Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

"My child, you will be an adult in a few years. I hope that when you grow up, you will never experience anything that I have experienced as a father. In the eyes of outsiders, I have a good life, but all of that I got it through my own hard work, and it wasn't left to me by anyone. You know, your grandparents didn't accompany me much, but I still chose to stay by your side and grow up with you. In fact, I I really want to send you abroad for further study, but I still can't bear it."

"Dad, I know you are reluctant, because I am a member of this family, and I am your own son. You don't want me to bear the hurt you have suffered. It will cause a huge psychological shadow to me, but I know You are the one who loves me the most, just like I love my mother, I also love you deeply!"

Zhang Yichen watched with his own eyes that everything he cared about had completely changed. All of this was really the result he wanted the most. Why did he find out when he looked back that all of this was actually different from what he had imagined in the end? , Now where is my wife gone, and the person I want the most is not by my side, I just watched all of this has become what I hated the most at the beginning, what is this for? Because of everything I have paid, is the effort so insignificant in the eyes of others?How much I have paid myself, and who has ever considered every cent for me from my own point of view.

"Grandpa, how worried I am now, do you understand? My heart is all about my wife in the poem. There is nothing more important in my heart than him, but he, he is alone now In a faraway place, I don’t know if he’s living well alone, if he’s had enough to eat today, let alone if he’s gone a long way today, how much I hope he can have a period of time that belongs to me I would rather he could recover all his memories after losing me, so that he could live happily and happily, I don’t know where he is now, I only know that now I can’t let him be in my heart The person I want in the depths, he has lost, he has disappeared, in my life, he can no longer stand in front of me alive like before, maybe he has completely forgotten, I Looking for a new life that he should start again, and I am still foolishly waiting for him to come back to me.

I don't blame anyone for all the hurts that ever caused us, but I hope those hurts can be enough, there is no need to reappear in my life again and again, I'm not a saint, I can't make everyone like me Like others like me, what I can do is to let myself live with a clear conscience, even though this kind of life makes everyone feel disgusted, but I still hope that I can live frankly, recalling all the bits and pieces of the past Di, is that really what you want most?Seeing my parents living outside, seeing my wife disappearing in front of my eyes, looking at my children, I misunderstood myself again and again, but I was suffering, and I didn't know how to explain it. "

The two people who embraced tightly finally experienced the happiest moment in their lives again at this moment. No one can separate them, because anyone can destroy the happiness in their hearts. What matters is how you want to live your life and how you can go to the end with the person you love the most.

Every step is very difficult, there is nothing waiting for you in this world, only endless difficulties, when you overcome all difficulties again and again, then you are not far from victory, but if once Once again, all the difficulties are avoided, and all of them are treated as never happened, so no matter what, they will never grow up in this life, let alone get what they want. At this moment, their hearts are more important than anyone else's Know what kind of life you really want in your heart.

There will always be farewells in the world, and what kind of path you choose in the end determines what kind of difficulties you will face in your future life. No one in the world is the most perfect person, and no one can be perfect , Everyone will have pain in their hearts. For those who have pain, the pain in their hearts is undoubtedly the pain that they can't let go of in their entire life.

Maybe the two of them have experienced so much, and getting the hug they want most from each other at this moment is already the happiest thing. They have never expected to have more than they want, but it is the simplest and most simple s things.

Ran Zhihan knew in her heart what kind of ending she would face for what she did, but he still had no regrets. He knew what kind of price he would pay for all the things he had obtained, and what would be the price because of it. He has never cared about what kind of responsibility he bears for his own actions. All he cares about is how to live with the person he loves the most.

No one can live in this world without desires, no one can leave him as his favorite thing in his life, but he is indifferent and ignores it. There is no such person in the world Existence, of course they also understand that maybe even if such a person exists, it will definitely not be themselves.

"Yichen, I have to apologize to you, because what I did before did make you hurt your heart that loves me the most. I never thought that one day I would be hurt by what I did. The man I love the most, I never thought that because of what I did, the man I love the most would end up being hurt so deeply because of me!

"Father, have your grandparents ever sincerely apologized to you? Did they really know that what they did was wrong? They were really willing to let go of the past and come back to you without any regrets. Are you willing to give up your former so-called freedom and go back home?"

"Of course, but even so, if it were you, put yourself in your shoes, would you be able to accept it?"

I don’t regret anything in this life. The happiest thing in my life is to be with you, to be a husband and wife with you, to have the crystallization of our love for each other. This is enough for me. I don’t want too much There are more things, but I only hope that we can live the life that each other wants in peace and stability in this life, but we will not destroy the original tranquility because of anyone's disturbance!

I have thought many times about what kind of life I want and what I want my life to be like. Now I finally understand that all I want is a peaceful and ordinary life, and I can As a poor person, I can accompany my husband to live in a thatched cottage. I don’t care about all the glory and wealth in the world, but I can’t do it without caring about the person I love the most. What I want may be too much for others. Harsh, but that is the most sincere thought in my heart. That kind of thought is not changed because of anyone's intervention, but it will always be that thought from the beginning to the end, and it will not be because of every word anyone said. Abandoned my original intention! "

At the beginning, the two of them quarreled and quarreled over many things, so what was all the quarrel in their eyes? When they realized that it was all just their own wishful thinking, he realized that in fact, all of that was nothing at all. It's not the most desired ending between each other, it's not the result that each other should get at all, he feels that he will become like this one day after all, is it really worth everything in retrospect?

The two fathers and sons quarreled loudly at home again because of these things. In fact, no one was wrong about this matter. The only thing wrong was that their own selfishness was too strong, and their family members were overwhelmed by their own selfishness time and time again. Injured by selfishness.

"The mistakes made by others can be forgiven by their loved ones, why can't I? I admit that I did something wrong, and I know that I can't forgive you and feel balanced in your heart, but Can't you forgive me just once?"

"Once? This is really the only time you did something wrong. You got our forgiveness. Is it really the only time? Ask yourself how many bad things you have done, how many bad things you have done, and let your family members My son was heartbroken, but in the end we all chose to forgive you, because we treat you as our own family and regard you as important, but you, the feeling you give us all is What, you have to abandon the most important person in your family just for your own so-called selfish desires, do you think you are really willing to do this?

Do you really feel pain in your heart?Sometimes, as a father, I really don’t understand. Everyone says that people’s hearts hurt when they grow up, and feelings are not one-way. But are the decisions you made really hurt by people’s hearts?Feelings will be cold?You have never considered the feelings of your family members in everything you do, you are always so selfish, don't you know that the result of selfishness will never be good in the end?But why do you insist on choosing such an ending? "

"Dad, from the time I was born, you should know that my ending is not something I can choose. I failed to fulfill your expectations and stay at home to inherit. The company did not fulfill your expectations and become the most useful person in the world. But my son did it, he is more powerful than me, he is even stronger than you, he is much stronger than you, he did it, he is the most powerful person in this world, the most powerful person in this world capable man, and he married the kindest and gentlest wife in the world."

"Do you now feel that your son has achieved what he is today? You are very proud in your heart, but you will never imagine how much your son has paid and endured in order to get to where he is today, and how much he has gone every step of the way. You have never seen or experienced the hardships. He just wants to prove himself step by step, to show his parents that he is the most useful, and to make his parents feel regretful for abandoning her. You came back on the day when he was most successful, but what you gave him was not a warm hug, not an apology, not a greeting, but the saddest hurt again and again.

Everything you do is always so ignorant of other people's feelings. You think that as long as you are happy, it has nothing to do with you whether others are happy or not, but you never understand that your family has How I hope you are happy, as long as you are happy, it doesn’t matter even if your family suffers a little or gets tired. For your family, as long as the people you care about are safe and happy in life, that’s enough , in your son's heart, he doesn't ask his parents to love him so much, he doesn't ask my parents to do more for him, he only hopes that his parents can live happily in this life, Even if you don't recognize his son for the rest of your life, it's fine, but what about you, how do you treat him?Taking his love for you again and again as your capital to hurt him, are you hurting her less?

"I'm sorry Dad, I really know I'm wrong, I know everything I do is so selfish, I never think about the feelings of the people I care about and those who love me, I always want to It is enough to think that I can be happy, why should I care so much about other people's irrelevant things, they can't even manage their own affairs, how can they have time to care about their own affairs, but I don't know that my My father still loves me so much. In fact, my son still cares so much about my biological father, even my own daughter-in-law, but I have done so many things that hurt them. How can I have the face to face it? As for them, every thing and every decision I make, why should I make them feel so sad, so painful, just because of the benefits I want, and because of the things I want to say too much? Abandoning what you should protect the most."

"That's right, what you do is to support you to do so many arbitrary things. Do you know that when you do things, you feel that you are arrogant, but you don't know how many pairs of eyes are staring at you behind you. I just expect you to fall from a high place to the ground, but you never know how much your relatives care about you, you can do your own things well every step of the way, and you can be safe and secure every step of the way. Lie down on that floor steadily, instead of inserting on the soft clouds above the Nine Heavens Palace, that will only make yourself very tired... You will never come back to this home in this lifetime Here, because you have no chance. Recently, your wife came out to commit crimes again. I don’t know if he did it on purpose, but I hope you can investigate it carefully. If she really did it on purpose, then not only Your son, will never forgive her, even me as a father will never forgive him again, everything he did is really too unforgivable, and this time it hurt me like this Not to mention hurting the relationship between your son and your daughter-in-law!"

As soon as Zhang Zhentian heard from his father that his wife had started to commit crimes recently, he knew that his wife had really returned here. She was a little happy and a little sad. He was happy that he could finally find his wife. The sad thing is that maybe because of this time, I really have no possibility to be with my wife anymore.

"Okay, leave this matter to me, a selfish person, go and check it out. When I have thoroughly investigated this matter, I will tell you as soon as possible. Don't worry, don't worry about it." Look at me with this kind of eyes, I will not hide anything from you, I will not do things like before that you will never forgive me, don't worry!"

"I used to give everything, what did I become like, when I made all this the most unwilling ending in my real life time and time again, but in the end I still had no way to make all this the most unacceptable ending to myself. The look I would like to see.

Maybe what they said is not wrong, I am such a selfish person, mercenary, insensitive, and can give up everything for a small profit! "

"Zhihan, I know, how could I not know, what kind of life is what you think in your heart, don't forget that we are husband and wife, we have experienced too many things between each other, I can't say a few words Just forget all this, do you know? When I am with you, how happy I am inside, how happy I am, I have never been so happy and happy, every moment with you , is the happiest moment in my life, no matter what you say or do, you will always be so perfect in my heart!

"I once said proudly to my parents, you don't need to apologize to me, because in your hearts, I am not the most important person to you from the beginning to the end, but I know that although they love me, I am still not as free as them importance."

You don't have to apologize to me, you should apologize to me, you know?Because what I did really made you feel uncomfortable, especially the words I said to you made you really ugly. I never thought of hurting you like that, but I have no choice, Lu Tu It is my own choice. In any case, I must finish the life path I chose. Each of us has a love in our hearts, and I can give everything for the love in my heart.

At the same time, I'm really not a saint. I really can't give my heart to others again and again. What I really want is the same as you, but a stable and peaceful life. For me, this kind of life is too much. Too extravagant, especially in our wealthy family!

I hope you believe me, as long as it is what you want, I will definitely share everything you want with both hands regardless of all costs. I am not that kind of person, all I want is to live with you in peace, Then everything you have by my side is not important to me, all I want is you! "

"Then let's let us go back to the original way these few times, okay? Don't disturb the happy life of both of us because of anyone's appearance. It's really irresponsible to say these words, you know? I How much I long to be able to join hands with you to create the happiest future between us. No one has considered my inner thoughts, and no one has ever cared about my inner pain.

How happy would it be if all this could return to the way it was before?

Everyone has a nostalgic heart, no one can give up their inner thoughts, I will not force you to do things you don't want to do, but I also hope you can respect my wishes, the most important thing between husband and wife The most important thing is mutual understanding, mutual trust and mutual respect. If there is not even the most basic respect between each other, then even if two people can live forever, what's the point?

I don't want anything now, I just want to get it all back to the beginning, that's enough for me, I'm not the kind of greedy person, as long as I can get my life back to the original state, I'm already grateful! "

After all, what I care about has left me...

All the ignorance, all the unhappiness, and all the hardships will be slowly relieved at this moment. After all, I shouldn’t hide it deep in my heart. I don’t want to become the same person as them.

I didn't understand it before, but now I understand it. Who knows how much I have experienced?