to bring?"

"Ban Hua!"

The sudden fiery atmosphere in the class almost made me drop my phone on the ground.

For the sake of effect, Yuyu specially put me at the back door and refused to let me in, so for a long time just now, my class flower curled up like a puppy and played with my mobile phone in the corner of the back door.

This picture is so sad.

I don't know if Yuyu said it, but in fact there are only two girls in our class.

I heard her say "Come in." I opened the door, and then everyone looked at me. From the back door to the podium, there was an illusion of walking a red carpet.

Sure enough, I don't have star life, this feeling is really fucking uncomfortable.

"Applause!" Yuyu suddenly roared in my ear, and there was thunderous applause from below.

Holy shit I think I'm blushing.

Ever since I won the individual award for the best student in the third grade of elementary school, I have never been in the spotlight like this again.

I seem to hear the rustling discussions below.

"Haha, this is the class flower, we are going to die."

"Why does Banhua come here wearing a pair of slippers?"

"The temperament of this class is not very good, it is not grand at all."

……

Well, these are all made up in my head, they didn't say anything, they just cared about applauding.

But I'm really embarrassed. If I knew the scene was like this, I wouldn't come if she offered me five catties of crayfish.

Unless please eat ten catties.

A few minutes later, I left the classroom with the excuse of going to the bathroom. When I came out, I felt that the air outside was really fresh.

But I actually went to the toilet. When I came out, I looked at the door of the classroom and was wondering whether to go in or leave. A person walking in beside me made me firm in my choice.

"He Cheng!" I warmly greeted him as if I saw my own mother: "Where are you going?"

She was obviously frightened by me, she took a small step back with the expression of seeing a ghost, and said, "Go back to the dormitory."

I stepped forward and took her arm immediately: "I'll go back with you!"

So I happily walked with He Cheng and sent a WeChat message to Yuyu.

"Meet a schoolgirl by chance, she is alone, she feels pitiful, so she accompany her back to the dormitory, leave first, don't read."

After walking with He Cheng for a while, I realized that she seemed very stiff, especially the arm I was holding, like a block of wood.

Only then did I suddenly realize that I was too abrupt just now, I only cared about myself, and didn't ask her if she would like to be with me.

Thinking of this, I blurted out, "You don't mind going back with me."

It takes a person with a low EQ to answer me if it feels so wrong to say it out loud.

Sure enough, He Cheng replied flatly, "I don't mind."

I heheed a few times in my heart, and silently let go of the hand holding her, but this slow process made me accidentally touch her palm.

"You're sweating." I asked suspiciously, and took out a tissue from my bag and put it on her hand: "Why are you sweating so much, are you okay?"

She wiped it off with a paper towel expressionlessly, then lowered her head and said, "It's okay."