I Don't Want to Be a Charmboy【Quick Wear】

She has a secret.

She was born again.

She died miserably in her previous life, so God gave her a chance to start over.

On that day, she met Lin Shen for the first time. The man appeared like a god and saved her, like the white moon in the sky.

He is noble and beautiful, like the moon on earth and the clouds in the sky to everyone, elusive yet impossible to look away from.

She felt inferior and helpless and did not dare to approach.

But he was so gentle, always looking at her with a smile, and he told her "you should have a better life."

She suddenly realized that the fear of rebirth disappeared.

She wanted to work hard to move up, at least not to disappoint him, right?

But life is always full of ups and downs. Her dear sister seemed to have fallen in love with Lin Shen. She was annoyed and wondered how this man could covet her Jiaoyue.

She was secretly cruel, and there had never been a moment when she wanted to kill that damn Pan Ruoyao more than now.

But before she could start her plan, rumors about her and Lin Shen were everywhere.

She was happy at that time, even though everyone was scolding her.

The scandal died down on its own. Lin Shen had a huge fan base, and she also knew that this incident was only directed at her. She was glad that at least she did not implicate him.

But she herself did not expect that Pan Ruoyao would use the same trick twice. This time she was badly framed, but she never got discouraged.

She has died once, so she is not afraid of anything.

But she didn't expect Lin Shen to post on Weibo to support her. She cursed less because of him, and the company also worked hard to help her run the business. She knew that this was because Lin Shen had given her a heads-up.

She felt guilty, as if she had been holding back.

The rumors were clarified, Pan Ruoyao became hated by everyone, and she started her own career and no longer paid attention to those people.

Her father never treated her as a human being, but only as a tool to climb the ladder.

That day, her father called her and every word he said was about Lin Shen. He wanted her to get close to Lin Shen.

Disgusting, does he think he is still the Jiang Yan who longed for fatherly love? That Jiang Yan died long ago.

She rejected her father harshly. Her father was very angry and said, "Do you think Lin Shen will protect you forever? He just thinks you are fun. When he has had enough fun, you will be thrown away like garbage."

She was furious. No one could discredit him, including herself.

She wanted to kill this nominal father, and she remembered her mother's former good friend Uncle Zhao, a lawyer. He told her that her mother had prepared a way out for her.

She was very happy. She would make the so-called father pay the price, whether it was for hurting her mother or slandering Lin Shen.

She began to move quietly.

But she was careless, she thought Pan Ruoyao would not be able to cause any trouble.

Until that party, when Lin Shen disappeared, she initially thought that Lin Shen had gone home, so she didn't dare to call him and just left.

It was not until the next day that she realized that how could such a gentle and gentlemanly man like Lin Shen just leave halfway? Even if he did, he would have informed her.

She was scared and called Lin Shen with trembling hands. Another man answered the phone. She was confused and quickly hung up.

She didn't dare to ask Lin Shen, but she saw the news that Pan Ruoyao was sent to prison.

She was speechless. When I went to the prison to see her, she looked haggard.

Pan Ruoyao looked at her viciously and told her her plan for that day. She drugged Lin Shen and wanted to have an affair with him, but she failed.

She was very confused. Lin Shen was drugged and taken away by a man who seemed to have a good relationship with Lin Shen.

She remembered who that person was, Xue Yichen, the young master of the Xue family and Lin Shen’s childhood friend.

She could also tell that Xue Yichen liked Lin Shen, because he and she looked at Lin Shen with the same eyes.

She began to work harder to climb up, and her plan was proceeding in an orderly manner.

Pan Hanwen was dismissed from her position, so she found someone she trusted very much to acquire the company and became the boss behind the scenes.

She has become powerful and no one can get in her way.

She wanted to tell Lin Shen that she liked him.

So she found Lin Shen and told him that she didn't want to have any regrets.

Not surprisingly, Lin Shen rejected her, but what was surprising was that the reason he gave for his refusal was that he didn't like women.

She thought again of the man Xue Yichen who answered the phone that day.

Could it be that he likes Xue Yichen?

After being rejected, she didn't dare to ask for any information about Lin Shen. She was afraid that the thought of giving up would be rekindled.

So she signed up for a lifestyle variety show, where she was isolated from the world and couldn't hear any news from the outside world, but she still thought of Lin Shen often.

The next time I heard about Lin Shen was during an interview.

She had just finished this closed life variety show and was promoting her next new drama. She was just about to leave when the promotion was completed.

A reporter took the microphone and asked her: "Ms. Jiang, how do you feel about Lin Shen's death in a car accident?"

She was stunned for a moment, not quite understanding. Who died? Lin Shen? You must be kidding.

She smiled and replied: "This is no joke!"

The reporter looked at her strangely. She looked around and saw that the crowd was completely silent.

She realized something was wrong, her smile froze, and she hurried away.

She logged onto Weibo, which she hadn’t checked for a long time, and saw the news of Lin Shen’s death in a car accident flooding across her.

She held the phone in her hand and did not move until her agent tapped her on the shoulder and she came to her senses.

Something brushed across her cheek, and she raised her hand to touch it, only to find that she was already in tears.

How could such a person die? She couldn't figure it out. Did God think this person was too good and took him away?

She didn't even see him for the last time, nor did she attend his funeral.

She regretted why she participated in that variety show. She shouldn't have avoided him. Now she didn't even see him for the last time.

She cried for a long time.

The interview that day was circulated and many people scolded her, but she didn't care.

She continued to work as if nothing had happened. People around her always asked her if she was just trying to be stubborn, and she shook her head.

She just wanted to work hard to become excellent and live up to Lin Shen.

She worked day and night, became famous all over the country, stood where Lin Shen once received the award, said the same words as him, and held the Best Actress trophy.

When she finally achieved all these, she began to feel empty. She suddenly lost her goals.

Where is Lin Shen? She has done so much, why don't you praise her?

She stood on the podium, tears streaming down her face.

She went to the place she had always been afraid to go, where Lin Shen was buried.

There, she met many people, including Xie Hengzhi, Zhou Wang, He Zhou, Bai Wan... but the only person she didn't see was Xue Yichen.

She heard that Xue Yichen had left the city and went to other places to travel.

That was fine, she gently placed the flower there, along with her trophy.

It was a long time later that she learned that Xue Yichen had died of a heart attack.

Xie Hengzhi also died, by suicide.

Zhou Wang has retired from the entertainment industry, and I heard that he has returned home to inherit his family property.

He Zhou is no longer making movies and seems to have gone abroad.

She didn't know anything else, she only knew that everything seemed to have changed in the days after Lin Shen left.

Everyone lives in memories, including her.