Three Women in the Cage

Later, Xinxin became pregnant again, and without a doubt, Xu Fei forced her to have an abortion. Xu Fei seemed to hate children, or maybe he just hated Xinxin's child.

Since Xinxin compromised once, subsequent compromises seemed to become a matter of course. Xu Fei had complete control over her, so when Xu Fei asked her to abort the child, even if Xinxin was reluctant, she would agree to his request in order not to make Xu Fei angry.

She didn't know what was wrong with her. She numbly did things she didn't want to do. She didn't dare to ask about the future. She could only follow Xu Fei in a daze and waste her youth.

This year, Xu Fei bought a house in the city. He didn't want Xinxin to take advantage of him, so he said to her, "I'll buy the house, and you can decorate it! That way, we can both live in a new house."

Xinxin didn't know if he was joking or really wanted to pay for it herself, so she asked tentatively, "Is the house in my name?"

Xu Fei's expression changed and he said, "We're not married. It's my own house, why should I put your name on it?"

Xinxin knew that he always spoke cruelly, but she was always shattered by him. She had always been giving in to men and tolerating their cruelty.

Suppressing her sadness, she forced a smile and said, "Since my name isn't on it, why should I pay for the renovation?"

Xu Fei disapproved and said: "If you don't pay for the renovation, don't even think about living in the new house..."

Look! The words from the man's mouth are always so cruel. Does she want to live in a new house? If she wants to live in a new house, why is she willing to live in a public rental house with him for so long?

The man never knew that she just wanted to live with him and didn't care about a new house at all.

But men are full of calculations.

It's not that she doesn't understand the man's calculations, but her cold heart is still reluctant to give up this unrequited relationship. She is holding on, but she doesn't know what she is holding on to.

Is it because of reluctance? Maybe!

Is it self-deprecation? Maybe!

Even if she understands, understands very well, she just can't let go. She can't be the one to give up first. Maybe people like her can only be cruelly abandoned by others before they can cut off this emotional entanglement!

She often wondered if Xu Fei would cruelly abandon her if he found a better option, and then she would be forced to withdraw from this relationship.

If that were the case, would I have accepted it calmly or fought to the death? In the end, would I have come out of it or fallen into an even darker abyss?

I don't know, who knows? Things in this world are always so unpredictable.

Later, Xinxin still paid for some renovations, even though her name was not on the house and she didn't know how long they would be together, but she didn't care about the future or the outcome, and she went ahead without hesitation, even if it meant she would get hurt...

A few months later, the new house was renovated and they moved in smoothly.

After moving into their new home, which was far from a transportation hub, they had to walk a long way to get to work. Xu Fei joked, "If you could buy us an electric scooter, it would be more convenient for us to get to work."

Looking at Xu Fei's smile, Xinxin didn't know why, but she agreed to his kindness.

After picking up the car that day, Xu Fei was so happy that he took his good brother for a run twice on the spot.

When they finished running and came back to eat, Xinxin sat next to Xu Fei and listened to him leisurely showing off to his brothers: "My girlfriend bought it for me."

The brother joked with him: "Oh, you are still comfortable. Someone buys a car for you, but no one buys a car for us..."

Those people teased him with envy, which made Xu Fei very happy.

Xinxin sat aside and smiled awkwardly. The man still betrayed her feelings for the sake of his vanity.

A year after moving into the new house, Xinxin became pregnant again. She knew without hesitation that Xu Fei had never thought about settling down with her during their two-year emotional entanglement.

He would definitely ask me to go to the hospital to have an abortion, just like he had done countless times before.

This time she hesitated. She couldn't keep having the abortion because the doctor told her: "If you continue, your young body will be ruined. It will be difficult to get pregnant again."

Yes, I have ruined my young body time and time again. Every time I had an abortion, I didn't take good care of myself. If I continue to waste my time like this, I will not even be qualified to be a mother.

She couldn't continue to gamble. This time, she didn't listen to Xu Fei and decisively refused, insisting on keeping the child.

A fierce argument broke out between them, and Xinxin asked, "Why can't I have my child? Why are you depriving me of my right to be a mother? Why are you destroying me?"

She was unwilling to accept it. Why did he treat her like this? She had already had several abortions for him. Why couldn't he give her a little thought?

Xu Fei hated arguing with her about this. He said impatiently, "I've told you so many times, we're not married and we can't have children."

Xinxin said painfully: "I can get married, this is not an excuse."

Seeing Xinxin agree so readily, Xu Fei suddenly became anxious. He said in a panic, "Why do you have to have a child? I already have one. If you want one, just treat my child as your own! Why do you have to have another one?"

Look, this man is selfish from beginning to end, never considering the feelings of others. How could he say such words? How could he allow himself to be so sacrificed?

Tears fell like beads from a broken string. Xinxin endured the suffocating pain and said, "Can it be the same? Can it be the same? After all, it is not my child. How can it be compared with my child? In that case, what kind of mother would I be? What right do you have to deprive me of the qualifications to be a normal mother? How can you be so cruel as to not want my child?..."

Xu Fei said viciously, "How is it different? Don't you want to treat my child as your own? Look, you haven't even gotten married yet, and you're already rejecting my child. If you're going to get married, will there be any place for my child? With someone like you, I won't let my child suffer any injustice!"

Xinxin said unwillingly, "So you want me to suffer, and my child to suffer? Your child can't suffer, so should we?"

Xu Fei refused to continue pestering her and said directly: "No matter what, I will not have your child. You'd better abort it as soon as possible, otherwise, we will end it completely..."

Looking at the man's cruelty, Xinxin said in despair: "You want to get rid of me, but I won't let you do as you wish. You don't let me give birth, but I will give birth anyway. If you don't let me live a good life, then you can't live a good life either. No one can live a good life..."

The man said disdainfully: "It's up to you. I won't admit that you have a child out of wedlock. Let's see who will suffer, you or me..."

After saying this, Xu Fei slammed the door and left, leaving Xinxin alone sitting on the sofa, crying bitterly.

She asked herself, is this really the way to go? No matter how hard she tries, she can't warm the man's heart. Will he ever come back for her?