She is so pitiful? I choose to pity myself first

Shen Yihan was almost going crazy. She worked so hard to marry into a wealthy family. Not only did she want to make her own life better, she also hoped that her children would not have to suffer the same hardships she had in her childhood, and would not have to worry about money and could live a good life.

Even for her daughter, she felt that arranged marriage was a good thing. She could marry into a wealthy family without having to work as hard as she did when she was young. There was nothing wrong with it.

As a result, it has become like this now? !

Shen Yihan spent a lot of money and finally got those videos removed from the Internet, but some people had saved them to their personal cloud drives or mobile devices, so she couldn't delete them.

She regretted it so much that she should not have let her daughter study abroad. How could she have thought that her daughter would be as well-behaved and go back and forth between school and home when she was alone abroad as she was in China?

But things have come to this point, and Shen Yihan has no choice but to try to downplay the matter.

Qi Siyue was beaten by her. The angry Qi Siyue actually called the police and reported that Shen Yihan had committed domestic violence. Shen Yihan was not good at foreign language and was arrested directly.

Although the Qi family quickly hired a lawyer to get Shen Yihan out, Shen Yihan was taken advantage of during the interrogation because of her skin color. There was nothing they could do because Shen Yihan didn't dare to make a big deal out of it.

After calling the police, Shen Yihan was completely at a loss as to what to do with her daughter. She thought she had done a good job of educating her daughter. How come her daughter, who was a good girl in China, suddenly became like this when she went abroad?

Of course Shen Yihan didn't know that Qi Siyue had already started to rebel in her heart when she was in China.

In fact, she already had a man when she was in China.

All this was just her way of rebelling against the oppressive environment at home.

Shen Yihan cried to her husband, and eventually the Qi family cut off Qi Siyue's living expenses, thinking that in this way, Qi Siyue would be obedient even for the money.

Unexpectedly, Qi Siyue turned around and got together with a rich second-generation guy, and even moved in with him. It shows that she is not short of money at all.

Shen Yihan finally gave up on her daughter completely and could no longer take care of her eldest son. As long as her eldest son stopped having children, she would no longer care. After all, the Qi family was not short of money, and Qi Sinian was destined to have no shortage of women.

After staying abroad for a year, Shen Yihan discovered that her husband had a new confidante.

This time she is not a lover, but a confidante with whom I can communicate spiritually...

Shen Yihan suddenly felt a strong sense of crisis and hurried back to China.

Moreover, in order to ensure a smooth marriage for Qi Sinian in the future, the Qi family announced that Shen Yihan had gone abroad this year to take care of her pregnancy and give birth, and Shen Yihan's grandson was registered under her name, becoming Shen Yihan's youngest son.

Because he returned home in time, Qi Chong didn't really have anything happen with his confidante. Shen Yihan's position is still very stable because of this "youngest son".

Perhaps because her two children became like that after going abroad, Shen Yihan developed a psychological trauma and later dared not send her second son Qi Sizhou abroad again.

Even though Qi Sizhou's grades were not particularly good, the Qi family still found a way to let him stay in the country to study at university.

Since Qi Sizhou failed to get into a good school, the Qi family found a way to give Qi Sinian a special skill so that he could enter the Imperial Capital University as a gifted student.

In this way, at least you can go to a prestigious school.

After some further work, Qi Sizhou could still major in both business and prepare for inheriting the Qi family in the future.

After all, his elder brother Qi Sinian is already dead. He only cares about the prostitution every day in this foreign country. He even paid someone to write his thesis. It is estimated that he will hardly achieve any results in the future. He is an incompetent person. Even the Qi family gave up on him. They didn't want him to inherit the Qi family business, so they placed all their hopes on Qi Sizhou.

Originally thought, Qi Sizhou was attending Imperial Capital University after all, and was surrounded by future connections, which would be helpful for him to inherit the Qi family in the future. Unexpectedly, Qi Sizhou was actually interested in the sports skills that were originally arranged for him to have an easier time entering Imperial Capital University, and he really had talent for it.

As a result, Qi Sizhou was not interested in business courses. He trained hard every day, and eventually he actually became an athlete and won international awards.

This should have been a happy thing, but Shen Yihan felt a headache when he thought about his son's unwillingness to inherit the family business. In the end, he could only work hard to train his youngest son in name only, and his grandson in reality.

Because of these children, Shen Yihan has had a lot of headaches, and he looks a little older than his peers.

Shen Yihan had no way of telling anyone about these things. After all, she would be the one who would be embarrassed if she told others about them.

In the end, the only person she could confide in was Shen Zhinian, her non-blood-related aunt.

Shen Zhinian also thought of many ways for her, and the many successful examples she mentioned naturally included Chen Muzhe, her grandson who had no blood relationship with her, and her equally promising grandson Gu Chenlin.

The more Shen Yihan listened, the more uncomfortable she felt.

Why was she jealous of Lin Tingyu when she was a child, and now that she grows up, she is still jealous of Lin Tingyu for having such an outstanding child?

Gu Chenlin's biological son is so outstanding, and even her adopted daughter is so outstanding. What's even more infuriating is that even the son-in-law her adopted daughter found is so outstanding, and he is so affectionate to Gu Shishi...

Shen Yihan was extremely jealous, but she had no other choice. She could only find out how Lin Tingyu and Gu Shiye educated their children, and then use those methods on her grandson.

Maybe it was because Lin Tingyu and Gu Shiye's education methods were really good, Shen Yihan's grandson was well educated by them. Later, Shen Yihan could only put all her hopes on this grandson...

Shen Zhinian is already old and rarely goes out to do charity work now. At most he just takes a walk in the community every day.

As she got older, her brain started to become less clear and she slept less and less.

Shen Zhinian had a dream.

This dream was very strange.

In the dream, she had actually died twenty or thirty years ago, before the house she and Lin Tingyu lived in was demolished!

Moreover, she died because of Jiang Xue's son, whom she helped.

The bone-chilling coldness in the dream, the feeling of dying in pain, cold, lonely and despair on a cold winter night, was so clear.

It was so clear that it didn’t even seem like a dream!

Shen Zhinian woke up suddenly, tears streaming down her face. Regardless of the fact that it was still early in the morning, she immediately called Lin Tingyu.

Lin Tingyu thought something had happened and rushed over immediately.

Even when Shen Zhinian was old, she still cared about her mother very much.

Unexpectedly, Shen Zhinian was waiting at the door. When he saw her coming, he suddenly hugged her in his arms!

"I dreamed that you died...Xiaoyu...I'm sorry...Mom couldn't take good care of you..."

From Shen Zhinian's messy and fragmented information, Lin Tingyu pieced together something that surprised her.

Shen Zhinian dreamed of her past life.

Or rather, their past lives.