when i used to love you

On the [-]th, I was discharged from the hospital.The number of times I wanted to email and call Zhiyu was [-], and the number of times I succeeded was [-].

As soon as I stepped out of the hospital gate, I saw Dr. Lu leaning on the pillar at the hospital gate.He changed into a normal suit.A black shirt and white trousers made him appear taller and taller.I stood there admiring the handsome man for a while.If I had met Zhiyu before I met him, maybe I would have been attracted by Doctor Lu's beauty...

"What are you looking at?" Dr. Lu's gaze suddenly turned to me.I was a little embarrassed by the person who was peeping at me. I walked over quickly and changed the subject: "Doctor Lu, don't you have to be on duty today?"

"No, the shift is changed today." His answer was still so concise.

"Then you are waiting here today..." I asked cautiously.

"Waiting for you." Doctor Lu replied concisely.

"Lu, Dr. Lu, I've already treated you to dinner, and I'll apologize. I called you out that day..." I was crying. Is Dr. Lu a narrow-minded person? !

"What are you talking about?" Dr. Lu frowned slightly, and then said, "I have business with you today. Let's talk about it later."

"Ah? Oh, oh..." I wish I could bury myself in the ground.

So, Dr. Lu walked in front, and I followed him step by step.Although I don't know what he wants me to do.

Dr. Lu stopped in his tracks inadvertently.so close!Almost hit it!

The "back" mentioned by Dr. Lu is the back garden of the hospital.I have never been here.Because S University is rich and famous, the affiliated hospital is built as luxuriously as a private hospital.Exquisite rockery trees, pavilions, and several small streams meander through.

Dr. Lu didn't speak, just stood there quietly and looked at me.I didn't say anything, just admiring the surrounding scenery.

"What exactly are you here for?" Dr. Lu gave me a big problem as soon as he opened his mouth.I was naturally silent.In the past few days, I haven't thought about this problem.Just don't think about it like escaping.

"Uh... find a job to eat and drink? Xiao Xiao Sa Sa Sa Sasa won't take away a piece of cloud?" I replied half-jokingly.

Dr. Lu's expression was still so serious, but the atmosphere between the two of us became more rigid.

He said: "In your life, besides him, there are other people involved. For example...your father."

I froze.My heartless old man who is now enjoying himself outside with a man, if I insist on my own way, he will be very sad, maybe he will cry...

Thinking of this, I smiled.Dr. Lu may be a little surprised why I can still laugh at this time.But I suddenly realized: "Doctor Lu, do you know my dad?"

Dr. Lu frowned imperceptibly, and said, "I think generally at such times, everyone would first think of your parents who gave birth to you and raised you."

"Ahaha, is that right..." I smiled awkwardly, "But Dr. Lu, I think we have nothing to do with each other other than brothers and doctors, you..."

Dr. Lu frowned fiercely, and said in a cold voice, "No. This is just my wishful thinking."

As for what this "wishful thinking" really means, I seem to understand it, but I don't seem to understand it.Maybe I'll understand later, maybe I never will.