Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

Nail, you know, in the eyes of everyone, I love your mother, and I am looking forward to him appearing in front of my eyes day and night.

You know she is the most important woman in my life, I can't stand her leaving, her leaving is the biggest blow to me.

I've never been in more pain than I am now.

No one would have thought that I fell in love with my wife so much, and one day I was almost forced to separate forcibly. At that moment, my world was actually dark. I don’t know if I will be able to see the bright future when I wake up. I don't know if I can live in the dark night.

Ran Zhihan looked at Zhang Yichen's stunned look, she thought it was funny, it turned out that all this was just her own sentimentality, she always thought that as long as she said such a thing, she would definitely get the answer she wanted, but she didn't expect that in the end she would let She was disappointed, she didn't know what she should do, let alone what she should say, in order to find a way that would not hurt each other, but this way was really hard to find, she tried her best, but in the end There is no way, is it true that fate cannot be changed?Can you just walk forward at the pace arranged by fate?No, she doesn't want to live such a life, she has to be in charge of her own life, why should her own destiny be arranged by God, her own path should be walked out by herself, not paved by others for you to go step by step If you step on that kind of road, not only will you not walk for a long time, but you will also feel very tired. Instead of this, why not pick up your own weapon and work hard?

"Since you yourself can't give any answer to my question, let's stop contacting from today, because for me, if you can't give me any promise, why bother with me? That's for you, for me For me, there is no good result, you should go home and treat your parents well, maybe only then can you live happily and spend this life in peace, and at the same time, my parents will never die again. I have been hurt because of our relationship. In fact, no matter when your mother hurt me, I will never forget it. I choose to forgive because of you. I don’t want you to be caught between me and your mother. It's not my intention, but what your mother did really made me unforgivable, hurt again and again, slandered again and again, what did she think of me?

Everyone will make mistakes, but the mistakes still need to be corrected after all. Some people never think about how much effort they will put in to correct the so-called mistakes?

I am also human, and I also have a soul, why should she hurt me again and again, I am not her own, so can she not care about my life so much?

My parents are civilians, can they just disregard human lives?In her eyes, what are my parents?What am I?In her eyes, she only values ​​you, her son, and she only knows how to make you happy. In her eyes, she only values ​​you, her son. You can travel unimpeded in the future, this is her purpose, I am a commoner daughter, I can't give you anything, I can't help you with anything, so in her eyes I have no use value, for her People without any use value are useless. No matter who they are, as long as they feel that they have no use value for themselves, then they don’t need to exist by their side. They will only occupy a place by their side and make themselves bored. This is your parents. In their eyes, they will always regard you as a son more important than everything else. Our life is not life. In their eyes, only your life is life, and your happiness is life. Happiness, your interests are their biggest goal..."

Zhang Yichen grabbed Ran Zhihan's hand vigorously, and he kept saying to Ran Zhihan: "Zhihan, this matter is not what you think, you believe me, I have the ability to handle this matter, the whole world is mine , Can't I handle such a small emotional matter well? Can you trust me a little more?

You know, how much I like you, it's been ten years, how can the relationship of ten years be broken, if you can really leave me behind, why don't you dare to meet my eyes when you talk?Because you are guilty, right?You still have me in your heart, right?That being the case, why should we choose to give up the love between us because of my parents? "

"The love between us? It's easy for you to say, don't you know what kind of person I am after we have known each other for so many years? From the day I found you, from your parents, because we two From the day I returned to China to meet you after hearing the news of being together, how much grievance I have endured for you, I can’t tell you every time I suffer, I can only keep it in my heart, I don’t want to embarrass you, so I choose No matter how much pain there is, I won’t tell you a single bit, but what about you, have you ever stopped your parents from hurting me? This time it’s just a dagger, so next time, she’ll be Wouldn't you use gunpowder and bombs against my parents?

"I have forgotten how many times we quarreled because of a little disagreement. I don't want to hear any excuses, so in my eyes all excuses are to cover up the mistakes made."

I can't make sure that if I'm with you, it will bring disaster to my parents again. Watching my parents get hurt because of me time and time again, my conscience is disturbed. Looking at my parents, for me once I almost gave my life again, I feel ashamed, but you are different, you may take all this for granted, but everyone has a different idea, so we don’t have to entangle so much because of these things, as long as you feel It is enough for you to be happy! "

"You're wrong. I never took it for granted. I know it's all for the two of us, but I really want to understand now. During the time I was with you, Auntie fought with a knife. On my neck, forcing me to leave here, but I didn't, I still chose to insist on studying here, now my academic performance is very good, I don't want to affect my studies because of anything, for me, there is no Anything is more important than my studies, you better go home, lest your mother find out, if you are here with me, she will come to persecute me again, and will come to hurt my parents again, the result is you and me I don't even want to see it again!" Zhang Yichen wanted to explain, but can these things really be solved with a few words of explanation? The harm is not something that can be done in a day or two, but time and time again, the harm that Xia Jing did to Ran Zhihan , the first time was sad, the second time was disappointment, and the third time it turned into despair. Now that we have reached the point of despair, how can there be any feelings at all?

Now she doesn't want to hear the man in front of her explain to herself. She thinks all explanations are superfluous for what has happened. Can it really be possible to cover up the truth of the past with a few nice lies?Those hurts exist in my heart, can they really disappear because of her sweet words?

"There is nothing to say between us now. I am very tired. I want to go home and rest. Please don't follow me, please? You should go back and think about how to spend the rest of your life with your parents. We are really happy together, why break up your family because I am a foreigner?

That will only make me feel more guilty. You should go back and persuade your mother to stop chasing and killing me. That will not have any good results for her. I can forgive her again and again. But it doesn't mean that I can ignore her hurting me every time. I hope you can understand that the human heart is made of flesh and it hurts. Your mother hurt me time and time again, which made me feel chilled. This time No matter what you say, I will never look back, you should go back, and from today on, there will be no more contact between us! "

Ran Zhihan broke free from Zhang Yichen's hands after speaking, and left without looking back!

"My wife, the moment you looked at me, I was so distressed that I couldn't breathe. I didn't expect that I, a woman who loves to the marrow, would choose to hurt me severely in this way, and put everything I had towards him. Hope is all destroyed..."

I have a lot of worries, I have been waiting for that day, I have been waiting for him to go, he can suddenly appear in front of my eyes, if it is really possible, I will cry with joy at that moment, but no matter how I wait, he will eventually It still won't show up, I've been looking forward to it night after night, I'm counting the days every day, but he's still not here.

Xia Jing and Zhang Zhentian really couldn't understand why their children had to say all this so terrible and so sad. Could it be that they would never forget the harm they had caused them?I don't know until now, what kind of ending I did in the first place, so that all this will continue to develop like now.

Maybe all the wrong things I have done are not worth mentioning in their eyes. I used to think that as long as I can sincerely keep them by my side, as long as I can come back and repent sincerely, I will stay in this home , he was able to get forgiveness from all the people in the family, but now it seems that all this is just his own whimsical ideas. He has no reason to forgive himself. The cost of hurting them is always in the eyes.Now I am reforming step by step, but in their eyes, I have never been able to achieve the appearance they want most in their ideals. I am wrong, I have done all the wrong things, and I should bear all the ordeals. But I really can't bear to let all these and all of them become the most painful pain in my heart.

Now I just want each of them to forgive me sincerely, so that I can stay with them, don't just push me away again like this, but after pushing me away now, the pain deep in my heart , who can understand the pain I have brought to them, now I have tasted it myself, I finally found out how cruel and heartless I was before, that makes all these people who care about me the most, time and time again Once they became peaceful, they were overwhelmed with pain.

"Actually, you two are really naive, because you can easily get forgiveness from others for everything you do wrong, but who in the world will forgive you again and again, what you have done If you don’t bear the consequences yourself, you always want to be forgiven by others, and you always ask for everyone’s opinion of you. What do you think you are worth and what qualifications do you have? 33 Novels

In fact, there is no one in this world who can’t live without someone, and whoever leaves can live the same life, and maybe live a more perfect and better life than before. Everyone’s ideas are different. Maybe you think it’s wrong for you to leave I can't survive, but for me, I left, you and I may not live worse than now, on the contrary, I can walk to a different life path with my own efforts, I can get close to myself, and strive to once again embark on the path of my own life. At the pinnacle of my life, you have never given me any company, I can understand, because you never know what company is, but when you hurt me time and time again, treating me as a stranger, Deep down in my heart is actually tangled and painful.

Some things are not that I can really forget, nor that I choose not to say anything, but because I stand in my position, there is no reason to say that you are my parents anyway, no matter what you do Whatever decision I make, I will always choose to forgive you. Children in the world have no way to resent their parents. After all, their parents gave him life, so that he has everything after that, even if you never educated pass me.

When I walked on the road again and again, when I walked on the road of my life time and time again, I found that each of my paths may not be correct, but the only correct way for me is to choose to forgive me time and time again. parents. "

Zhang Zhentian knew that this matter made his son feel wronged deeply in his heart, but he was helpless. Since he chose to do some things, he had to bite the bullet and do it to the end. If the road becomes the final decision of my life, then I can't let such a thing change my decision anyway, and no one can change any decision I make.

Maybe what he did in this life was really too much, and it made everyone unable to understand why he did it. What he wanted was just an ordinary life.

Even if I have made thousands of mistakes in this life, I should never have done so. The biggest mistake is to hurt the loved one who loves me the most with my words, and to turn all the most beautiful things into the biggest mistakes in my life time and time again. the wrong decision making.

When those painful troubles overwhelmed themselves again and again.

When all the memories invaded my mind again and again, that feeling made me selfish, and I had no way to adapt to it. It was something that would appear in my mind, deep in my heart. You can only walk your own life path time and time again, only time and time again, let yourself live happily, what you want will not be so difficult, but what do you get in exchange?Time and time again, I just let my family members get hurt. In other words, I am nothing.

"Son, maybe in your eyes, you think that my father is a heinous villain, but I think so.

do you know?This feeling is especially obvious when I abandon you again and again. At that time, this feeling is the most obvious, because I know that I have made the biggest wrong decision again, and I have no way back. I will make this decision to the end, and I want everyone to know that even if it is a wrong decision, I will still stick to it!

Even if I have no way out in the end, everything I do is wrong, but I still have to go to the end, not for anything else, but to let all those who look down on me, keep their eyes open, and let them They clearly saw that everything I did was right, even though I lost everything in the end, and I didn’t even have a single thing left of me, but I still hope that everyone can be happy and happy, even if this Happiness is not what I give you.

Sometimes I hate what I did, how I had the heart to hurt my relatives, how I forced you into this situation again and again, how heavy your heart was at that time, I am Your relatives, but I chose to bully you again and again, and abandoned you again and again. How could you not feel pain in your heart, how could you not feel distressed at all, but you are facing such an ending. I can only bear it, who let you have a family like me, maybe having a family like me is a shame in your heart! "

"You guys clearly know that I don't regard you as my shame, because I am still very happy with you as my parents. I have said it countless times, no matter what you are, you are my parents. This fact cannot be changed, even if you It is also a fact of life not to return to this home, no one can change this thing.

I just hope that when you make any decisions, you will consider your elderly father more. Even if you can ignore me, I think it is understandable. You have no feelings for me. Well, he raised you, he gave you life to grow up, and let you live a life of luxury for decades.Even if you don't want to stay by his side in the end, shouldn't you still accompany him well so that he can enjoy his life happily?

I can understand that people are selfish, no one will live a selfless life, but the premise of selfishness can you take into account the feelings of your family members, no matter how selfish you are, you have never blamed you , He always regards you as his proudest son deep in his heart, but what about you, you put it into a joint force after you have done these things, do you regard him as your father again?Every word you said and every thing you did did not make grandpa heartbroken. Have you ever understood how painful he is?

You don’t, you only have your own selfish desires in your heart, and you can do anything for your own selfish desires, even at the cost of sacrificing everything..."

A person, when you are attracted to another person, it is a complete loss for you. At that moment, he will not care about your feelings. When he has a better choice, he will choose to abandon you without hesitation. !

"Father, do you still hate your grandparents as much as before? I know that you still can't calm down in your heart. It's because they abandoned you. You still can't understand why he could do it in the first place. Abandoning this family so cruelly, even if you are in it now, you still can't understand what they did, can you?"

Zhang Yichen sighed, acquiescing to his son's words.