I Don't Want to Be a Charmboy【Quick Wear】

In fact, he had a vague memory of the previous Lin Shen. In his memory, he was gentle, but that was all.

He knew clearly that he had no feelings for the previous Lin Shen. The two of them only loved to play together because their homes lived close to each other when they were young and they were old friends.

But when he grew up, Lin Shen liked performing, while he liked racing. As the saying goes, people with different ideals cannot work together, so since Lin Shen entered the entertainment industry, their relationship has become distant.

It was not until the box of the celebration banquet that he saw Lin Shen.

Short black hair, delicate eyebrows, a straight nose, thin and rosy lips, and a white shirt with the waist exposed because of the wine, which was vaguely visible.

She is beautiful and noble, abstinent and gentle, making people unable to take their eyes away.

Everyone in the box was looking at Lin Shen. He was so handsome. At least he had never seen anyone prettier than Lin Shen.

Looking at the obscure gaze in the box, he felt uncomfortable, so he naturally sat next to him.

He had a unique smell on him, which was pleasant, and he was immediately addicted to it, just like a drug addict sniffing the fragrance.

But he also knew clearly that no perfume was like this. He guessed it was Lin Shen's body scent.

He thought he must have fallen in love with him at that time.

But he didn't dare say it, he was afraid that they would no longer be able to be friends.

So he suppressed his love.

He bought a new car and always wanted to take Lin Shen to experience it, but he was always busy, and even if he was not busy, he always stayed at home.

He felt powerless; Lin Shen was too difficult to make an appointment with.

But he didn't want to give up. There were too many people who liked Lin Shen. If he didn't work harder, he would never get this supreme treasure.

So he always pestered Lin Shen, but Lin Shen didn't get angry because he was a very gentle person.

But one day, at his grandfather's banquet, Lin Shen met a woman named Jiang Yan, and he knew her.

Horribly stupid.

He was just wondering what Lin Shen saw in her, stupid and ordinary.

But Lin Shen paid a lot of attention to that woman, which made him unhappy, but he also knew that Lin Shen didn't like others meddling in his affairs, so he could only be jealous secretly.

At that time, he thought Lin Shen fell in love with that woman, but after observing her many times, he did not see any love in her, so he felt relieved.

He always saw Lin Shen on Weibo. Lin Shen was so outstanding that he felt inferior.

He didn't want to be a rich kid who only knew how to eat, drink and have fun. He wanted to become strong, so that he could at least stand by Lin Shen's side.

He stopped racing and joined a company to learn how to do business. It was really tiring in the early days, but thinking of Lin Shen gave him unlimited motivation.

But it seemed that there was only that woman in Lin Shen's eyes.

At the charity dinner that day, that woman appeared as Lin Shen's female companion. How many resources did she get?

He was angry. Was that woman using Lin Shen as a springboard?

But he said nothing and just stared blankly at Lin Shen as he went to the back garden.

But he waited for a long time and didn't see Lin Shen, he was a little panicked and hurried to the back garden to look for him.

He found nothing, but he found a sneaky waiter and got Lin Shen's location from the waiter.

On the way to find Lin Shen, he was panicked, afraid that something might have happened to Lin Shen, and the anxiety in his heart made him breathless.

Fortunately, he arrived in time and prevented the vicious woman from succeeding.

But Lin Shen's appearance at that time was too shocking.

The white shirt was half taken off, revealing her fair chest. Her slender waist was exposed because of Lin Shen's rubbing. Her cheeks were flushed, her eyebrows were delicate, and her eyes were full of lust.

He felt that he was running a fever, and he knew that he might have been affected by the Chinese medicine, but it was not much, and he could actually control it.

He couldn't help himself and kissed the lips he had always dreamed of, and did many excessive things.

He had never seen Lin Shen so fragile before. He was so happy that he felt like he had gained the whole world.

Later, Lin Shen told him that it was just an accident. How could it be an accident?

He didn't want to treat all this as an accident. He wanted to be with Lin Shen, forever and ever, but Lin Shen didn't love him. He knew it, he had always known it, and he felt like he was about to die of sadness.

Lin Shen began to avoid him. He was afraid that Lin Shen would really ignore him again, so he pretended as if nothing had happened, as if he had forgotten everything.

But how could it be possible? Would he be willing to give up after having obtained it? He was unwilling to do so, and his desire to obtain Lin Shen became even stronger!

It’s just that there are too many people coveting Lin Shen. He hates anyone who dares to covet Lin Shen, and he secretly deals with many people who covet Lin Shen.

But there are some people he can't do anything about, like the guys with the surname Xie. They are secretly competing with each other, just wanting to get Lin Shen's favor.

He thought they would have to fight for at least a long time, and he would have at least a lifetime to prove to Lin Shen that he loved him.

But it seemed like God was playing a huge joke on him.

Lin Shen is dead.

He was working in the company when he heard the news of Lin Shen's death. He was smiling foolishly as he fantasized about being with Lin Shen.

But reality dealt him a heavy blow. Lin Shen was in a car accident and died.

How could it be possible, he thought? How could a person like that die?

Until he rushed to the hospital and saw the body covered with white cloth, he didn't dare to go forward. He wanted to deceive himself that this was not Lin Shen.

But Lin Shen's parents were right next to him, and he couldn't deceive himself.

His white cloth was opened, and his eyes were tightly closed, as if he was asleep, but his pale face and bloodless lips undoubtedly told him that this person was dead!

He staggered out of the hospital.

After leaving the hospital, looking at the busy streets, he felt confused and uncertain about the future. He seemed to have lost motivation all of a sudden and didn't know where to go.

He got in the car and tried to start it, but his hands were shaking so badly that he couldn't hold the steering wheel.

He can no longer drive.

In the months after Lin Shen's death, the internet was full of news about Lin Shen's death, but he didn't pay much attention to it.

He didn't go to Lin Shen's funeral either. He didn't dare to go, at least not now.

He went to many places, and he had dreamed of taking Lin Shen there. Those places were beautiful.

Later, he stopped at a small town. It didn’t have much to offer, but it was quiet. He liked it, and Lin Shen should like it too.

However, Lin Shen couldn't see it, and he felt a little sad.

He felt uncomfortable in his heart. Ever since Lin Shen left, he always felt uncomfortable in his heart, but he didn't go to the hospital.

It’s good that he wants to die. There’s nothing to be nostalgic about anyway. Maybe he can meet Lin Shen on the road to the underworld?

His family came to him and tried to help him let go of the past.

Let go of the past? Forget Lin Shen?

He got very angry that day and drove everyone away.

Later he wondered what he was angry about.

He didn't know either. He only knew that if Lin Shen knew that he had forgotten him, he would be unhappy, and he wouldn't be able to comfort him then.

On a sunny afternoon, he lay quietly in bed, feeling his heart getting more and more uncomfortable. He guessed that he was going to die soon, but how could he die? He hadn't seen Lin Shen yet?

He slowly closed his eyes and looked back at his life. It was meaningless and he lived like a puppet, except when Lin Shen was around.

He smiled and tears came out.

Xue Yichen died of a heart attack. It was not a painful death, as if he was sleeping.