She is so pitiful? I choose to pity myself first

What Shen Sihan regrets most is not actually her son.

What she regretted most was that one day a man who truly liked her pursued her, but after weighing the pros and cons, she still chose He Qianxing, who seemed to be the safest choice.

It was her choice that ruined her life and her son's life...

Shen Sihan has been depressed ever since then. Even though she knew that she had mental problems and even took the initiative to see a psychologist, it was of no use.

She watched herself walk towards death clearly, but she could not stop it at all.

Shen Yihan often called her stupid, saying that if she could be as heartless as she was, she wouldn't be so internally frustrated and miserable.

But Shen Sihan just smiled. Didn't she know that she had done something wrong? However, the pain, her cheating husband, and her sick son were constantly reminding her of what she had done wrong...

Shen Sihan felt even more painful when she saw how happy and warm the man who once truly loved her was with his wife and children.

Shen Yihan is just as she said, living a sober and heartless life.

After all, when Shen Yihan chose Qi Chong from the very beginning, he was attracted by his money and his status as the young master of the Qi family.

She had sacrificed for this, been looked down upon and betrayed by Qi Chong, and was also impulsively loved by Qi Chong for a period of time...

Later, it slowly turned into family affection.

After all, she had given birth to two sons and a daughter for Qi Chong, and her position was very stable.

Later, because of the changes in Shen Zhinian and Lin Tingyu's identities, her position in the Qi family became more stable.

Even though she failed to make use of Shanglin Tingyu and Shen Zhinian and lost face in front of her cousin Qi Chong, none of these affected her status.

After knowing that Zhang Sisi was used by her husband and became a gay wife, she still gritted her teeth and continued to stay in the Qin family, being Mrs. Qin, just so that her son could eventually inherit the Qin family property...

Shen Yihan didn't think he had done anything wrong.

She even began to no longer take Zhang Sisi seriously.

How dare Zhang Sisi look down on her? What's the difference between her and her?

She even has feelings for Qi Chong, and she lives a much better life than Zhang Sisi!

Perhaps because she knew about Zhang Sisi's situation, Shen Yihan no longer bothered about Lin Tingyu's lack of face for her at the time.

The main thing is, it’s useless for her to worry about it, Lin Tingyu won’t care about her.

Shen Yihan is living a good life now. Her twin boy and girl have gone abroad to study, and her youngest son is staying in China with her.

After going through so many things over the years and his body no longer allowing him to indulge himself like he did when he was young, Qi Chong began to return to his family and treated his wife, with whom he had feelings for her during his youth, better.

They now really feel like an old married couple.

When a couple spends enough time together, they will become close relatives.

Shen Yihan feels that her life is pretty good now. Even though her husband has cheated on her countless times, Shen Yihan pretends to be ignorant of it all and plays the role of a loving couple in front of their children.

Her behavior actually made Qi Chong feel a little guilty, so he treated her better and was more generous to her.

Shen Yihan knew very clearly what she wanted. Although she put in a lot of thought and effort, at least she got what she wanted.

Therefore, compared to Shen Sihan, who is always struggling with internal conflicts, Lin Tingyu sometimes even feels that Shen Yihan is smarter.

However, when it comes to the issue of their children's education, both Shen Yihan and Qi Chong are a little overconfident.

The wealthy families in the circle all send their children abroad, and they were no exception. They sent the twins to China without hesitation.

It seems that only in this way can they be worthy of their status as children of wealthy families.

But Shen Yihan didn't know that within two years, she began to regret her decision.

Because my son and daughter, who had performed very well in China, changed their personalities drastically after going abroad, probably because they saw the colorful world outside.

Before Shen Yihan expected, Qi Sinian got someone else pregnant. Moreover, the other party gave birth to the child quietly and asked Qi Sinian for money.

Qi Sinian had no choice but to ask his family for money.

When the Qi family learned about this, they severely criticized Shen Yihan.

In fact, Shen Yihan did nothing wrong in this matter, but the Qi family lost such a large sum of money for no reason, and then had to accept an illegitimate child. Moreover, because of the existence of this illegitimate child, it would be troublesome for them to arrange a marriage for Qi Sinian later.

Shen Yihan was very upset, but what made her even more upset was that she was still young and had to become a grandmother. How could Qi Sinian take care of a child? He himself was just a college student.

So, Shen Yihan had no choice but to help take care of the child.

Moreover, in order to hide the existence of this illegitimate child, Shen Yihan went abroad to take care of him.

The Qi family gave her some stern advice, telling her to keep a close eye on her son and daughter and not let them cause such trouble under their noses again.

After Shen Yihan went abroad, her son and daughter became more restrained, but Shen Yihan had no status in the Qi family to begin with, and her two children followed her example and did not show much respect to their mother.

Qi Sinian quickly returned to normal and went out to play. Shen Yihan had no choice but to remind him to be careful, but she still gave him all the money he was owed.

Qi Siyue is relatively obedient compared to her brother, but she is only obedient on the surface.

Compared to the daughter whom the Qi family did not pay much attention to and only planned to use for future marriage, Shen Yihan also focused all his attention on his son and grandson.

There was much less attention paid to Qi Siyue.

Therefore, even though Shen Yihan asked to live with her children after arriving abroad, and it seemed that nothing would happen, there were actually undercurrents beneath the peaceful life.

Qi Siyue got addicted to contraband. Although she seemed to be a good girl, she had been suppressed for a long time. After going abroad, she began to let herself go and attended various parties.

Moreover, she only loved to play with white people, and most of those parties would turn into promiscuous ones. Not only did Qi Siyue get involved in illegal drugs with those friends, but her private life was also extremely chaotic.

Shen Yihan didn't know all this.

Shen Yihan always thought that her daughter, who went to bed at ten o'clock every day, was still the same as when she was in China.

Until someone took those messy videos of my daughter and spread them around in the overseas study circle, and even got to her...

Shen Yihan was struck by lightning when she discovered that her daughter had become the easiest girl in the overseas study circle...

The men in Longguo looked down on her and spread her short videos everywhere as gossip.

Foreign men think she is easy to get along with, and they can easily win her over without even spending money on her. They think Longguo women are either very conservative or, like Qi Siyue, very open...

Shen Yihan was going crazy. These videos were spread too widely. When she first found out about them, it was a lady in the circle who sent them to her to mock her...

This means that all the families in Long Kingdom who could marry into the Qi family probably know about this.

Even if we don’t know now, it will be exposed once we investigate the marriage in the future!

Her daughter is finished!