Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

Xia Jing passed by the door, just in time to hear her son and grandson discussing his past affairs, he listened carefully, he thought that his son had really forgiven them, but he didn't expect that it was just superficial Forgiveness, there is still a gap deep in my heart.

He was weeping silently at the side, he didn't know how long it would take for these barriers to be eliminated, and he didn't know why he became what he is now.

"I have to admit that the one thing I wished most was to be able to live in the harbor of my warmest home, but in the end I really had nothing. I always thought that my happiest and happiest time was also his time. But in the end, I found out that those smiles that spread are not like that at all. When I heard that many people got what they wanted and lost what they originally had, I realized that the loss is directly proportional to the gain. .”

For the next few days, Zhang Yichen locked himself in the bedroom at home, thinking about what Ran Zhihan said to him.

He suddenly felt that he didn't hate his parents so much. He really couldn't let go of his self-esteem and face as his girlfriend said. It was because of his self-esteem and his own face that he let himself He chose to hate his parents. Even if he found out, he still couldn't accept his parents easily. After all, his parents still abandoned him for more than ten years. This is always a wound to him, maybe one day He will forgive his parents for abandoning him, maybe he will never forgive him, but compared to the hatred he had for his parents before, he no longer hates his parents so much, he only hopes that his parents will stop opposing himself and himself If the person he loves is together, if he always opposes it, it will be difficult for him to guarantee that he will hate his parents next time.

He had already decided to give his parents a chance to rehabilitate and return to the Zhang family, but he didn't know that his parents were arguing about this matter, so he made a phone call.

Zhang Zhentian saw his son's name on the caller ID of his mobile phone. He was very excited. His son had just quarreled with him, and he was still able to call, which proved that his son still had his own in his heart. He answered the phone excitedly. , said excitedly to his son: "Son, why did you think of calling Dad? Dad is sorry for you. Dad didn't take good care of your mother. It was Dad who made your mother do something that hurt your girlfriend. , but Dad hopes you can rest assured that such a thing will never happen again in the future, your girlfriend will definitely study in the United States safely, and you don’t have to worry, your mother will find trouble for your girlfriend Yes, I will definitely look at her, if you have nothing to do, then dad will hang up the phone first, your mother is still arguing with me about this..."

Zhang Yichen thought to himself: I don’t have tinnitus anymore, did I hear wrongly, what my father said to me just now, his mother is still arguing with his father because of this matter, could it be that his father has always Did you really not know this in the end?Did I really blame my father wrongly?

"Wait a minute, don't hang up the phone, I have something to say to you alone, you should avoid your wife!" Zhang Yichen said.

Zhang Zhentian avoided Xia Jing, and said to Zhang Yichen, "Yichen, if you have anything to say, just say it!"

"Dad, these things have really passed for so many years. It's time for you to let go. If you are together sincerely, the family will definitely be happy. No one wants to leave their son, even if they really I can't live without you, please believe that grandparents have unavoidable difficulties!"

Xia Jing was moved when he heard his grandson speaking for him, but he wanted his son's forgiveness even more.

At first I thought that my life could be very happy and happy, but in the end I found that all this is actually just a mirage. I thought that being with the person in my heart can get what I want most, but I finally found out what?Maybe deep down in his heart, what he wants is not like this, he never thought of being with you in this way, maybe he just uses you.

For a long time to come, he stayed with Mr. Zhang in the hospital. He felt that no matter what, his grandfather always considered life for himself from his own point of view. He had already put too much effort into his marriage. .

As a junior, how can I let my grandfather worry about me over and over again, while I stand by alone and ignore it, so how can I really be worthy of being my grandfather's junior?How can I get such care and love from my grandfather?

He is already old, if I don't stay with her for a while now, maybe one day she will leave me suddenly, and will never be able to return to my side, if I really wait until that moment comes, Then how much self-blame should I have in my heart? This is my grandfather who has loved me for so many years. No matter whose biological grandfather he is, he always treats himself as his own granddaughter. I have no reason not to Accompany her well, don't take care of her, as a normal person, as a sensible person, how can I make my grandfather suffer so much hardship, but I can't do anything by myself.

When Mr. Zhang knew that his granddaughter-in-law was with him day and night in the hospital, it was just to take care of his daily life.

He couldn't express how happy he was in his heart, how excited he was, he knew that his grandson, the family's marriage was finally happy, and they could finally return to the happy and happy days before. It is the best comfort for him that she will not separate them because of any torture. She is a clingy boyfriend, and all she wants is for her children and grandchildren to live happily, even if she They are all worrying, even if they no longer have any happy days, they are still happy in their hearts and still happy.

"In the past, your mother was willing to stay by your grandfather's side. At that time, the people in the family were really happy and happy. It was I who broke this happy and stable life with my own hands. It was I who made it look like this. Yes I have torn my family apart step by step, and I have an inescapable responsibility!"

"Zhihan, thank you, Grandpa, thank you for being willing to stay with me, a bad old man, for so long. I know that my body is getting worse day by day, but now I feel that my spirit is very good. It is precisely because of your company that I Grandpa felt the sunshine of happiness. It was you who made grandpa realize what it means to enjoy life in peace. I don’t have any regrets now. If I leave this world right now, I won’t have any regrets. The only thing I can’t worry about It is my grandson and you. I want to see your family live happily!

Grandpa knows that you very much hope that your child will not continue the devil training, because as a mother, seeing her child being hurt and bruised again and again, as a mother, her heart must be very painful. But the world is so cruel, there is no result, and all this can be brought back to the beginning. Since he chose this path, he must be let to finish it no matter what!

Like you, I also hate her being hurt again and again, but he is actually a man, but since he has chosen to take this path, he has become a member of the Zhang family, a descendant of the Zhang family, so it You have to bear the pain and torture that everyone may not be able to bear. This is a real Zhang family. I know, maybe I say this to you, you still feel very uncomfortable in your heart, but you must also To accept this fact. "

Ran Zhihan nodded, he knew that this was an unchangeable fact, so why did he force others to make things difficult for him to change, anyway, he couldn't do that kind of thing.

"Grandpa, I know, I know that everything you said to me is for my own good, and I also know that what you said to me is to comfort me, but I also want my child to live a safe and stable life." Ah, as a mother, I saw my own son smearing medicine on himself in the room with bloody hands, and as a mother, I could only hide in the corner and stare secretly, but dared not stand up, because I was afraid that my child would follow him. Who can experience the torment and pain in a mother's heart?"

"I know, I know it's understandable for you to do this, but children must experience setbacks and difficulties before they can grow up slowly, and only a child who grows up in difficulties will be the best. The firm one, you know?

I don't know how to comfort you, but I really hope you can understand that your child is the strongest person, he can become a master step by step with his own efforts, and he can achieve what he wants without relying on anyone. For all the goals you want, you should not hinder his progress, but you should support her unconditionally, so that she can always attack with all her strength in the direction she wants!

You should also know how much hardship and pain your husband has gone through, and he also does not want his children to experience such pain again, but no one in the world can be perfect, and no one is so perfect. There is always one thing that will make everyone have a different opinion. You should be considerate of each other instead of quarreling again and again. That will have no effect, let alone get relief!

As a parent, no one can watch their children suffer all kinds of harm and remain indifferent. If there are such parents, it can only prove that they do not have their own children in their hearts, and you are different. Our family is different. We are a wealthy family. How many people are eyeing our property. You should also know that if you are not careful, you will be swallowed by others, and there will be no bones left. You really hope that one day your child After all of us are out of the world, left to be trampled upon with no means of fighting back anyway?

Looking at the neat notes on each notebook now, I can only finish reading with tears in my eyes, and when I stare at the flickering street lights outside the window, I also have too many words that will stick to my throat. When I picked up the pen, my heart became heavy again. I couldn't let me record the days when I was alone.

I believe you don't want to see such a thing happen, but the pride of our family, the stronger it is, proves that the status of our family is stronger, and none of us has the right to deprive such a life, we should let him Growing up happily makes him carefree all his life. At least his current childhood is the path he chooses. He will not regret it. We should let him understand that once he chooses some things, there is no room for regret! "

"Grandpa, I also know that once a choice is made for some things, there is no room for regret, but he is my child after all, I really can't let him train hard alone, and I, a mother But I can only watch from behind..."

"I've known someone once said that people's hearts are not as good as they exist. Is this really the case? Think about what you have experienced. What is it in the eyes of others? Who exists in your perspective to think for you However, how hard every step of the road you take is, only if you can understand all the sweat and hard work you have put in, how much you have paid that no one else can afford."

This kind of life is really difficult, and it is also a kind of suffering that I would rather die.

"Actually, when I called this time, I didn't want to tell you anything that would make you sad. I just wanted to tell you. After thinking about it, I think it would be too cruel for you to never return to Zhang's house. Of course, you don't want to I thought it was because I didn’t hate you guys. I did this because my girlfriend was persuading me. I don’t want my mother to do something outrageous to my girlfriend because of these trivial things. If one day I find out that this kind of thing happens again, I will definitely drive her out of the Zhang family and show no mercy. At that time, she will never recognize me as a son again for the rest of her life. My ugly words have reached this point , I hope you can understand me, what I think in my heart, and don't always touch my bottom line, because that will not do you or me any good!"

When Zhang Zhentian heard these words from his son, he didn't even get over his nerves. If he had said these words like this, how happy he would be to hear his son say it to him personally. Why did his son What would you say to yourself now?It's really thanks to his son who got a good girlfriend and found him a good daughter-in-law. If Xia Jing could know this, would she also agree that the little girl was with her son?

"What I told you today, I don't want you to tell Xia Jing, because I want to know, without my forgiveness, will she do more extreme things to my girlfriend? I hope you can There is no benefit in persuading her to fight against me. I can cut off all her sources of income at any time, but I don't want to do this. After all, she still has the grace to give birth to me, although she has not raised me in these years , but after all, she gave birth to me and gave me life so that I can see the beauty of this world and let me find this kind-hearted girlfriend. I am very grateful to her for this, but it does not mean that I am now I can forgive you, let me forgive you so easily, I really can't do it, I am also a person, I also have self-esteem, I also want to save face, when my parents abandoned me, I was ridiculed by others , At that time, I didn’t get anything. I held back my tears, insisted on walking my own way, and kneeling step by step to the present. I hope you can understand how hard it was for me to go, so don’t come again Forcing me to make any choice, let alone force me again, just forgive you at this time, because it is really too difficult for me!" 33 Novels

Zhang Zhentian felt really sad when he heard what his son said to him.He really didn't expect that because of their abandonment, his son would suffer so much. He would rather all these hardships would be on him, and let his child grow up safely and happily, but Because of their cruelty, he created the shortcomings of his child's life. How could he not hate himself?At this moment, Zhang Zhentian suddenly understood why Zhang Yichen hated him, that's right, who was abandoned by his parents, wouldn't hate his parents?

"Yichen, I hope you can thank your girlfriend for me, and at the same time apologize to her for me. I am deeply sorry for letting your mother go to trouble your girlfriend because of me, but Yichen, I really thank you, thank you for finding such a good girlfriend, do you know how happy my father was when he heard what you said to me just now, it has been more than ten years, do you know Do you know how your parents have survived these past ten years? I miss you every day and night, but when I left, I was kicked out of the Zhang family and removed from the Zhang family. At that time, we had already I can't go back, you know? Dad often dreams of holding you in his arms!

But when Dad opened his eyes, he found that his arms were empty and there was no temperature at all, you know?At that time, my father’s heart must have been in pain. There are some things that I shouldn’t have told you, but my father wanted to tell you, because I think it’s too painful to bury in my heart. Even your mother doesn’t know these words, my son. , after mom and dad abandoned you, you know, when I lie on the bed every night, I will secretly shed tears, how I wish my child could stay with me, let me hug him and feel his temperature, Even if it's only for a second, I'm satisfied, but I made such a choice, I can only endure the pain of missing my child, I really haven't done anything in my life that I regret, abandoning you is my whole life It's also the thing I regret the most, I know, because I abandoned you and made your grandfather sad, you know?I understand how my grandfather has worked so hard these years. When I came back and saw his gray hair, do you know what kind of feeling I felt in my heart?

It was a kind of pain from the heart. At that moment, I felt that I was really unfilial. Why did I abandon my father and leave him?He not only gave birth to me, but also raised me for more than twenty years, but I abandoned him. What kind of son do you think I am?I myself feel that my son is very, very unfilial. In my heart, you are much better than your father, so Dad, I don’t blame you for hating Dad. Dad also thanks you for taking care of grandpa for so many years and making your grandpa happy. Heart of life for so many years. "

Zhang Yichen really didn't think that it wasn't that his father didn't love him. He suddenly found that his father missed him very much. He felt that he really shouldn't hate his father, but what about his mother, if it wasn't because of his willful mother How could my father choose to stay away from home and abandon himself and grandpa?

I have done many things that I regret, but I have never regretted it. Everyone I really love, in my heart, I always think that as long as I really love them, it is enough. It's just a false fantasy...

I know your mother, she also longs for someone to coax and pet her, to hold her in her arms, to chat with her, to blow the wind, to see the most beautiful rainbow in the sky, and how much I am I hope that someone is hurting, someone understands, can also hold me in the palm of your hand, can watch the sea and starry sky with me, and help me put together that fragmented dream again.