I Don't Want to Be a Charmboy【Quick Wear】

He is destined to never be loved, just like not getting the toys he likes when he is a child, and not getting the person he likes when he grows up.

He was born into a loveless family. His parents had an arranged marriage, but they went their separate ways after marriage and they never cared about him.

At the beginning, he was determined to gain his parents' approval. He studied hard and never slacked off for a single day.

At that time, he thought that as long as he was good enough and obedient enough, they would always love him.

But they just looked at him coldly, without showing him any tenderness.

Later, my father fell in love with my mother, but my mother was always lukewarm towards him.

My father began to show great courtesy to my mother, and he also got his father's attention. At that time, he was happy because his father finally saw him.

He thought they would remain like this until his mother fell in love with someone else and wanted to divorce his father.

That night, his father and mother had a big argument. He watched his father humbly trying to get his mother to stay, which was completely different from his previous indifferent attitude.

His father wanted to use him to keep his mother, but his mother never cared about him, so she left anyway, leaving his father and him behind.

My father went crazy. He ran over my mother and her lover with his car and then committed suicide.

He was sent to the old house of the Xie family. His grandfather hated him, and everyone in the Xie family hated him. No one loved him, but he didn't care.

His favorite toys would be taken away from him, and he would then secretly swear that he would never let anyone take away anything that belonged to him.

He no longer expected to be loved by others and studied harder. He worked harder than anyone else because he knew that only with enough strength could he get what he wanted.

Grandpa was very pleased with his intelligence and began to train him.

He lived up to everyone's expectations and successfully sat on the throne of the Xie family as expected by his grandfather. He had the final say in everything.

He no longer needs to care about what other people think. He works hard to expand his business empire so that no one dares to underestimate him.

He is no longer the coward who cries loudly when his toys are taken away from him, and he will not let anyone take away his things.

But he met someone who was very different from him.

The man stood under the light in the corridor, and the warm light shone on his body, as if covering his entire body with a layer of golden gauze.

The man's lips curled up slightly with a gentle smile on his face. His facial features were as delicate as sculptures, and his tall posture and slender waist were all tempting him.

He slowly approached the man.

The man noticed him, still with a smile on his face.

He was thinking at that time that this person was destined to be his.

But there was someone hiding behind him, a timid woman.

He clenched his teeth, not daring to reveal any emotion.

He watched him walk away with the woman in his arms, leaving him alone.

He knew he shouldn't be angry. That person didn't know him yet and they didn't have a relationship yet. There was nothing he could do about his good relationship with others. Yes, that's it. He shouldn't be angry.

But he still couldn't stop being angry, and he felt a tightness in his chest.

He knew him, he was the young master of the Lin family.

He lives in a loving family, has a successful career, is gentle and humble. He is a treasure of the upper class, a bright moon in the world, and everyone wants him.

And I am just the mud living in the quagmire.

He shouldn't have approached him, but he couldn't control his heartbeat.

He always saw him on the Internet and hot searches about him, but they were always related to a woman, and he was scared.

He went to his crew and saw him. He was curled up in the chair like a lazy cat, his heart beating so fast.

He couldn't suppress his excitement and wanted to express his emotions urgently.

Lin Shen is so good and so many people like him. He is afraid that if he doesn’t fight for him, he will have no chance.

So he grabbed Lin Shen who wanted to leave and said what he had never dared to say.

Looking at Lin Shen's surprised expression, which was so cute that it made his heart beat fast, he thought about touching his head, and he did so.

Just as it was imagined, and at that moment they were so close to each other that he could embrace the bright moon in his arms with just a stretch of his hand.

He turned him down, unsurprisingly.

The confession that day scared Lin Shen, and he started to avoid him.

He could only hide in the dark like a smelly rat and watch Lin Shen, but he was satisfied even so.

He thought he was really easy to satisfy.

But when he saw Lin Shen's different attitude towards Xue Yichen, jealousy filled his head and he wanted to lock Lin Shen up so that he would have him all to himself.

He found other people. The most important thing now was to kick Xue Yichen out and then eliminate the others.

He is a despicable man, he is a madman like his father who just wants to get what he wants by any means necessary.

But Lin Shen died. He saw it with his own eyes. He saw Lin Shen die with his own eyes.

That day, he was going to discuss business, but there was a traffic jam ahead.

He asked his assistant to go and check it out, and the assistant came back and told him that there had been a car accident ahead.

He felt a palpitation and uneasiness filled his chest.

He felt strange.

He saw a lot of people gathered there, and ambulances and police were maintaining order.

He was about to leave when he glanced back inadvertently. He saw that the clothes of the man on the stretcher looked familiar. They seemed to be the high-end clothes that Lin Shen was wearing today.

He was a little confused and staggered over.

Seeing Lin Shen’s face covered in blood, his eyes were closed and there was no sign of life at all.

He felt incredible. Wasn't Lin Shen out filming? Why was he here? Wasn't he fine yesterday? Why was he lying here now?

The pain in his chest reminded him that he was not dreaming.

He heard the medical staff next to him say that he was dead.

He slowly approached Lin Shen who was lying on the stretcher and gently stroked him. Blood stained his clothes, but he didn't care. He just felt Lin Shen's temperature, which was still warm.

He wanted them to try again like crazy, just in case! What if he survived!

He was stopped and watched Lin Shen being carried away. People around him said he was a lunatic.

Yes, he is indeed a madman.

He sat on the ground dejectedly, only then did he realize that Lin Shen was really dead. He didn't know how he got home.

He went to Lin Shen's funeral and saw many mourners there. He just presented a flower and left.

He always went to Lin Shen's tombstone day after day and looked at it quietly, as if he was always by his side.

Lin Shen’s smile is still so gentle, as if you are his whole world.

How could such a good person die? He should be the one to die.

Life is so boring. The days after Lin Shen left are so boring.

He took a bottle of sleeping pills, lay back on the bed, and recalled every detail of his time with Lin Shen.

But there are too few memories between them.

No one cared about him in his life and he lost his love forever.