Three Women in the Cage

She hated herself, hated herself for being humble and lowly, but she could not escape the shackles in her heart. Those shackles controlled her and made her beg for love in a desperate situation.

On the day she went to the hospital, Xu Fei did not accompany her and let her go alone.

Looking at the people coming and going in the hospital, she was the only one there, all alone.

She dragged her frail body step by step to queue up, see a doctor, and pay the bill.

The doctor looked at the young woman and sighed, advising her: "This is your first child, and you're so young, why don't you want one? If you have too many children, it will be difficult to conceive in the future. Besides, the first child is relatively good in all aspects. You should think carefully about whether you want it or not."

Xinxin also wanted the child, after all, it was her first child. However, the child's father didn't want him. If he was born, he would have no father's love. Wouldn't that make him like herself and her sisters, who had never received father's love since childhood and had been pursuing love all their lives, but in the end, got nothing.

People who lack love are always pursuing love, but are imprisoned by love and can never get it in their entire life. Even though they know they can’t get it, they still try desperately to get it, and end up hurting themselves all over.

Haha, everyone understands the truth, but who can be clear-headed? If you can't get it, you will always beg for it...

Xinxin's eyes were filled with tears as she said bitterly, "I've thought about it, no!"

She couldn't even save herself in her emotional entanglement, so how could she save her child? She couldn't save...

She once despised her aunt and couldn't understand why she couldn't live without a man. It turned out that she was no different.

She became the same person as her aunt, also despised by others.

All this suffering is ultimately inflicted by myself, it is all self-inflicted. Haha, you will suffer the consequences if you do evil. It turns out that this saying will apply to me one day.

The doctor shook his head and scheduled her for surgery.

She walked to the door of the operating room with a dead heart and waited in a daze. However, the doctor told her that the abortion required the signature of the family members.

Xinxin had no choice but to call Xu Fei. On the phone, Xu Fei said impatiently: "I'm at work. I'm busy here. I don't have time to accompany you for the operation. Just do it yourself. Why make trouble..."

At this moment, he felt that Xinxin was being hypocritical and deliberately wanted him to go over.

Every time the man spoke, Xinxin was hurt all over. Enduring the severe pain in her heart, Xinxin finally burst into tears. She roared heartbreakingly: "It was you who asked me to beat the child and cut my flesh. Now that I have fulfilled your wish, you refuse to even sign the surgery. What do you think of me? Insignificant trash? I am a human being. I will feel pain and be hurt. Why do you treat me like this?..."

The doctor next to him couldn't bear it anymore, so he snatched the phone and said seriously to the phone: "Hello, is this Zhang Xin's family member? Please come over, otherwise we can't perform the operation..."

Xu Fei said unwillingly, "Just do it for her and let her sign. I'm not the one doing the surgery, so what's the point of me coming here? Why are you going through so much trouble? Besides, I'm at work, so how can I have the time?"

The doctor standing by was so angry that he gritted his teeth and yelled: "Are you still a man? If you are a man, don't let your wife have an abortion! Now your wife is willing to have an abortion, but you have such an attitude. How can a man like you have a wife? Let me tell you, if you don't come, the operation will not be done. Think it over carefully!"

After saying that, the doctor hung up the phone angrily. After handing the phone to Xinxin, the doctor comforted her: "Don't cry. You divorced him after having an abortion. He has no responsibility at all. Why do you still want to keep a man like him?..."

Finally, Xu Fei was afraid that Xinxin had not aborted the baby, so he came to the hospital reluctantly.

He signed impatiently and sat outside in the corridor, playing with his phone, looking upset.

It seemed that he found Xinxin troublesome and delayed him from going to work.

Xinxin walked into the operating room under the man's disgust. Looking at the bloody masses inside, she knew that it would not be long before the little life still beating in her belly would also turn into this mass, abandoned by others.

Lying on the operating table, watching the anesthesia being pushed into her arm, she didn't know how she fell asleep.

She didn't know how long she slept until a voice shook her. She opened her eyes blankly and saw a nurse. She shook her distressedly and said, "Wake up, don't sleep anymore. Your husband is having anesthesia outside. Hey, how could you find a husband like this?"

Husband? She said weakly, "He is not."

However, no one heard what she said.

As Xinxin was leaving the operating room, Xu Fei came over in a panic, pulling her away. He complained, "Why are you taking so long? I have things to do. Hurry up."

Xinxin was pulled by him, pried his hands apart, and sat on the bench in the corridor. She said weakly: "I feel uncomfortable, I need to rest."

Xu Fei was unhappy and said: "What are you doing? Why are you being so pretentious? I have a lot of things to do."

Xinxin said with tears in her eyes: "Then go! I need to rest for a while, my stomach hurts."

She actually wanted Xu Fei to stay for her. At this time, she needed someone to take care of her. However, she was afraid of delaying Xu Fei's work and causing him to dislike her even more.

Seeing Xinxin speaking so easily, Xu Fei tentatively said, "You said it yourself. I'll leave then. Are you okay with that?"

Xinxin suppressed her heartache and said, "No problem, go ahead!"

Finally, Xu Fei said with relief: "That's right. There are so many people who have abortions. Everyone has gone through this. Be obedient and take the bus back later."

After saying that, Xu Fei left easily. Xinxin watched his figure disappear little by little at the end of the hospital until he could no longer be seen.

At this moment, she was choking, holding her head and crying, her whole body was cold.

Who will love me? No one will love me, but I still can’t bear to give up that little bit of candy...

That day, she didn't know how she got back. Her body and heart were cold. Lying in bed, she couldn't fall asleep peacefully.

In a daze, she heard Xu Fei return. A moment later, he walked into the room and looked at Xinxin, who was still barely breathing on the bed. He frowned and said, "Why are you still lying there? Is it that uncomfortable? If you ask me, you haven't had enough beatings. I've seen those who have been beaten seven or eight times, and they're still full of energy. They're not as weak as you."

I always wondered how I could fall in love with such a heartless person.

Haha, maybe his ex-wife left him because she knew how ruthless he was!

Has this man ever loved anyone? Perhaps he hasn't! Otherwise, how could he be so heartless to someone he spends every day with?

However, even such a heartless person always has a temptation to make people sink. People always want to conquer, or want to get the love of this heartless person. The rarer the thing is, the more tortured one will be to get close to it and try their best to get it.