After the modification to be ruthless, the big guys begged me to pamper them on their knees?

My husband, who had been with me for many years, took my golden elixir in front of the whole sect for my junior sister! I took care of the child for ten years, but he criticized me harshly and gave me a whipping! My fellow brothers stood by and watched, and my beloved master turned a blind eye. I asked for help but to no avail, and was tortured and died with hatred! I was already dead, but I was accidentally bound to the system and was able to continue my life! I repaired my destiny again! After rebirth, I no longer obsessed with love, stayed away from my father and son, and stayed away from the sect. The senior brothers in the sect cried bitterly, and the master was sad. Both father and son knelt in front of me and begged for forgiveness! However, for someone who has died once, even love is gone, so how can I talk about forgiveness?...