After the modification to be ruthless, the big guys begged me to pamper them on their knees?

Chapter 1074

When he learned that his father had died, Lou Qi was very calm.

He knew it was a matter of time, and perhaps because he was prepared, he did not show too much out-of-control emotion.

In the fairyland, he also found a corner to stay alone.

There weren't any major emotional ups and downs, and similarly, other things didn't interest him.

He was like a puppet at this moment.

He had already paid the price for his previous obsession, but after meeting Ye Fei, these emotions did not dissipate, and his heart was still aching.

Too painful to feel the pain.

Lou Qi sat on a cloud, he was in a daze, not knowing how much time had passed. He kept wondering why he was still alive and why he didn't die.

As such thoughts came to mind more and more, he became a little confused again.

My father committed suicide and ended his life early.

However, there was clearly still some time. What made him decide to die early?

This in the end is why?

"Little brother, why are you sitting here alone? Are you an immortal who just ascended to heaven?"

Xie An's voice was soft and sticky. She was standing in front of Yun Duo at this moment, looking at the strange person in front of her, and couldn't help asking questions.

However, she didn't get an answer as she sensed two familiar auras approaching.

So, she didn't wait, but rushed in a certain direction!

She threw herself into a warm embrace.

The person who came was her mother, Xie Wuyou.

Xie Wuyou picked up the child and said angrily, "There are many immortals in the immortal world. You have just ascended and your strength is still weak. You still need some time to adapt. Don't run around."

"Come, I'll take you to meet your grandmother."

"She misses us. We need to go find her quickly."

Xie Wuyou seemed not to notice Lou Qi over there. She held the child and went to look for Ye Fei.

Her husband, Yu Lingrong, followed beside her with a faint smile on his face.

The family of three is very happy.

The appearance of Xie Wuyou instantly caused some fluctuations in Lou Qi's dead heart.

An emotion called jealousy filled his chest, growing and spreading wildly. He followed them as if possessed by a ghost. He followed them and saw Ye Fei again.

There was no indifference or coldness on her face. Her smile was warm and beautiful. She showed Xie Wuyou her most precious and sincere smile without reservation.

Ye Fei.

She is still the best mother to her other child.

Lou Qi once had such a mother.

However, because he did not know how to cherish, he lost his mother, and his mother never returned to him.

Maybe it's really as she said.

His mother, Ye Fei, the one who once loved him, had died at the Broken Immortal Platform that year.

The one who survived was Ye Fei, who had gained enlightenment and was about to return to her place after going through the ordeal.

She is not his mother.

Such emotions rippled in Lou Qi's heart. He was like a thief who could only peek at other people's happiness and was not even qualified to be jealous.

An indescribable bitterness welled up in my heart.

At this moment, Lou Qi suddenly understood why his father chose to die early.

Why are you not willing to wait even for the last moment?

Because the feeling of falling from the clouds into the quagmire is really... too painful.

Lou Qi choked and a tear fell to the ground.

He took a deep look at the person in the distance, and finally turned and left!

The young man left alone with a lonely back, his breath disappeared, perhaps this disappearance would be forever, but no one cared.

Ye Fei and the others returned to the palace.

Didn't notice him at all.

Lou Qi also knew that they didn't notice him.

He said nothing, but came to a place and stood by the Ruoshui River. He looked at his reflection in the water and his face, and felt that it was extremely ridiculous.

The young man covered his chest with his hands. The emotions that had been suppressed for many days finally couldn't be contained anymore, and he burst into tears.

Tears kept falling into the water.

Finally swallowed!

An abandoned child.

You shouldn't have brought shame upon yourself again.

Lou Qi didn't understand at first. He had begged for her forgiveness so much, and he had given everything he could. Why, after doing so much, why couldn't he get her forgiveness?

And today, he understood.

Actually, there aren't many reasons.

It's just simple.

She doesn't love him anymore.

Love can accommodate everything.

Love allows her to indulge him endlessly.

Love allows her to devote everything to him.

This kind of love was... completely consumed by him.

So, her love for him was gone.

Therefore, he is not forgiven.

He will eventually...

Abandoned.

Lou Qi came to his senses, and all his emotions were drowned in a laugh of self-mockery. He figured everything out, and he seemed no longer confused about death.

He slowly walked into the weak water.

The weak water swallowed his body bit by bit.

His life fades away.

My consciousness is becoming blurred bit by bit.

Finally, before all his consciousness dissipated, all his spiritual energy condensed into one...

A golden elixir.

His body sank to the bottom of the lake.

That golden elixir broke through the water surface and remained on the river bank.

Perhaps this is his apology.

Lou Qi.

In the next life, don’t make your mother sad again.

……oh.